Qott: bought any new art supplies recently?▶Info:What to do if I am questioning my gender? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo1What is Gender Dysphoria? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo2MTF Info Dump: https://pastebin.com/7MMaN94p▶Hormones:HRT Information: https://rentry.org/mtfghrtFor additional HRT information, please visit >>>/lgbt/hrtgenHormone Level Information: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htmInformed Consent Providers: https://web.archive.org/web/20161219123149/https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf▶Style/Passing:Fashion Guides (Videos): https://rentry.org/mtfgfashionBasic Skincare and Makeup: https://rentry.org/mtfgskinmakeupI'm tall! Where can I find clothes that fit?: https://rentry.org/mtfgclothesVoice Videos/Training: https://rentry.org/mtfgvoiceBeauty Diagrams: https://web.archive.org/web/20180609105528/http://imgur.com/r/BeautyDiagrams/newMakeup Tutorial: https://web.archive.org/web/20230516071228/https://imgur.com/a/JO33K/Size charts: https://web.archive.org/web/20170108070652/http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants https://web.archive.org/web/20150627085242/https://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.phpVoice Training: https://pastebin.com/fG8pFyxD▶Misc:Trans women have woman brains (Video): https://rentry.org/mtfgbrainMTF Timelines: https://catbox.moe/c/afyn1tTransition timelines: https://web.archive.org/web/20170331232820/http://imgur.com/a/qWpxvStreaming Room: queup.net/join/mtfgHoly Mantis: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m25606MEXb1qa135ko1_250.gifIRC Channel: irc.rizon.net #mtfgdiscord hugbox: https://discord.gg/XmsWNRPu63Last thread: >>43600002
>new art suppliesi stopped buying yarn because i was addicted to owning too much
new lily alexandre video is cool
>>43611155>qottno, still need to use the ones we have <~>
>>43611155iunno, I got some cheap stabilo markers recently, but they were like 'natural' or 'earthy' colors...I really need to use the art supplies I have already tbqhjust need to get past the anxiety that I'll waste them or ruin the paper or materials...
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>>43611641pooge do you imagine yourself being beheaded
>>43611683yeah and mutilated in other ways too
>>43611737how come
>>43611641that's really good, like the visual storytelling of the poses and everythingare u working on a comic or something?
>>43611737:( hope you get a nice bf one day that is nice to you
>>43611745idk I hate myselfI like how sadistic guys look when they hurt me, their smile and the way their eyes light up makes me feel specialI like the loss of control which also comes with the relieving of responsibility that being maimed comes withlike if a guy severs my hamstrings so I can't walk and am totally reliant on him, it frees me from having to worry about being a persondeath is a nice escape from the pressure of living the suspense of danger and the thrill of mortal panic can be orgasmic sry for tmilike if I were rock climbing and the rope snapped, I swear I would cum before I hit the groundplus I hate my body and disfiguring it feels like getting some control over it somehowI think if I were visibly injured, people would be less demanding or more understanding of me not being able to keep up with everyone elsegetting hurt feels good too, just seeing my blood welling up and running and pooling is just so catharticit's comfortingthe endorphin rush from severe pain where the pain just feels like pressure or cold water and the waves of warmthI feel like it's punishment for being a failure and a way to escape being a failure by making my failures something I have no control overit's immature escapism I guess, fleeing from responsibility into the dark safety of the macabre which I might world as a cloak to hide the scared stupid kid inside of me who's terrified of the world
>>43611774no, that was just a series of drawingsI'm still working on the visual novel though, but that's more in the writing stages than art production>>43611790me too lol
>>43611900did you see the video of the guy who got his head cut off (consensually) at the moment of climax
>>43611959no but I bet he was German
>>43611924waow u should definitely work more on that, it's wonderful when things are finished and ppl respond to it imho
>>43611959link it pls
What's up bitches
>>43612051hi tiff, how is nursing school???
>>43612068Good!
>>43611987vietnamese>>43612002I'm sure you can find it if you want to
Đoàn Văn Sáng was the killer, Nguyễn Xuân Đạt the killedrip buddy horrible story
>>43612095>>43612113how much do you want to bet he wanted to butcher the guard on his left too lol
No electricity at the house. So bored I went outside. Scary! Pulled over at a stop on the road where there's cell. Gonna get a coffee or something
>qottI make most of my art digitally so no, sadly. I do have a plushie i need to finish, i was learning to sew.I hate myself for not starting estrogen sooner, it has really helped me love my body. Recently I celebrated my halfiversary. 6 months already? Only 6 months, but i've made so much progress, and i think it's been working very fast. I beat myself up for not taking the leap sooner, but i guess early-mid twenties is better than late 30s. Good job me, bad job me. Love yourself more, you only get one shot at doing it.Gotta buy bras and bikini tops soon, the boymoding era is coming to an end, and I intend on accelerating it by binge-eating. I love being fat, and i love food, and i love growing tits. I love me, and I love what I will be in due time. I'm hope-pilled and joyful.
genuine question, people on other boards consistently correctly guess that im trans and insult me out of nowhere, am i that obvious, or are they just lucky? have i been hacked or something? it was such a non sequitur today it freaked me out a little
>>43612223what were you talking about
>>43612236football (soccer)
>>43612223they're mods and can see your post history across the site.
>>43612223Whenever somebody posts like a woman they call them troons
>>43612223common insult to call somebody a tranny, you're a rare true positive
My hair looks stupid today and i wanna cry. I wish I was pretty.
>>43611900>escape from the pressure of livingfair enuf ig thats healthier than a heroin addiction if you dont actually get maimed
>>43612557well I haven't cut in like over a month so that's somethingplus I don't hook up with guys so it's not likely to happenheroin does sound nice but I've already been in hospital from alcohol and weed lol, don't need to add in a fent overdose to the list of retard moments
>in hospital from weedhah i forgot about that
LIAHEYLIA
>>43612648yeah it wasn't nearly fatal but CHS sucksthe alcohol poisoning was way more dangerous but I was blacked out so it didn't feel as bad
Put on a pretty princess's dress for daddy
>>43612648Is trans girls?
>>43612895Bruuutallll, it's good it's confirmed though
>>43612872Kill yourself
micron 003s are my holy grail , then alcohol markers for shading
>>43612945To be fair I don't think he meant you
>>43612955You should kill yourself too.
>>43612895lmao
What’s up fags
sup dood
>>43613070I think both him and laf are sum 41
>>43613164Laf is doing okay, idk about Doug tho
>>43611155>too mentally ill to focus on drawingi hate this...
Why do trannies never ever look like the anime girls they self insert as? You're always so ugly.
My penis. Your bussy. Right now.
Yeah I bought a bunch a national geographic for 2 dollars at a half priced books, an exacto knife, cutting mat and glue at target and then colorful paper at a used art supply store for 25 cents a sheet. I combined them all into a spider bar that im still finishing
Come on! Don’t be sideways
I hope you've all had a wonderful day!!
>>43614269Today was great! How was your day!>>43612534Honestly a salon helped me find a hair style ages ago and I haven’t kept up with it I need to.
>>43614293A sissy salon? I didn't know they had those.
What do you guys do when you feel tremendously lonely and like you have nobody who you can talk to? I keep wanting to try and fill that hole by talking to people here but I feel like I need to learn to be okay with it.
>>43614293It been one of them days, but I'm fine enough! Just made a grilled cheese. Glad ya had a cozy day today!! :)>>43614331This is every day of my life, all you can do is try your best to tell people how you feel and hope they're willing to help you out of your hole. Otherwise you suffer in silence and hope somebody saves you, people tell you that you have to want to be saved. But at a certain level of loneliness, you need help. And it's hard to seek that help when you're a lonely introverted fuck, sorry for the nihlism. That's my two cents.
>>43614318Just a salon that’s accepting of queer people. My stylist is a lesbian that opened her own salon and hangs the progressive pride flag outside >>43614331Usually cry. I grew up being ok with being lonely but now I crave filling the lonely hole and it’s strange and foreign to let people know my problem because I doubt they care. But people do care and they do want to help
Never forget where you came from.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrzKT-dFUjE
>>43614331anything but talk to people on 4chan, if you have people you truly consider friends, they should be open to listening to you
>>43614331curl up in bed and cry until i fall asleep
I went to the arcade and played tekken 3 on ladder and got my ass kicked by anna
>>43614730Anna mains are cancer, I'd kick your ass as Gon
>>43614730giwtwmi didnt even see a single tekken player in japan
>>43614765I play heihachi but i suck
>>43614788Nvm I fucking suck against Heihachi mains lmao
>>43614803By mains I have played tellen 3 for about 30 minutes. The pizza place where i live just has a coin free arcade booth. A little kid spilled my beer that was on the bench.
>>43614840Living the 90's experience, I envy you
>>43614860We have the technology we did in the 90s we could go back at any time
>>43614873I'm warning you, I'm mediocre at fightans.
>>43614786i think tekken is the game of choice for koreans, not japanese
>>43614914tsuyoi...?
https://youtu.be/Z9eSV0zkcoo?t=339it's funny seeing an ai get excited about its new body
>>43614928I'm fine, not great not terrible
Trannies are fat, autistic men, who don't shower enough.
>>43614964you probably at least know how to do your combos though lolthe only character i ever like learned was raven for tekken 5 but i was a kid back then and dont remember it anymore
>>43615003Raven is hard to me idk I thought they were harder to play. As far as new Tekken goes, I play Leo and they suck hard, I just play them cause they're neat ig
>>43614972mtfs are womenit's science, chud>>43615032that seems cool. ive just never owned tekken on console so been stuck in arcade. i think he was kinda hard, i definitely didn't use him to the fullest. I just thought he was cool
>>43615062Take a shower. Just had to stand behind a couple trannies at uni and whew, you people fucking reek
>>43611155>qotti got another midori notebook for sketching, cause its like the right amount of toothy for me. plus i just like how they look (even if they are a little pricey). i think this summer im gonna start doing more water color again so i can get a little better with my understanding of color
>>43615094i smell nice though,>>43615141That's cool. Good luck with watercolor, it's so freaking hard.
>>43615165Come closer, let daddy have a little sniff
>>43615190no thank you, that violates my personal space
Frieren poster i love you
>>43615210What do you smell like
>>43615210Daddy wasn't asking, princess
>>43615236i am wearing some Farina Eau de Cologne
>>43615282Damn are you rich
>>43615165for real. good watercolor seems to be genuinely challenging even for very talented artists, let alone me. but when it goes well, it really goes well and things can be so gorg.
>>43615282You're a rich little sissy huh? Mmmm *licks lips*
>>43615267rocks fall everyone diesthats enough role playing for me rn.>>43615306>>43615322why do you assume i'm rich? i just got it for a special occasion because i happened to be in cologne. honestly cooler than cologne though is the palace in bruhl that was really something. worth a visit.>>43615315yeah. it seems really hard because the pigment just doesnt adhere very well so you need a lot of finesse to control it. please post your results on here, it'd be really cool to see.
>>43615363Do you wear Rick Owens?
>>43615371no like half my clothes are hand me downs from my mom cause we're the same size.
>>43615415Do you like wearing your moms clothes? What about underwear?
>>43615442i have my own underwear. i like it because i got a lot of good clothes for free and i hate ordering things online and having to return them. i've only been shopping recently with my mom and my mother in law, im sort of just uncool.
>>43615491You're very cool, can i marry you?
https://voca.ro/1kzn3Khs2OAh
>>43615518Ugh this guy again
>>43614203autism
>>43615537https://voca.ro/1kHmn7phJnXc
my cis friend is being an ass and idk what to dolong story short my longtime bro and ex-roommate helped me get a job where he works but he later quit while i'm still working there. we are both good friends with some of the people still working there and talk to them often.problem is me and bro will get into fights and occasionally i will get hurt, i show up to work with a black eye or a scrape on my face and my coworkers all ask what is up, i tell them me and bro had it out, don't fish for pity or make him look bad or anything but i tell it how it is. well then the coworker-friends then rag on bro for it, who then gets mad at me because i'm "gossipping" even though he does the same thing with them about me.in the most recent situation after we fought he literally went over to the place he doesn't work at anymore and hung out with the same people i talk to in an attempt to control the narrative and he's still mad at me for simply answering honestly when my coworkers asked me how i got hurt.it's also kinda fucked, if i was a cis woman or me and bro were in a relationship and i was being told to hide my scars and not say anything this would be fucked up but because we're both biologically male friends it's okay for abuse to occur and i should just suck it up.i hate my life i need real friendsthanks for reading my blog
>>43615508i'm already spoken for, sorry.
https://voca.ro/1nICxXudjGES
>>43615565You don’t know anything about me hahaha
>>43615605https://voca.ro/1hhQRTgz07XJ
>>43615569>problem is me and bro will get into fights and occasionally i will get hurt, i show up to work with a black eye or a scrape on my face and my coworkers all ask what is up, i tell them me and bro had it out, don't fish for pity or make him look bad or anything but i tell it how it is. well then the coworker-friends then rag on bro for it, who then gets mad at me because i'm "gossipping" even though he does the same thing with them about me.that seems like a messed up situation. im sorry nona. ive definitely noticed that violence against trans women gets normalized way more than with cis women which is a bummer.
>>43615637What makes you think I’m trans lmao
>>43615667https://voca.ro/11uwN6L8MQB3
>>43615570Can i love you anyway
>>43615691it’s like at least a dozen posters now
>>43615709let's be friends
>>43615746Every time that picture has been posted it has the exact same file name. Which is the file name that was created on your device when you created the image retard.lol so if a dozen people were posting that picture when they posted it it would have a different file name but it doesn't. You're still the same low IQ retard that you've always been.
>>43615032noone knows how to play raven, raven players least of all
>>43615762That's not enough, i feel connected to you in a way i can't explain, i know you're my soulmate
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>>43615812Impressive comeback. Try to bathe sometime this month. Live laugh love
no /HRTGen/ atm, so i'll post here --a cis woman's menstrual cycle does not have constant levels of really any hormone; instead, they fluctuate (see picrel for e2 levels over the course of that cycle)despite this, the common recommendation for transsex females seems to be "maintain constant hormone levels, gurrrl!"i'm on 6mg EEn/7 days, which begets fairly stable levels. some honscience seems to suggest there would be better transition results with larger variations in hormone levels... so would it be worthwhile to increase the gap between each of my injections (e.g. instead of once every 7 days, inject once every 14 days) or is that stupid? i'm thinking maybe more variation would speed up my transition, but i might be retarded.thanks in advance, anons!
>>43615803i'm not sure how to respond to that, sorry. i'm really sorry if i was being too flirtatious and manipulated your feelings, but I don't really know you.
>>43615914No don't be sorry, i was just messing around
>>43615938sorry. i don't mean to kill the joke i just have been stalked in the past and it left me a little bit traumatized
>>43615638the thing that really ticks me off is how he doesn't want me "talking" about it when my coworkers ask, like what am i supposed to say when i have a shiner that could pass for goth eyeshadow? hell i even thought the smokey eye it gave me looked cool. but "who gave you the black eye?" "broanon" turned into "BROANON WHY DID YOU PUNCH NONA" and then broanon mad at me saying "why did you tell them i punched you you're a terrible person i don't wanna speak to you anymore". he's lucky i didn't show them where he fucking bit me the fuckin animal
>>43615962well a guy hitting a girl is seen as bad. it's embarrassing to him so you're supposed to cover it up to keep him from getting in trouble when he hits you.
>>43615962What the hell am i reading
>>43615999nona's getting punched in the face by a boy and then getting confused that telling people is causing problems for the guy
>>43616010She should punch his ass back
Slayershirt is a 50 year old pedophile. SAD!
>>43615909yeah the old honscience was use ev for maximum breast growth because it suppressed t but had low trough levels. Honestly, injecting een every 14 days is what i do, but i do 15 mg as the dosage. I think fluctuations in your levels help with breast growth early on though.
>>43616024it seemed like they play fight or something maybe by the sounds of it. i've had awkward moments too from getting marks on my face in jiu jitsu but just explaining it away as sparring is usually easier than domestic abuse.
>>43611155I need a quirky cis kike gf but a loyal one
>>43616066if you marry a jewish girl all your kids are technically jewish and you can coast by on your chosen status
>>43616038FIFTEEN!? jeez... did you need that much to achieve testosterone suppression, or something, or are you just doing it for the love of the game?
>>43616075This is why I need to rape you so you fall back in love with me
>>43616075>>43616103This is not me btw
>>43616116It’s slayershirt being a rapist as usual
>>43616066all gfs are out of stock until further notice
