earlier today i looked at my face in the mirror doing my usual prodding and poking, and for the first time in two decades i saw the face i had before puberty if it had been normally aged up. with just a little prodding and plying, the signs of teenage weight gain left my face, and i was staring at the face of a guy who was undeniably gay male pretty. then i let the skin fall, and my face once more returned to its laxity damaged shape. i want it back so bad but i cant afford the surgery id need to fix it on account of being an unhirable faggot in a shrinking economy.
