is it normal to lose all of your friends because you think they are evil and dont really like you and you can never forget mistakes and youre better off without them?is it normal to get really sad and cry for hours or get happy and have a positive outlook on life after imagining entirely fictional situations that will probably never be real after a long time of isolation just to entertain your boring life?is it normal to always go back to being completely non functional after being physically healthy for days, weeks, months?am i going insane?not off-topic because im mtf or Mtm i guess
>>43603759You're struggling with mental illness and it sounds like you have a personality disorder. You should try to get therapy anon. I pushed everyone out of my life because of fear of being rejected.
>>43603884>You should try to get therapy anon.im too poor and i cant bring myself to get help
>>43603948There's always "poor people therapy", anon
>>43604163you took too long, im feeling better already
me
>>43603759why do you think your friends are evil and hate you?
>>43605165i feel like im always the second choice, that they dont care about me, that they are just tolerating me. eventually it starts feeling fake and one sided, and things they did start bothering me so much that i need to cut them off
