>be repper in 30s>felt like should have been girl since before teens>experimented with "gender expression" in high school>that shit got shot down by family real fast>only played with gender expression in sexual fantasies>tried to be normal during 20s>never stayed in any relationship for long cos couldn't make it work sexually>only one relationship just after college felt fulfilling/worth trying for>still fucked it up>retreat to borderline asexuality>still jack off frequently imagining myself female>come here cos reddit too cringeI hear calls to stop repping and at least manmode, but then a single almost successful relationship 10 years ago make some of you say I just need validation.Plus I view enough pornography to feel proper guilty about it.So how about it /tttt/? Am I actually a deeply closeted transexual? Am I actually so retarded I'm posting this on the weekend?Ah troonery. Ah humanity.
Bumping this thread, then gonna refresh my weekend buzz.
Do you want to be female in non-sexual situations?
>>43599679Yes.Throughout my life have both wished I was/envisioned myself as female in non-sexual public and private situations.Have also frequently not cared about being seen as male in non-sexual situations.Have also privately appreciated being read as feminine in non-sexual situations.
take your pills, Alice.
>>43600453congratulations, you're a girlsee an informed consent clinic to get your hrtthere is a chance you'll never pass from meds alone, that's a reality of late transitions, but there's always FFS and if you dont try you'll never know
>>43600549>informed clinicThank you. Those are around, cos live in West Coast US town, but I'd still feel awkward going there. I am very much a man.At the same time, I dunno about diy. I've probably never felt comfortable, hence why we're here.>>43600490Make me.Actually please do.Unless pills are bad with booze, cos, that's where I'm at.
>>43601828nta>I'd still feel awkward going there. I am very much a manAnd? They don't care, nona.I went prepared to lie and was surprised how little they care. They only care if you really understand the risks, that's it. The reasons you want it are very much unimportant to them. Even less important for them is how you present.t. hrt femboy
there are people who blow up their marriages with kids over this. we had one a few weeks ago who made like 4 threads in 4 days. at least you dont have to go through that
>>43601864I kind of figured they wouldn't care, but it's still good to hear. Thanks nona.>>43601916None of that with me. Some of my family wondered why I never got married/had kids.Well. Here ya go.
>>43601828nta>Make me.>Actually please do.I am (or at least was until a few weeks ago) a bona fide resident of /repgen/. Started taking my pills and got out a lot more since the weather improved. A month ago got my first bf. Turns out he's into forcefem.So, from little that I know, i'll say that you have to "chase" the person who will "make" you take your pills.Other reppers say I'm the beginning of a horror movie. But w/e.
>>43603887maybe not a never ending one thoughbeit
>>43596872>>43600453>>43601956Jesus Christ, OP, you're literally me but male. I wish we could swap bodies.
>>43603887I feel like we've had a couple of repgen success stories recently.Sounds like you struck gold, nona. Good luck. Maybe I'll join you, at least in part, if I get my shit together in enough time so I don't john 40...>>43605934Right? That would make things so much tidier.I sometimes wonder if I should get a fem repper gf to have as a beard (and I hers, natch). At least it would stop feeling awkward that everyone I know is either married or dating.
>>43607392>I sometimes wonder if I should get a fem repper gf to have as a beard (and I hers, natch). At least it would stop feeling awkward that everyone I know is either married or dating.I've been wondering about the possibility as well, or whether I should go down the lavender marriage route with a nice gay man. I'm so tired of being a lonely weirdo, but my condition makes normal romance impossible. Living with a friend sounds cozy at least.
>>43607538>living with a friendThis, plus they're a friend who understands your singular torment. If someone were to ask why I ended up with her, I could truthfully say "she gets me" lol
>>43607538>>43607602ask location you retards. you're both rare as fuck and could make it work if you're from the same country.
>>43607959I sincerely doubt OP is from Eastern Europe.
>>43607959Times like this where j really wish there was a tttt dating app. I feel to internet mind poisoned to date someone who isnt on the board atp
>>43607959Like reppers would ever initiate something...>>43608104Sorry anon, you are correct to doubt. I'm on the west coast in America, so not even the same continent. Maybe next time the cosmic dice roll we'll find someone closer. Or just be born better.>>43608104The benefit in our case would be you don't ask someone if they're a repper when you start dating, and you sure never mention it yourself.
>>43601828If it helps, I'm on the west coast as well, and was able to do everything over video call and pick up pills the same day.
>>43607392>Sounds like you struck gold, nonaWe'll see about that. But so far so good. Turns out our families kinda sorta know each other and we already live nearby. We're probably gonna move in together.This weekend was amazing.>Maybe I'll join you, at least in part, if I get my shit together in enough time so I don't john 40...Good luck! One benefit of repping is that I can afford it all. With a bf to encourage I'll give it the best shot. Ig I'm nona 31 now.>>43608104No, but I am. Where in EE?
