>give up on life at around 15-16 bc psych ward (i didnt consent bro..)>hrt at late 18>still shutin, european edition>somehow get into a relationship>irl>also troon>also shutin>lost v card (no im a bottom)>nevermind she cheated>reach point of only needing srs to cisfmode at late 19>around same point, family finally starts fully accepting>albeit 176cm>still got cheated on>still keep being the last option>still being ignored>convinced if i was born cisf having autism wouldn't be so bad and life would be better>grow resentment towards peers for being retarded>grow resentment towards older people for being apathetic and their "you're only 19 you have hope" bullshit>stop trying to prove to everyone im actually cooked>everyone turns away anyways like alwaysconclusion; being a passoid doesn't free you from being miserable. a bullshit with fur even.>"what does she even do">"she tries her best">her best being trying to want to eat at least once a day and not want to punch herself.
>>43593188let's be each other's last option, op
>>43593207i just wanna be someone's 1st. even if i'll be a friendless wife.i dont really care. i just want my own person.
>>43593222same (other side of the gender fence of course), getting cheated on wasn't really fun. shame I'm too old to actually try looking for loyal love here. good luck out there nona, I hope you can get a helpful support system or therapy, I know it can be hard here in europe
