I, a 28 year old male brained tranny, just bought a barbie doll ama
Which one did you buy and why?
did you want them as a kid but couldnt have them?
>>43574113>whichA Margot Robbie one, I spent a long time browsing through the online store she was the prettiest >whyI don't really know why honestly, I've just wanted to buy one for a while now and today I finally decided to go do it. I feel like an idiot trying to endlessly analyse and understand my own decision making, thoughts and feelings, and yet not being able to make any sense of any of them. Finally, I have just decided to act without thinking, and it has lead me to do something that I feel I ought to be ashamed about, hence why the confessional tone of this thread. I don't really know why I'm ashamed either, other than the fact that they're made for kids. >>43574119I don't know, they're made for like 4-6 year olds, I can't remember what fleeting desires I had back then. Probably not though. I can think of a few fembrained quirks I had back then, and I can also think of some malebrained quirks, I don't really like thinking about myself back then, I was not in control of my own mind, being an impressionable young kid with deeply homophobic parents
can you flip up her dress? what color are her panties?
>>43574184It hasn't arrived yet, I don't know, and I don't intend find out :/
>>43574191i find that hard to believe. surely thats why you wanted a little plaything, to dress and undress her at will
>>43574240no, I just wanted to put her on display somewhere in my room, so I can look at her and dream about how I wish I was a real woman, in body and soul
can we make out?
Why a barbie and not your standard chinese girl figures?
>>43574375why? and what do you look like? I don't even know what I'm attracted to anymore, I basically have no sex drive now...>>43574406idk, I think I just wanted to feel more like a real woman I guess (pathetic I know)
>>43574458>why?i find you endearing and on instinct i wanted to kiss you>I basically have no sex drive nowthats okay, we can still be romantic with no sex
>>43574283>>43574458barbies arent exactly a good barometer of "real women" nona
>>43574496well okay, you can kiss me if you want :) >>43574519I know, but women received barbies when they were young and I am forever sad that I missed out on just getting to be a girl and experience a normal female upbringing that would allow me to connect with real women, a barbie doll in a way is a symbol of what I wish I had back when it would've been appropriate, and the natural feminity I wish I had been endowed with, that's what I mean when I say I bought it because want to feel like a real woman, in that sense, it's more like a religious symbol than a mere decoration
what other childhood girl stuff do you think you'll get into? powerpuff girls? nancy drew?
>>43574652*mwah*
>>43574696probably nothing else, the only childhood girl thing I've ever desired has been a barbie doll well actually, I've always wanted to play those dress up games, but I don't really want to interact with girls half my age, so I'll never play them
>>43574788you mean like flash dress up games? i played those as a "boy" all the time
>>43574817yeah exactly, I remember wanting to play them when I was a "boy" too but I didn't, now I'm an "woman" but I'm too old :/
>>43574862theres nothing wrong with playing them now, i think theyre cute ^_^ any game with character customization i really like for that reason
>>43574283That's sad man. If I was a wizard I would cast a spell so you turned into a woman and then I'd marry you and then you could buy dolls for our girl(s).Don't be ashamed nigga
>>43574097Nothing wrong with wanting to heal your inner child. Honestly pretty femme brain since its emotionally healthy and self aware. Overall would say its more of a traumatized gender neutral thing as a perma-femme brained pooner.
>>43574097sovlful age regressor
>>43574932you get iet
time for me to go to bed, nn everyone ty for comfy thread :) >>43574887maybe I'll look around for one to play, the ones I've heard of recently were all online with in-game chats and stuff, I definitely don't want to play those...>>43574917thank you anon, I really wish you were a wizard :( >>43574924>>43574932>>43574959hmmm, I didn't initially think of this as an age-regression thing but maybe it is...
Im a 37 year old babytran manmoder and i just baught a dino plushie
>>43574097I'm proud of you, OP. It's not easy, but I am proud of you.
>>43574097>>43574173cute. i wish i could get a gf like this
>>43579127What's cute about it? I feel creepy and ill...>>43579127Thank you, but why? I expected to be abused in this thread honestly>>43575850yay :)
>>43574862every videogame with character customisation is a dressup game if you believe hard enough, nona
>>43574097I bought one at 28 becouse she had a robot leg and it was sick af
tell us more about yourself
>>43575850you are lovely
