It's really weird knowing you are going to die completely alone without ever touching another human being because when you tell normies it's going to happen they pretend like you are dumb and wrong and that you will eventually touch someone.They think "well, EVERYONE has to have sex, so will you" and refuse to see a world different from theirs. I cannot talk about this with anyone because they all treat me like a crazy chick and a mentally ill freak male at the same time. It's lonely.
>>43571038i am romantically and sexually compatible with exactly 0 people in this world. its the former that hurts the most for sure. for some reason people insist this whole thing isnt true and theres someone out there. they probably have good intentions but every time they do it gives me just a tinge of hope them i feel soul-crushing dread again every time i remember its fake. most people can't comprehend true loneliness because theyve never ever felt it. people i talk to will claim to not have friends but they still have people text them. like people voluntarily reach out to them first, daily even.ive never had anyone be sexually or romantically attracted to me in my entire life and i cant imagine that ever changing.ive stopped talking about this stuff with people because theyll never ever understand
>>43572434same so much i think that i never had someone who i can call a friend who reached out to me (im not op)
>>43571038Hey Ill fuck ya if it shuts yer ass up
>>43572885Don't wanna.>>43572434I hate it. There is no normal way of telling people ''I am an incel'', you will sound insane. It is literally impossible to talk about it. Even psychologists will do the bullshit ''someone out there'' scam with no remorse or shame. There is no real way of finding help.
>>43571038I'm resigned to my fate. Any chance of physical or emotional intimacy has been ruined by a deep, visceral fear, like my brain is just wired the wrong way. Sex as a concept is appealing, but the only way I can imagine being able to do it in reality is if I were really fucked up on alcohol/drugs. I'm hoping HRT nukes whatever libido I have because it's only a burden.
>>43571038I want to take your anal virginity and play super smash bros with you. And then we will install Archlinux :3
>>43572434Every single part of this is so fucking real. I wish I could be hopeful about it because the time i spend thinking about actually having something and the way it affects me can be legitimately debilitating and i would hope that eventually it won't be for nothing and it will stop. But it will never not be the case. And people just do not understand at all what it's like to be wanted by no-one and to have no-one. People who claim to be alone end up having like at least 5 people who regularly reach out to them and actively want to meet and hang out and in fact have a partner at that!!! Or have just anyone who goes out of their way to do anything and doesn't have to be practically begged for it.
