dear jawhons,you have nothing to lose.
>>43572244losing my jawline saved me desu i used to mog but now i pass
>>43572244yeah face puffiness or whatever but it wore my teeth down to the gum and gave me permanent gastro and swallowing issuesAN and BN ruined my life, my savings, my career, my health, my relationships, i've never been able to put myself back together since
>>43572244>why dont you bulimiamax?>>43572438>t it wore my teeth down to the gumyeah it fucked my enamel and cracked a molarand i wasnt even doing it on purpose i was having extreme panic attacks daily
>>43573833>yeah it fucked my enamel and cracked a molarjupp :(cracked a molar last year as well, bit down on a lollipop...>and i wasnt even doing it on purpose i was having extreme panic attacks dailyikr i dont think ppl understand how uncontrollable the b/p cycle is, like how strong the compulsions are. i dreaded it everytime but i knew it was comingmy ex sobbing at the bathroom door begging me to stop when I couldn't, highlight of my life
I don't purge but my jaw looks like the right and I want the left, how do you do the reverse of this?
>>43574049i dont even know if i ever had an eating disorder(until now lmao but thats diff) it was just really fucked up general/social/work/school/performance anxiety. like actual "anorexia" nervousness. i couldnt eat like 8 hours before bed or would get sour stomach and would chug mint and sniff alcohol and take anti-emetics and still vomit bile for hours in the morning and it would stop immediately upon arriving at work and clocking in. still couldnt eat breakfast till noon. i think i developed it in college from exam anxiety and adderall then shifting to moving out and getting a job while in an abusive relationship. only recently got over it after forcing liquid meal replacements before work for a year and doing a ton of other self work. oh yeah i also separately gave myself cannabis induced hyperemisis too. like i get anorexia as a synonym for just not eating much but actual anorexia and bulemina sucks major ass
>>43574049just don't do it?
>>43574521How did you take it for so long? I had this type of anxiety that makes you puke everyday for about 2 months and almost lost my mind. I don't know how long more I would've managed to survive off yogurt and jelly.
>>43572244Alcohol will do this as well.
>>43574521>i dont even know if i ever had an eating disorderi'd say it's anything involving an abnormal relationship with eating or food that affects your daily function or healthit sounds pretty miserable by the sounds of it, my ex had intense anxiety & it was painful watching him experience it>actual anorexia and bulemina sucks major assyeah i had both in the 'traditional' sense, i have a bad history of disordered eating :/>>43574612very funnyi haven't for 5 years now
>>43574616>>43574616>How did you take it for so long??? it lasted like years there was other shit going on(the abusive relationship) that ruined my life and i was in a situation w family where i could neet out so i did which was a huge mistake and made it way worse in the end i couldnt go outside cold sweats and shaking literally going into shock at the prospect of being perceived by strangers. i fixed it by getting on public healthcare getting prescribed hydroxyzine and a therapist then a no interview a non-customer facing part time physical job a couple days a week and going for long walks on my days off drinking lots of ensure and greek yogurt and redbull and green tea with mint and ginger. keeping that habit for a year and then starting e solved all my problems i can even eat solid food for breakfast and can talk to my coworkers without wanting to tear my skin off
>>43572244or you could just gain weight and get a better body in the process without ruining your teeth??
You fuckin freaks. God damn, you bunch of fuckin freaks.
>>43572244this is just swelling. it's not worth the damage to your teeth
>>43574627so basically just a pure benefit if you're not fat?
>>43572244waow
>>43572244You could fix this with a $200 injection instead of ruining your esophagus
>>43572438same. i lost my teeth and all i got was becoming a very saggy skeleton, not even a t-shirt.
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