I'm very sure I'm not actually trans, but after I started smoking weed, I also started to believe that I'm actually a woman trapped within a mans body. Every time I stay sober for more than a couple of days, this belief dies down, and I go back to thinking of myself as a man. I started hrt pretty much only because of weed, and I've been smoking daily ever since because I'm way too afraid of having a clear mind again, since it would make me perceive myself as a man again. At this point it's extremely exhausting to be pretty much constantly high, but I have to keep up the illusion.
>>43591935no but i get it, weed does make the tranny feelings come to the forefrontfor me it was just watching a lot of tranny porn and seeing how fun it looks and not wanting to be an incel anymore
I transitioned before trying weed but i like taking it a lot abd it helps with dysphoria
>>43591935it's never done this for me as someone who had tranny thoughts before trying it
>>43591935I was on acid this one time and was wondering why I was such a girly faggot despite my best efforts to be a straight man>...oh shit, I'm a fucking tranny aren't I?
>>43591993I don't even know whether it helps with dysphoria, or whether it's giving me dysphoria
>>43591935cope
>>43591935Me getting drunk for the second time in my life precipitated me transitioning. The first time I got drunk I was 14 and tried to kill myself because I hated my body so much.
