go thru puberty and somehow couldnt really tell the difference between mens and womens bodies and thought the sexual dimorphism between sexes was mostly overexaggerated and that the differences in skeleton structure didnt really exist and hearing stuff like "womens shoulders are narrower" just made you feel confused and you thought womens bodies were mostly the same as male bodies but just smaller on average and having female repro organs and a higher pitched voiceand then troon at age 18 still thinking you could generally still have a female body and then only 8 fucking years later, only after years of deep dysphoric reflection, have an enlightenment about the differences between sexes and that even if i pass (i dont) the structure of my body is entirely different like its literally impossible to chisel a female body out of a male body and that i wont ever "be a woman" in the same way that the women around me because my body is huge and designed to be strong man not be a woman and that theres literally zero women with a body like mine because their bodies are different in like a primal way i dont know how to put into words but everything is completely different and the most i can do is hit the gym to try to even out my proportions because you can only add to a male body not remove because my body is equally as different from that of a female as it is to the body of a toddleryes this is all very obvious idk why it wasnt for me but its very very obvious now
Unironically yes.
>>43595891could be worse you could've started at 26 like me
