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below expectations, but that’s just because 16hrtage is over hyped af back in the day, I'm gendered correctly 95% of the time twinkhon, on hrt almost a decade without prog or any surgery
>>43588479i have been on hrt for at least 6 years(likely more, lost count, and started before 20), but never malefail. i have given up all hope of being seen as a woman by anyone ever. like, im out to no one, and doubt i ever will come out.i have resigned my fate to being a lonely shut-in neet who will die early.
>>43588479I look like the troonjak but I'm to much of a coward to actually kill myself
>>43588479month 7 hrt (starting age 17) and I already feel like I should have started a long time ago.
>>43588809Why don't you just twinkhon mode? Unless you live in some undeveloped country, you gotta just live at some point, no?
>>43588479never passed and never will but i'm still immensely happier than before transitioning
>>43588479I mean pretty good generally speaking
i look like hunter schafer's uglier cousin. i'm, honestly fine with it. i got further than i ever could have hoped
>>43588479Pretty good so far, very early on but getting results beyond my expectations, eager to see where I am at 6 months
i started estrodiol, im 2 1/2 months in and im already noticing breast growth! im 21 and this makes me happy :3
>>43588849>Why don't you just twinkhon mode? i have failed so badly that i'm unworthy of even being called a "twinkhon". they can at least occasionally malefail in gender neutral clothes.>Unless you live in some undeveloped country, you gotta just live at some point, no?united states, fairly progressive state too, but idki'm just tired and don't really feel like i have that innate human desire to "live".i don't value money, lack the drive to survive, and am honestly just motivated by minimizing pain and distracting myself from emotional stress.desu, the only thing i feel matters is finding love, but i'm so emotionally broken that, even without the large burden of transness, i could never achieve it.
>>43588479it went horrible, it completely backfired, and blew up in my face. i literally ruined my life and in ways that were completely incomprehensible before i did any of this. 8 years hrt
>>43588479pretty well. coming up on 4 years in, treated and gendered female. few complaints about uninvited physical things but like, them's the breaks, yknow?
>>43588479It failed:3
started when I was 19 to prevent twinkdeath, was on and off for a bit. am 23 now and get malefails here and there but I definitely don't pass enough to try to leave malemode. I guess it's not going that well but I literally only started to preserve my looks so in that regard it was successful
>>43588479honestly much better than i expected
I passed then i was botched. Mentally devastated.
lateshit started 1 month before turning 23, 6 months now, manmoding, sometimes got gendered correctly before i stopped repping, now I malefail from time to time, but not enough to pass
started at 17 almost 28 nowwas boymoding now manmodingincredibly mentally ill my entire life and remained that way after hrthad ffs but still don't passtoo tired and sad to put in any real effort, I feel like a shell of a person who goes through the motions enough to stay alive but I'm not living i don't think I can keep it up much longer, I'm exhausted i do know I would have killed myself if I hadn't gotten on hrt, but it didn't appreciably improve the overall trajectory of my life
>>43588479You dare me to do it?
>>43588479nothing has changed, i just have boobs, i dont pass and never will. at least i have less body hair. im almost 30 now and havent succeeded in any way in life. im so afraid of the future
I've been on hrt for over 10 years, I'm 30 now, I don't pass, people assume I'm a teenage boy or gay, it's better than nothing, at least that's what I tell myself
>>43588479started a few weeks before my 17th birthday, its been about year and a half since, ive lost all hope by now seeing all other trans women who started at my age fully pass after a year while im too tall and broad to ever be even mistaken for a girl by anyone other than old people with bad eyesight and only when im sitting down or kneeling. i decided to kill myself when the only member of my family who accepts me dies
>>43591610>too tired and sad to put in any real effort, I feel like a shell of a person who goes through the motions enough to stay alive but I'm not livingmood
8 months hrt, started just before 18i have no hope of passing anymore without minor surgeries at the very least and major surgeries at the very worstmy hope was kicked and stamped on when i realised to be a passoid you have to pass with makeup before estrogen even hits your body or get lucky with facial fat in the first 6 monthsgiving it time before i rope though
>>43588479stagnant.started hrt at 21, 18 months ago.thick black facial hair. strong brow but good cheekbones. generally asymmetrical face. will never pass.out to friends only, not to family or work.
>>43588479Honestly I've feminized pretty well but can't unmoid my bones. I am 100% certain I'd have been a gigaluckshit if I started HRT young.
>>43588479I’mStillUnbelievably male so you tell me
>>43588479It's gone very well. Nobody misgenders me ever and I always feel positively about what I see in the mirror.
>>43588479ive been 6 months on hrt (started at 17) and honestly its fine. im satisfied with the results ive gotten so far (i thought some of this would take way longer)im far from being entirely happy with my physical appearance (esp without makeup) but im hopeful
>>43588479its okay. ive hit the spot where i realize how much i will have to do to pass and how long this will take. its brutal especially as i currently work as a landscaper and during the summer months i am seeing how underdeveloped i am compared to most men. the first few weeks i was so happy after stopping repping for any small change, skin, voice,, hair but now weeks turn to months which will soon turn to years and although some cannot tell my gender most still see me as a woman. i also realize now t is not enough as many people claim. i started voice training so i don't sound like gay bitch and am starting to work out as well. i have hope despite it all but can't wait for winter again
>>43588479involuntary medical detransition reruined my life. nothing changed and i still pass but i feel so fucking ugly
>>43588479Suddenly I'm not half the man I used to be.There's a shadow hangin' over me.Oh, yesterday came suddenly
>>43591627it's a GFCI you moron.
terrible
>>43593588involuntary?