I should’ve gone to gymI should’ve tried to find a gfI should’ve picked up a sportI should’ve tried to make more friendsI didn’t even attempt to enjoy my gender, ofc I would eventually become depressed enough to troon out I really regret taking e this clearly isn’t for me and I wish I could go back
Then do it. Stop taking E.
>>43588133it’s not that easy when you’ve already ruined urself
>>43588154So what? Are you gonna keep crying about how you should have stopped it years ago and not do anything in the slightest about it now? Whoa, seems like an amazing idea to me. See you in 10 years saying "I wish I quit it 10 years ago"
>>43588119why isn't e for you?
>>43588218I look too weird and also im way too much of a conformist to ever be happy about being trans
I know that your complaints are fetishistic in nature (a man pretending to be conflicted about being trans in order to appear more genuinely feminine in your self concept) so I will only say that your exaggerated dramatic weight of your own self concept affirms that you are in fact a regular entitled man, male, boy, mr, sir, dude, and that, besides that just being a typical obnoxious feature of beta males, being a man is not wrong, nor is being some random guy. Which you are.
Nah you get too much straight man socialization if you try this and it fucks you up permanently, doomed to be autistic seeming.
>>43588340I don’t think im genuinely trans tho, if anything I’m saying the belief that I could be a “beta male” or “weak male” is what led me to this in the first place. I should’ve had stricter ideas of what an appropriate life for men is and tried harder to meet those standards
>>43588533See, this is how I know youre pathological and transitioning as an 'ironic' fetish. You don't need to be strict to be a man. You know you are a man, which is why you are conflicted. I'm not malicious or insane or transphobic. You are not a woman, you are a man. Inside and outside. Your masturbatory post acting like a double bluff is simply a lie. You dont need to be 'more of a man'. You are a man.
>>43588262dont worry youd still look weird without hrt!
Being a man means having a penis, that’s it, you don’t have to do this song and dance dumb shit >>43588533
I'm in that weird limbo where I don't think I can just be a regular man anymore but I don't think I could be a tranny either
>>43588580idk what ur trying to say, I know I’m a man. The question is how does a man end up doing this to himself. It happens bc living however you please often leads to cringe and fetishism. That’s why it’s important have strict well defined goals that derive from your male identity, I was just too lazy to follow them
