a lot of detrooners are clearly just reppers, but anyone else like me and just genuinely got confused? there isn’t a feminine bone in my body and im a straight male to my core but somehow I got really confused and decided to take estrogen
>>43565990I had and still have no doubt that HRT is right for me but I turned out to be a butch lesbian and I kinda do a lot of boy stuffI think that's actually kinda cool and transgressive, though. But it does often read as "regular straight male". But I am definitely not.Look, all I'm saying is, you don't have to be a stereotypical girl to be a girl and hell I might even do he/him pronouns, but bottom line is, you are here for a fucking reason and you should think less about gender categories and more about what exact person you, specifically, want to be
>>43566029im not really talking about interests or style tho, I’m saying my actual identity, thoughts and self perception are that of a straight male. I just genuinely got confused due to depression and severe social isolation
>>43566080Can you walk me through why you believe this? What are the exact thoughts leading you to that conclusion? Why did you decide to transition in the first place?
>>43565990why the hell can't you grow up? You're a straight guy and you're bothering people on LGBT because you're really mentally imbalanced
>>43566097I think I had a heterosexual inversion due to loneliness and self hate. a sort of wanting to embody what you like thing>>43566131half the posts here are bait anyway
>im a straight male to my core but somehow I got really confused and decided to take estrogen
>>43565990God damn I remember that bleakness
>>43566192I think it’s really easy to get confused about yourself when you’ve had a life of extreme isolation. Identity formation doesn’t just happen on its own
>>43565990do you like the outcome(s)? If yes, keep going. If not, stop. Who gives a shit what some retarded anons online think?Stop treating hrt as if it's some magic thing. It's a piece of tech. You use it if you like it, you stop using it (or don't use it in the first place) if it's not useful for you.>>43566029based af, unironically
>>43566287I like it only in the context of being an extremely isolated shut in non human thing. which is dumb bc this life is depressing and unsustainable and my goal always should’ve been to figure out how to integrate myself into society. There is no way I could exist in public as a trans person bc transness isn’t even a tiny blip on the radar of my actual identity
>>43566343>There is no way I could exist in public as a trans personThen don't exist as a trans person. I never told anyone except my bf that I'm shooting estrogen.As far as anyone else is concerned, I'm a naturally youthful kinda feminine fag.Again, stop treating hrt as if it's metaphysical. Injecting estrogen doesn't mean you have to tell everyone or LARP as a woman or get into all of that convoluted identity crap.
>>43565990idk I like still get the feelings but it's now mostly out of mind and I actually can find postives of being male. I think transition and hrt was simply not for me
>>43566399im not homosexual so I could never date if on estrogen. plus I would just feel like I’m always lying and have even more social anxiety than usual from trying to hide my body and stuff. I can understand taking e just for kicks if ur a femfag bc you already exist in a non conforming, accepting environment, but I on the other hand have the sensibilities of an average straight male which is a much more strict, conformist environment
>>43566452>im not homosexualand? neither is one of my closest friends who is married with children and does estrogen lol.seems to me you are creating your own problems for absolutely no reason. /shrug
yeah. but I still think I'm "trans" in like I would change sex if the option existed, but am not comfortable with anything related to transition and am basically just a dude
>>43566480taking estrogen after you’ve already married someone as a man isn’t the same thing
>>43566452Ms Straight Male, I assume you like women. If it isn't too much to ask, could you walk us through how you feel about women, and what your fantasies are concerning them? Because clearly you are experiencing something and I want to know if you are actually just a lesbian pathologizing and being internally homophobic
>>43566241nah isolation cuts out the noise and tells you who you are
>>43566606I don’t have “fantasies” bc my sexuality is broken by isolation. I just find women pretty and cute and I am male, ergo I am a straight male, it’s really that simple.>>43566699I would deeply disagree with that, your “inner thoughts” are often just the delusional ramblings of a depressed mind
>>43566861your thoughts are not you nor do they control your actions. your actions and the underlying ego control your thoughts.through isolation, (You) emerge, resulting in uncomfortable thoughts. you got it the wrong way around.
