How do I get over my "What if you're not actually trans and making a huge mistake?" fears?I just want to move on from constantly having doubts and second guessing myself. Despite being almost a full year on hrt, and having recently ordered two more vials because I can't imagine ever willingly wanting testosterone, I still have moments where I freak out that I may still be a cis man daily. It's pretty exhausting atp
get fucked by a strong man, that will make the doubts go away
>>43624669desu, as long as you dont get any surgeries done its pretty easy to go back to being a guy if you ever regret it
Make a pros/cons list and commit yo a choice regardless of the feelings
>>43625043This helps>>43625684Good advice>>43624669For me, girlmoding was the ultimate proof that I was not making a mistake. I have shed my body insecurities that ive had lifelong and feel like I can finally appreciate myself and grow as a person
>>43625057Gyno and an inability to grow facial hair aren’t significant issues?
>>43624669Okay so how I did it was that I was like:>Well, I've been going over this in my head over and over and over again and the conclusion keeps changing>If I keep doing this it's never going to stop changing, so I need to add in new input data to see if I reach a different conclusionSo I started HRT to basically see if it helped and then I went schizo and now I'm somewhat functional
>>43624669>my "What if you're not actually trans and making a huge mistake?" fears?im 8 years into transition and i still constantly feel this way... =/
>>43625837Are the woman who went back to boymoding in her home town for work purposes?
>>43625865no
>>43625837good but you should love yourself
>>43625877wtf this was supposed to be >>43625872love yourself NOW
>>43624669>I can't imagine ever willingly wanting testosterone>I still have moments where I freak out that I may still be a cis manthe two are not mutually exclusive.you can like estrogen (and if you do, just keep doing it) without being "actually trans" (whatever the fuck that means these days).>>43625714>Gynosurgery for that exists. gyno removal is literally the most common elective surgery for men.>inability to grow facialinsignificant issuet. hrt femboy (or whatever the term is these days for amab estrogen users who dgaf about this whole identity crap)
>>43625043Real, my husband fucked me until I thought I was pissing the bed, never looked back since.
>>43625837I'm really sorry
>>43625684I'd do that, but unfortunately trooning out has no actual pros, except for dealing with dysphoria. I'd like to believe that dysphoria is the reason I'm transitioning, but I'm still really afraid that I'm not actually truly dysphoric, and thus will grow to regret my transition
>>43625777>So I started HRT to basically see if it helped and then I went schizo and now I'm somewhat functionalBasically what I did, even if it cost me almost two years of my life. Mostly cause I'm neurotic and retarded though
