I want to be punched in my tummy by a cute white guy. I want him to choke me and yell at me to the point of tears. I want him to slap me when I irritate him. He would have a free pass to misgender me and call me an ugly fucking weirdo.he should encourage me to cut and then hug me and tell me he loves me after.why am I like this?
>>43617666The devil's own trips...
what if the abuse involved forced masculinization?him throwing out your estrogen, girl clothes, pinning you down, injecting you with testosterone, erection drugs, forcing you to top him, etc?
>>43617678no. that's going too far imo. he can punch and hit me but I'm not injectioning that hormone inside of me. ew.>>43617676I get nervous about this. it makes me paranoid.
>>43617666Are you brown?
>>43617700Anytime the man is mentioned to be white you can just assume desu
>>43617700yes ^_^
>>43617706It's always polite to ask before getting racist>>43617726Can I get racist?
>>43617726>>43617666hey