Reppers should go to active warzones and fight because the only thing that can suppress the chronic stress of dysphoria is an active life or death situation and other people's souls being on the line Reppers should keep fighting on front lines hopping from one to the other until Azrael releases their soul from the utter torment it was cursed with
>>43610630I know I'd be dysphoric on the battlefield deadass
>>43610654ok NPC
>>43610630I tried that already. Still here 20 years later. I have 0 idea what to do from here
>>43612519Ukraine is nice
This is why I decided to be a youngshit instead
>>43610630I tried to do this but got disqualified at MEPS
>>43610630Wanted to do this but pussied out of my contract because I started diy between meps and shipping out
Unironically, really wanted to die some violent way for a "cause" before I realized what was making me feel like not worth living all the time was dysphoria. I met a guy who was fighting for an international irregular regiment in Ukraine, drunk at a party, and I felt a bone deep desire to join (and get killed). Alternately fantasized about murdering someone I thought deserved it, knowing I wouldn't get away and would kms afterwards. Since I got on E, the urge for mutual annihilation and a "heroic sacrifice" has completely disappeared. Actually scared to die now, never have been before
