How do you solve doubts about starting HRT? I've tried asking for advice on if it's a good idea but I'm starting to realize no one can decide that for me, only I can. So how do you soul search properly? How do you know for a fact what you want is what you want? How do you know the true worth of intangible feelings?t. prospective HRT femboy, maybe possibly woman if I'm on HRT for long enough and it feels dumb to still say I'm a man
>>43607803>Shave your whole body>Skin care>Don't be fat>Get fucked by manSee if you like it, don't get worms, maybe you are just a fucking gay boy, nigga the "Femboy" is a social media porn term. Feminine man always existed, do you really have dysphoria, or do you just want to be a sissy? Don't ruin your fucking life. Only you know the answer.
>>43607803Or 10 years I went on and off of it. Sometimes ygoing to be a gay boy other times to security to be in a trans woman
>>43607803for me, i had to try hrt & see visible results. It also helped to have people to bounce gender thoughts off of ie getting someone to try treating me as a woman vs a man. Third thing that helped was visualizing myself as an elderly person or mid career professional in either gender, and thinking about which one felt doable, which one felt weird, what I wanted long term, etc. I also had super strong bottom dysphoria which rly helped make up my mind.
>>43607803Do you want to grow old as a man or not?
>>43608806No but all I have to do is disassociate my mind from my body and I think I can get by>>43608638I can't visualize anything because I plan my suicide at least once a month but a friend briefly and willingly used female pronouns for me and it was whatever. It's a lot nicer when I earn being called a woman instead of having people just call me one because I asked. Regardless I'm gonna get on HRT I'm just kinda horrified at the fact I may have been lying to myself for years about not being trans. Like I was supposed to be the one autistic effeminate fag who didn't troon out.
