QOTT 1: Do you have a favorite cryptid?QOTT 2: Is there an unsung local cryptid in your area?Previous thread: >>43549972
>>43589525>QOTT 1Jersey Devil
I am my area's cryptid
>>43589656
This world is evil, I wish I had the strength to kill myself every day.
>>43589525I would love to have sex with an overwhelmingly attractive skinwalker
help me
>>43589525i really though we'd killed this threadqott: uh the balatro card>>43590083how can we help you nona
>>43590110puppet my body and make me transition so I don't have to bite the bullet myselfor make the pain stop
>>43589525Ho lee fuk I'm genuinely unironically fucking worried guys. I feel closer than i ever have to ordering estradiol, like I literally have it open in another tab right now. I keep finding myself making excuses like >"we'll just try out a low dose for like a month to see if we get any mental benefits", >"what's the worst that could happen, maybe you get gyno but you can dentrans anytime", "you don't even have to change name or pronouns or even tell anyone it could be just for you to feel better"I feel like I'm pinkpilling myself or something. Jesus christ did the mind virus get me already??
>>43589636Nice. Mine is probably Bigfoot. Or, I dunno, maybe the Jackalope. I should look into local folklore.>>43590110>thought we'd killed this threadWhy? Before you repped, the thread was here. It lurks in light and in shadow. It never sleeps, the thread. It will never die.>>43590222I imagine we're all a little mind virused, to be here.And I'd honestly be surprised if anyone here hasn't browsed some diy space.
you would be happier if you let yourself be gay
yes I would be happier as a gay woman
>>43590701no, as a man who dates other men as a man
I'm not gonna do that
holy shit i knew since i was twelve and in didnt do anything about it cus im a fucking pussy fuck shti fuck im acutally breaking down fuvk this is awful actualy fucking shit i hate myself i hate myself i heate mayselft i hate mysoelf i hate mysalef i hate msuelf y hate misef i hate miself hoyl fuckign shit im so retarded fuck i want to slit my fucking throat like moses cleaving the seas its so fucking painful goyly sihyiy fjjc fuck fuck ufkc
why am i such a retarded autistic faggot i deserve everythng bad that happens to me hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck why vdant i opem my mouth for a second and tell anyone what the fuck i yhink is wrommg with me now iknow im fuvked up and im disgusting and i would do everone a favor by hanging my neck fuxk fuckim s fuckinng sorry to mysekf and to everyone im useless and only cause sorrow in this world
>>43589525take your HRT, retards
>>43591369it won't make you a womanstop promoting mass castration
>>43591369make me
>>43591025Don't slit your throat goyly anon
>>43589970yeah
>>43591025>>43591078im sorry nona i hope its not to late for you dont kill yourself
I didn't realize I was trans until I was in my twenties.
Need to femboycope so much
i keep stalking my old friends on social media to see how much better off they are than me and i can't stop. they kept doing their hobbies, improving their skills, etc. and i just stagnated for years. they probably forgot about me altogether by now. i got left behind and it's my fault for being whatever the hell i became.not exactly related to repgen but i genuinely only have this website to post this in. it just sucks a lot.
Dead repper storage
>>43593844My male peers vary but most of my female peers already have families, children, big houses, pretty much set for lifeI just know my life would have been so much better if I was born a woman
>>43591025If today's trans culture existed I certainly would've been able to figure it out when I was 12 instead of 18, unfortunately i still passed out at 18 and now sit here at 24 with a Norwood 2 and big muscles
i think i cant take it anymore i wish i could have a normal tranny life
>>43596330Tranny or not I don't think I'm capable of having a normal life anymore
>>43596567me too ive been self isolating for so long because of repping i cant be a normal human anymore help
i guess i like women after allfml
>>43596618I wish I could tell you it gets better.I can say everyone starts to isolate over time. Our perception of our own isolation might be what's important.Do go outside for a walk, drink some water, all that shit. It does help in the day to day.
>>43596964what does it mean my perception i havent talked to anyone in like a year now
>>43597031Like how we define isolation.You're talking to me right now. How do you weigh this interaction as an interaction?
>>43597087I dont know this board is the only place left but still I haven't talked to thr same person twice its just 4chan
i cant stop crying
>>43597209Even this board counts as something. We are consistent, and if you've been here more than once, you're part of that consistency too.
make me a girl or else
>>43597906does it, i dont think most people are just here
>>43598042We seem to drift in and out desu, so there's some consistency. There's certainly consistency of vibe.I'm not trying to make you feel grateful for this. I'm just pointing out you interact with someone vaguely regularly.You might have family, coworkers, delivery people, government workers, convenience store workers, drivers, someone who interacts with you helps feed or finance you or gives you something to do.And even that's not to say you should be grateful. It's saying you can interact with someone, so maybe you can work up to interacting with someone you want to interact with.
>>43598222what do you mean by the first part..I dont think I talk to anyone regularly hereI guess but only my hateful parents lol
>>43598351>dont talk to anyone regularly hereFor sure. I partly meant there are regulars, so you might be talking to them and not know it...and partly that even if the people you do talk to aren't the same each time, the vibe is the same so that's consistency.>hateful parentsI'm sorry. I know family can suck. That's why I try to think of family as training for getting along with other people.
>>43599026training for nothing i never got along with a single other person I can't socialize
i'm dying and dead and i'm trapped and there is no hope
>>43589525big feet mogs me
i wish my feet weren't big
does anyone relate to this? im not exactly repping, more like procrastinating transitioning. most of the time i rly want to transition at some point but im usually too scared of disrupting my current way of living and becoming a social outcast. this has been going on for like 4 years and i always tell myself that next year i will definetly start hrt but it never happens
>>43599511that's more or less how I feel
I'm a nearly bald loud orgeish man yet in my soul I'm a sensitive girl who has been raped by life
>>43591375
I keep having dreams in which I am either a girl or a tranny and I feel so happy and calm I woke up and ugh I don't know
>>43599259Training is training, not the sport. I obviously can't guarantee you'll need it. But do you have anything better to do for now?>>43599447>>43599469I hate my feet. The width is the killer.>>43599922How loud? Can you at least be a little softer?>>43600741The best dream of my life might have been where I looked in a mirror and saw myself as a plain, even homely, woman. Horribly comforting upon waking.
>>43602111>The width is the killer.my only hope in life is that becoming less of a fatass will somehow make my feet a little skinnier
do reppers and pre-everything trannies have gay face or other specific "look"
>>43602709i look like if a cispoon drank from the wrong grail
>>43602956Picrel possibly>>43602709Lower right is my type, and a notabke minoroty if the girls I liked were lesbians.Make of that what you will...
>>43602709i look like if a cispoon tried to cosplay natalie mars
>>43602111I dont even know what you mean how can I train lol
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmy jaw suddenly went to squaaaare wtf i thought it wasn't supposed to grow after 21 whjy do i have a chin now
So I can't be feminine? Sorry, not going to work or try to improve my life at all.
>>43589525the only cryptids that interest me are relatively recently extinct animals that sizable chunks of people unwilling to let go of hope and/or reason still think are out there in isolated pockets (thylacines and ivory-billed woodpeckers are probably the two biggest examples)
Every single time I have to leave my house I end up coming back unhappier and more misanthropic than ever
how many other reppers are thinking of killing themselves come june when andes eventually becomes a pandemic like covid did? news isn't looking good and i'm inclined to believe that the panic isn't just a handful of doomposters howling about a total nothingburger of a viral outbreak anymore
>>43607788QRD? I'm still in camp nothingburger, but if it actually ends up being something, then jesus fucking christ why did they let those dumbasses off the boat last week
>>43607788I no longer want to kill myself so no. I intend to live for as long as I can (Unless I get cancer again then I'll just let myself die, no intention of doing chemotherapy again)
i wish i was a normal human being capable of having friends fmsrl
how do you ctb actual;ly
I draw my sword. Who am I? A man who was given a heavy burden lest he conquer the world too easily. DESTROY THE WORLD and play in its viscera. A living wall of eternal war. War was made to fulfil my cardiovascular needs, I thrived in it too easily, and God noticed I was scaling too quickly and getting too powerful.That is why God gave me this illness. So that I would have to struggle to conquer the empires. Like how in Slay the Spire on high ascensions you start with Ascender's Bane. That is what Gender Dysphoria is. We found our past lives too easy and we are playing on a higher difficulty.
>>43608949OK, but who's your favorite cryptid?>>43607408>thylacineNice
>>43608989I am the cryptid
please god let my luck be in just this once
I have gender dysphoria. I don't want to transition.
>>43612267Reasonable
i don't want to transition but i have to or else i will kill myself
I jacked off too much and now I have a painful zit on my dick
>>43608460I don't even know what people do with friends, I'm so curious what people do
>>43617295thats what made me say that i actually cant understand what "going out with friends" even mean i wish i had a normal life
i still cant fuking belvie i knew snce i wass fuckcing twelve and i didnt do anything about it i jusst told my only fucking friend back then and he just said like shit tha sucks hope you get better and i just fuckign took it on the chin and never spoke about it with anyone and i just let ir fester inside me and like a fucking infection it rot my insides until they began decomposing and bile and acidic juices seeped into all my organs and now im entirley fucked up and wrthless and my ribcage is fucjing enormous and i have no fucking hips anymore i used to have fucking hips now i dont and its all my fault because i let some fucking parasites fgrwo inside me and my belly is pouchy and i have stubbles all vover my arms and legs nd im tall liek a fucking skyscraper i cant icant icant fuckkkkkkkkkk shi shiy hihigsdnjnsodjksfdlnkfslndm dln god fuck gwin's+nMAMKkZNKlck IREALLYGUCKCINVNim awful
