Please respond to this I need to.know it's not over

>>43614188
its not over, drink some water also love your hair

>>43614106
Idk why i wanna transition either I just hate the way my body hair grows and every day I wish I were a woman cuz then I could just be me without having to worry about it or voice train or whatever and I like having breasts I think
I was on E for like 6 months and then I lost my insurance and ran out of vials and ive been without it for like 3 months and I genuinely feel disgusting. Like I hate having to shave my body every day and I wish i knew why

lmao shut the fuck up we don’t care u wouldn’t pass anyway monogloid

>>43614215
I'm sorry you couldn keep getting what you need. But I'm here with you. I shave every day at least once sometimes twice and I feel disgusting whwnr I dont. I wish I wanted to be a woman instead of some disgusting nonbinary shit but here I am

brickier bitches than u have turned it! try a little more every day, and try not to regress too much. u got this

>>43614223
I don't even want to pass. I want to be divorced from gender completely and just don't want to feel like a man in my body. I want to be a fucking vat ful of electrical signals instead of a body

But since I'm forced to have a body I wish I could just be nonbinary and leaw it at that

>>43614212
>>43614259

My friends and lover see me how I want and especially when I take care of my hair and body and wear makeup I juet fucking hate myself all the time because I know my parents will be so disappointed if they don't get a man out of me.

They were so happy when I settled down with a woman (I'm bi, it just happened to work out that the person I happened to want to be with forever is a woman) and I think they would implode if I wasn't their perfect man anymore

>>43614254
Do you think we're gmi
Im getting drunk too i think

>>43614188
It is absolutely over
Make plans for your suicide or your coping strategy for being a man

>>43614285
My mom thinks im a groomer cuz I transed, came out to my family, and shortly after my brother comes talking to me about his trans feelings and I just did my best to tell him its his journey and ill love him regardless. So ig she blames me

>>43614320
I know ill never kms so I'm either gonna be sad forever or "make it" in some fashion. I've done horrid evil things so whether or not "god" decides if I make it is up to him, I just try to live my life so other people are happier bc I don't deserve happiness anymore. but I think you'll make it. Love you.

>>43614335
Well suicide isn't in the plans bc I think it's cringe and stupid, if I'm gonna die I might as well play out whatever csrds I've been dealt. So it's either be a man or don't

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>>43614345
Even rapists can atone desu
Dont let your guilt over whatever you did crush you from making things right. Even if everyone else says you cant the only people who can decide that are the people you hurt and yourself. Ive done horrible shit too and traumatized my entire family but all I can do is be a good person right now and take responsibility and accountability for the hurt and make things right by them.

>>43614401
I try my hardest every day. I center my life on enabling people i love to achieve things they care about and every day I work harder to be a good person. I genuinely am much better and much more worthy of care and foregivnes than I was.

If I felt like I deserved to be happy, I'd just enjoy the fruits of my labor and relationships and have a near perfect life. But ive done such awful things that I don't deserve the happiness, and so I choose to notnlet myself have rhat.

>>43614401
I didn't really mention this in my other reply but I really do try to be accountable for myself and I've confessed my sins to my closest family and lover, and thwybforgive me. But because they're not the ones I wronged, I can't move on. I feel like being unhappy forever is the only way to hold myself accountable for harms I can never make right with the aggrieved.