>begin hrt year after i figure out i was trans b/c le "you dont need hormones to transition" as a pointer from all my lib friends>hondose through doctor>eat like shit, barely weigh anything>itty bitties, shoulderhon, heighhon, neckhon etc, etc>total honfidence>have a cis girl friend and a hefab show me how to do makeup to cover up shadows. introduce me to eyeliner, give me good pointers>actually good at it, so I can pass>work a job as a honmoder, get constantly bullied by coworkers and targeted by bosses b/c retarded boybrain with no filter>barely surviving, everything hits at once>accidentally fuck up and get fired, no more income, repo boyfriend is mentally and emotionally abusive>going insane>move in with discord sidehoe I can actually eat for once while I look for job>feeds me>mfw boobs grow to fill a b cup>I have more fat on my body from eating better and working out>fix my posture>jawline less angular and cheeks filled>skin glowing>suddenly passoid w/o makeup>I dont even eat 3 meals a day, some days its 4 or 2. I have a varied diet with greens to make sure i shit the correct amount then a lot of omega 3s through fish
