have the deaths of any former posters here affected you personally in some way? positive or negative, like feeling more hopeless or suicidal yourself or being inspired to do better for yourself or treat others with more compassionoff the top of my head the only people coming to mind are k and hayley but I know there are more from the olden days
I'm glad they're not suffering anymore and succeeded at suicide.It's a very scary prospect.Not because you die, but because you might live.And it might be a very damaged life afterward.
>>43614370>Not because you die, but because you might live.>And it might be a very damaged life afterward.this is highkey the only thing I'm afraid of, outside of the possibility that my death pushes someone else to follow in my footsteps
every tttt suicide affects me negatively
>>43614616this might sound fucking retarded or alien, but can you describe how?
>>43614370that's the only thing that makes me second guess killing myself, because I could end up a potato unable to even killmyself. that would be worse fate than death
>>43614297No. I've known some (currently) dead posters but I don't take death as serious as other people
>>43614297yes hayley and k
>>43614632crazy
>>43614297It has made me a bit sad. It makes me worry about the trans women I’ve been close to who post here and know about the suicides, especially since one is actively suicidal.
>>43614297K was the first one I was here for, almost caught it in real time. Felt weird, one day she was here posting water memes and the next she'd joined the 41%. She was always edgy but I wasn't paying close enough attention to see it coming
>>43614297I kinda get hype becouse i know they got what they wanted and its beautiful in a scary gross way. If i had less family i probably would have by now too
>>43614737It’s often the really edgy ones who feel the most suicidal. They try hiding their pain with jokes and irony, as cliché as that sounds.
I still worry that I said something to hayley that pushed her to do it and that I probably deserve something far worse than everything she went through that led up to her making that decision
>>43614872>>17416254
>>43614724do you think they would be affected by a new incident? would you?
how many people from here have killed themselves?
trying desperately to find the archive post where I think I suggested she should look into more reliable methods after her failed hanging in response to her lashing out at me, I think that's actually why she picked SN and did what she did
>>43615016I worry about the one I mentioned because she was infamous here and she was comparing herself a lot to a woman who committed suicide after online harassment. Her behavior became erratic recently and she cut me out of her life for “prying” too much (despite us being close for five years). I pried because she was talking about suicide a lot and went from clingy to extremely distant.So I’d like to think not. She doesn’t seem to post here anymore. But she made a couple last threads asking how she can gather the strength to kill herself. Said she was saying horrible things to get me to hate her so I stop reaching out.I dunno, another suicide here would just make me freak out and worry about her more. I don’t see any recognizable posters like K was since I mostly stay in one general.
it's weird that the transsexual thread of /lgbt/ had so many suicides compared to other entire 4chan boards.
>>43614297I wonder if mine will
>>43616591dysphoric autist neets find life unfulfilling, how strange
>>43614662Not encouraging anyone to commit suicide, but I think jumping off a really really really really tall building would be the least risky way to kill yourself. I doubt anyone would survive once it reaches a certain height, as long as you don't land on hay or anything like that. I heard exit bags are really effective too, although Ive always had a fear that the bag would somehow come off before you completely died and you'd just be a complete potato for the rest of your life. Never really heard that happening though. Also slitting your throat and stabbing yourself would probably be effective due to all the blood loss, you'd just have to have really good pain tolerance. That's the best I can think of.
>>43619066nta but how much height
>>43616591I'm only seeing 1 itt
>>43619077Finally found a source that talked about this. Everything online points to suicide help when you search for this. https://westernjusticelaw.com/at-what-height-can-you-be-seriously-injured-in-a-fall/According to that, it would have to be at least beyond 20 feet for your chance of survival to drop. 10 to 20 feet is the height of a second-story window or a high roof. If I were to kill myself, id probably make it to a city known for large buildings and jump off one that's far above 20 feet. I looked it up and Los Angelas has buildings up to 454 feet tall. I think I'd search for buildings that allow people be on the rooftops or balconies and make sure the building I choose to jump off of has a wide enough space (so I don't get my fall broken and end up as a vegetable instead) and has an area I can jump off of where I wouldn't land on people down below.
>>43619179would 6 stories do it, also i dont really live in a place like that there are no super tall buildings i can just enter
>>43619210Your guess is as good as mine, I'm just a retard who looks this stuff up. On this website, https://www.safeopedia.com/2024/01/24/how-high-of-a-fall-could-you-survive-it-dependsIt says a fall of 60 feet had 100% mortality rate, and 6 stories is around 60 feet. Even if a study says that though, I feel like I'd personally want to jump from a higher height just because Id have a huge fear of being unlucky and making myself a vegetable, even if that fear doesn't really make sense.
>>43619291i dont know i cant think of a taller building with windows i can easily get to
>>43614297i think of the people who i used to hang out with when i was a teenager and they were in their 20s who died from drugs and suicide. i miss them.
>>43619400Its a decision you'll have to make but I don't know if I would.
>>43619450aaa i just dont know what else is there
>>43619476Have you ever been on watchpeopledie? There's a section for suicides if you want ideas. A lotta videos are violent and gorey (although the suicide section usually isn't when compared to the other categories), so view at your own risk
>>43619526ive never and i dont really think it can give me any ideas, part of the reason i want to is i cant ship anything to me online like some bag or anything
>>43619551If you cant ship anything then exit bag is off the table. Here's all I can think of: stabbing/slitting throat, shooting yourself, jumping off a building, electrocuting yourself, hanging yourself, drowning, and overdosing if that's available. I might be forgetting something obvious. I know it means jack shit but I hope you have better days, I'm here if you wanna talk about why you wanna kill yourself.
>>43619629im way to of a coward to do most of these, i guess i can take a lot of home meds but thats not enough most likely
>>43619086at least 2 and there's a stream of an attempted hanging somewherebeing a tranny or other kind of leg butt isnt easy
K was a racist bully and Im glad I don't have to see her retardation on this board anymore
>>43620854didn't know that part
mefmoder tormented the board, planning her death for years. I don't know if she did it but she's not here anymore.
>>43623153she posted in the last passgen i think
>>43614297i'm very saddened every time i see discordia hasnt yet, so i'd say yes tttt suicides affect me
I have extremely progressive views combining suicide and bodily autonomy that nobody wants to know about
>>43615039I tried it with a box cutter to my neck but just ended up losing almost all my blood on the pavement but survived somehow, do not try at home as I am a trained professional as it were
>>43619614that was hayley/efchan
>>43619066>slitting your throat and stabbing yourself would probably be effective due to all the blood loss, you'd just have to have really good pain tolerance.You wouldn’t even have to have good pain tolerance, you would just have to have the guts or strength of will to stab yourself really hard in the jugular or something. You’d die in agony, yes, but you would die. Once the wound is made it’s too late to save yourself.
>>43623372People like you are genuinely gross, i understand that our lives are terrible but legalising euthanasia for mental illness is pure evil
>>43624835why do you get to chose what other people do with their bodies. right to die is a fundamental right
Don't kill yourselves, please.
sorry in advance
>>43624937and just like that, thousands of chronically suicidal trannies were instantly ameliorated of all suffering
I miss k.98We were good friends on femgen and vced a lot. Fuck. A soul just gets extinguished like that. I'm gonna cry.
Im not that invested with tripfags
I feel very, very sad when it happens. I feel that the world has failed them and they could have survived if things weren't made so unbearable. it also makes me remember being young and suicidal, and my mom killing herself.
it's not fair to expect some people to continue on when they've experienced certain things or their quality of life is irreversibly bad enough
Most tripfags I used to be friends with i have no news after a falling out from so I assume they're alive and still being retarded
>>43619066You pick the worst methods. I know a real good one but I don’t want to say because I don’t want any of you to do it.
>>43629461please do
>>43629465Overdose is the best one. It’s important you don’t use the wrong drugs because it’s the difference between drifting off peacefully or having a fatal seizure. The first is pleasant and peaceful the second is agony. No I won’t tell you what drugs because again I don’t want anyone to hurt themselves
>>43629485its okay i dont even know how to get drugs i never did
>>43615214you might be able to find that here: https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/tripcode/8ZiZRIAzdjY/
>>43629572yeah I looked around for a while but couldn't find it, it had to have been after the failed attempt I think in september and I didn't really know what I was saying
>>43623153nooooooooo ;-; she's too angelic to di e
