In one of the conversations I had with my ex after she cheated on me she talked about how despite having been in and out of contact for months she was regularly having dreams where her blahaj was me. I still don't know if this was an active attempt from her to manipulate me into sticking around, or a desperate attempt from her own brain to communicate how much she had fucked up, to get her to actually try to fix things. Either way, she didn't. And yet I know even if she was just being a horribly manipulative demon, she'll get infinite chances to get everything she wanted, and no matter how perfect I was or am, no matter how much people say I "deserve", I will be lucky if I ever get another relationship, let alone a good one.
>>43601525See how your thread is dying?How about asking a question or telling us why the fuck we should care?
>>43604509You could've just let it die anon. "Grave injustices exist in the world that should be easily rectified" is a 'reason to care', but I'm well past pretending anyone actually would. Anyways, you're almost certainly aware of the connection between trans women and Blahaj. Because it's so common for them to own one, and in general be known to treat their plushies with reverence, it's not uncommon for people to talk about wanting to be the replacement for someone elses blahaj/have their blahaj replaced by someone else. It's endearing and a cute sentiment. But from my own experience now I am left wondering if even that offbeat concept has been bastardized. My paranoia is telling me it's totally feasible for someone to be so meticulously manipulative that they pull out something that specific to get what they want and on some level I think people should consider that a possibility. The alternative of her having been entirely sincere, and simply clueless as to what she "really" wanted, to such a degree that she's made things unrecoverable, is even more stomach churning to me though. Everything else is just doomerisms about my specific situation.
>>43605553You already know she's a selfish bitch, everything else is an afterthought. If you want to get back together, know it's your fault whatever happens.
