>Started getting into Christian occult stuff when I was a devoutly Christian teenager. >Started summoning "demons" (pagan gods) thinking I could bind them with the power of Christ. >Started talking to the more then I did the Christian god because they were nicer to talk to then him. >Eventually end up siding with them over Christ. I don't care what theology is real, the pagan philosophy is clearly morally superior. >The gods eventually convince me to become less and less normal. They get me to leave my hometown and move to a large city where I can be openly pagan. >Start dressing like a girl during certain rituals to be closer to a certain goddess. >The goddess in question (won't say what goddess this is because she wants to be left anonymous when it comes to what she did to me) offers to make my soul female so I can be closer to her. (She's one of the deities I'm closest to).>Suddenly feel like a girl, have dysphoria about being seen as male. Transition medically because there's really nothing else I can do. Become a cute witchy girltwink. >End up sending my penis and testicles post nullification to my astranged Christian family as a finally way of ritually cutting my ties with them.
Posting in an epic schizo thread
>>43617782id fuck the shit out this white woman. wat city?
>>43617782That's absolutely fucking based, hail Satan!
>>43617827you need to be at least 18 to post here
>>43617867Hail Satan Ave SatanasIä iä Cthulhu fhtagnHail Leviathan Hail LilithHail Set
b*sed you should get more people to serve the same goddess elsewhere ..
>>43617782I wish a pagan god could turn my soul female>t. transitioned since 2015
>>43618648it's not too late
>>43618656i'm too much of a hylic, I'd wouldn't be able to devote myself to an entity I don't believe exists beyond my imagination
>>43617782Incredibly based and we should do this to as many cis men as possible
>>43617782this could have been easily summarized as>have religiously induced schizophrenia
>>43617782Hell yeah, this is the kind of schitzophrenic delusion i come here for.What does it feel like to have gods and goddesses talk to you?Also what do you do for work?
