>>43618634
maybe you should just go on psychedelics and dream away your problems madoposter

trooning out it bullshit cause high chance you wont pass and will forever be treated like shit but not trooning out is also bullshit because then your just miserable the rest of your life. its a pick your poison situation

>>43618711
yeah i hate it i hate it so much

>>43618711
life sucks, worlds unfair, deal with it

>>43618711
So you're either miserable for your whole life, or you're miserable your whole life.
Yeah. I think I knew it was gonna be like that.

Feel the same. Been on E for about 4 years and just look like an ugly faggot. In the closet with no fag friends in my personal life. Surrounded by hordes of ape-like savage wetbacks with no hope of escaping this shithole anytime soon. Thinking of suicide since I was 13, but I'll always be too much of a bitch to do it. So I'm just rotting and getting even uglier every day. At least I'm not fat.

>>43618793
Don't knock being fat. Eating copious amounts of fat, sugar and carbs is pretty awesome. Add smoking cigarettes into the mix and I'm looking at a life expectancy of about fifty years, sixty if I'm unlucky. I'm thirty and glad to have half of my life behind me. Won't be but a couple years before I get to die off.
If I was richer, I'd probably start drinking hard liquor on top of all that.

>>43618833
When looking at it like that, I guess it's not that bad. I eat fairly healthy, but I'm too retarded and biologically defeated to just have a consistent and healthy sleep routine, so I doubt my life expectancy will be very high either.

>>43618885
I'm starting to believe health is a function of how much you want to exist in the world. You sound like you'll figure things out in time.

>>43618945
Thank you