>25 years old, only just now finished undergrad with a bachelors in Ecology. 26 birthday soon>HRT before 23, hondossed for year, got on injections last year.>Lived at home with parents during undergrad because of getting stuck during covid and being too depressed at the time to advocate for myself>depression makes me isolate from people, so never interacted with everyone. had only one real friend by the end of junior year. made friendships with people in senior year but they do not feel as strong or genuine as they could have been>unmedicated ADHD made academics a nightmare. so much time was spent studying and getting nothing done>parents are retarded mexican "Catholics", had to diagnosis myself as an adult to survive>autistic>moving around constantly (9 different elementary schools) instilled horrible social habits. didn't try interacting with people meaningfully until i was a full grown adult>socially stunted retarded. not a single romantic relationship up to this point of my life.>hon, of course. really bizarre features, both parents are mexican but came out looking super white with blue eyes>working at shitty job working with actual retards as my coworkers, which reflects poorly on my performance + doesn't seem willing to give me full time hours now that i've graduated>came out at school last semester, didn't have time to really invest so just looked like a tranny hot mess or like i wasn't putting in effort>don't want to go out in public even moderately fem cause i'll be hate crimed (texas)>know friends talk shit about me behind my backyeah yeah this is another "tranny vent post" but gen why don't i just cut contact with everyone i know and go somewhere new. or kill myself idk i've been sabotaged by my chud parents and i did not have a close to ideal childhood or college experience and now i'm just a faggot trauma baby. killing myself would be easier
>>43620742>almost 24>zero college>disownedits okay anon
>>43620742>both parents are mexican but came out looking super white with blue eyesuhh
>>43622839bump btw
>>43620742doing better than me in every aspect. I wont even mention the details because talking about my life makes me wanna kms. You're not in as bad of a spot as you think. I know it feels rough though
>>43622949ik its insane but its deadass just colonizer genes left over. i got my mom's white skin, my grandpa's blue eyes, on my dad's side i got his families recessive schnoze, and my hair is my mom's but a dark color>>43622839i feel that i should have just gotten disowned earlier. or if i had come out earlier. i actually told another trans woman but she was BPD (and probably jealous) but she blew up at me and put me back into the closet for two years.>>43623253me being a hon just makes this so much more difficult. it has me paralyzed about applying to jobs
if it helps to make you feel any better, im 27 and about to probably start uni from scratch :/
>>43625007its unironically good. i promise you can still make a bunch of friends, just join clubs. not academic based ones cause in my experience it'll be impossible to make friends with people unless you 1) come out or 2) literally dorm with people freshman year. also don't have to worry about covid ruining your experience.
>>43625007good luck anon! dont feel weird about it i know a lot of people (trans and nonbinary) who started at 25+. most people either dont care or at worse theyll look up to you as "experienced" lol
>>43626145i am going to go down to my states age of consent some people graduate early
