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I hate my stupid tranny life 05/16/26(Sat)04:00:36 No.43591464

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I hate my stupid tranny life Anonymous 05/16/26(Sat)04:00:36 No.43591464

>be 12
>put 2 and 2 together and realize that the want to be a girl envy thoughts that have been plaguing me forever every now and then are actually transgenderism.
>try to come out to parents before puberty
>they did not accept. weren't hateful, but given my family and being in the south it was definitely something they wanted to be sure about so i understand
>more mad I didn't stick up for myself and fight this
>12 and onward ensues the most embarrassing attempt of repping anyone has ever seen
>I think just any example of my performance of "masculinity" during this period is enough to prove that I am a tranny faggot and will never ever live a normal life and make my family proud like i was supposed to
>21
>also have congenital condition that makes diy riskier

dysphoria is exponential. sure when you first notice it, it's not that big a deal and you think every guy deals with it and that's just the challenge that comes with being a man. but as you go on it will just grow and fester in the back of your mind and because you were distracting yourself you thought that that was the cure and as long as you stay focused on your life it won't blow up. In reality it just eats at you every second until one day you either rush to hop on estrogen and lose your general awareness along the way or destroy yourself in a disgusting dehumanizing dishonorable way of your choosing

should i just hop on a regular estrogen and t blocker injection regiment and risk death or just get it over with? will also blow my head off in the middle of a busy restaurant tmr

taking suggestions