When did you know you were different to other boys?
for me it when i tried making out with my cousin and called me a girl for it
when i was born a female
>>43612524When i realized I was jealous of my sisterswhat class do you main?
>>43612524When i couldnt stop mogging them no matter how hard i tried to show them mercy... it was just mog after mog... i couldnt help myself...
>>43612578Ew
>>43612524Am i?
after the 50th time I had to tell people that I'm a boy in the first month of puberty.
my brother told me about porn and i tried to use it but couldn't until i found solo male
>>43615692so real i have a fundamental memory of trying and failing to jerk off to video of an objectively beautful woman playing with her pussy for like 3 hours (somehow i didn't realize what this meant until i was like 19)
>>43615607You probably weren't then
Males were always kind of making me their leader in groups at a young age and I felt the power imbalance. I never took advantage of it and still felt attracted to them. Later I was outcasted for being too soft.
>>43616632yeah, but it took even longer to figure that part out.
Probably when I got upset when my first friend wanted to play with me 'too roughly' I thought "why couldn't we play more girly things, she's just doing this cuz I'm a boy, oh why wouldn't I like playing like a boy...."
i have like kinda a nonsexual sfw fetish that ive had since i was v young. i would watch vids of both guys and girls involving it on youtube for so long and when i eventually discovered, like, actual sex porn nothing focusing on women would do it for me. ofc the idea to look at men-focused stuff never even occured to me bc i liked girls in fetish contexts so obviously i was straight so i kinda just resigned myself to being a weirdo kinkster ashamed of his sexuality and too embarssed to try to lose my v card. this was till college when i had an experience being cuddled and sleeping together with another guy. this opened my mind up to gay shit asnd i very quickly realised i was just a fag with a fetish. (women still get me off but only in specific fetish contexts, men just get me going in general). now im a lot more happy and comfortable knowing i can be seen as "normal" within gay sexuality and honesrtly i cant see myself with a woman in the future even if we only had sex in fetish contexts so i just tell everyone im gay even tho technically i geuss im somewhere else on the specutrum
>>43612524When people kept telling me that I am too sensitive, that I walk like a girl, when boys started teasing and bullying me
>>43616747relatable but in the opposite direction sorta.never had an erection at the image of a woman (2d, 3d, doesn't matter) so I assumed I was a fag. Lost my v card at 17 with a cute colleague. Liked it and we repeated the experience quite a bit but it was still... underwhelming. At 22 I found out that I actually do find women hot and attractive IRL.To this day I still get off to exclusively fag and tranny porn. But I have a gf lol.
so like how are you getting it up then i dont really follow. are u using meds or is the emotional connection helping?
>>43616809>>43616793meant to reply to this
>>43612578Mommy
>>43616818have no issue whatsoever getting it up when I'm with her physically (also had no issue getting it up when I was with the cute colleague or the previous bf).but if she sends me a nude... nothing. Or really any porn with women.Also irl (say at the beach) I do get aroused if I see an attractive woman. I'm ultimately just a bifag irl. Except I can only watch straggot porn as documentary. The most "straight" thing I can jork to is masc x tranny porn.
>>43612524When I realized my dick was a lot bigger than other boys. When I saw a boy with his shirt off and realized he was so much cuter and feminine compared to me. And I want to breed a cute boy.
>>43612524when I was 6. I was so much more like the girls than the boys; I wanted to do all the girl things, wear girl clothes, play with girl toys, just hang out on the swings and talk with the girls at recess, etc.
