Every single day I'm consumed by this feeling that I'm not allowed to exist at all. If I leave the house it's just "people will think you're a gross tranny", if I want to read a book it's "the very act of reading this book is ruining it for others because you're such a gross tranny", if I want to do anything at all it's just "no you're not allowed to do that only real people (see: cis people and trans people who aren't gross) can do that" so I just spend all day in bed doing nothing. What do I even do about this, it's not like it's even wrong per say people complain all the time about people like me ruining everything so should I just like die or something.
I used to feel that very acutely but I eventually accepted that most peoples hatred is second to their cowardice and hypocricy and I am likewise not good enough or virtuous enough to protect them from my existence which is required for me to in some way do some kind of good.
>>43566363Grow a spine
>>43566412How do I do that?
>>43566398if I'm reading this correctly you've just accepted that living life involves making people uncomfortable as a matter of fact?
>>43566398>I used to feel that very acutely but I eventually accepted that most peoples hatred>>43566363>people will thinkits not supposed to be mean, its liberating
>>43566486Easily.
>>43566363No.Im absolutely justified in everything I do because I know im a holy being doing good things that exists in this world of immense fucking evil surrounded by republican child rapists, anti-human rights terrorists, israeli genocidal maniacs, humans that fuck and eat children and fetuses, and rape women.I do not care what these demonic entities think.
>>43566363yeah, i shut myself away from the world due to feeling so disgusting around people and ruined my life
>>43566363own ittrannies are based unless they're trying to enforce their pronouns on everyone. it's the one unfortunate thing about them, when they give way too many shits about labels.
