i was always on the thin side growing up, but i'm pretty sure i haven't been "normal" since middle school, which was almost a decade ago.it was never intentional on my part... medications contributed to it, and i'm the type of person who doesn't eat when stressed. maybe i'm nuts but i think it either caused the homo thoughts or made them worse as time went on, probably because i started getting brain damage. in march i got sick and my BMI plunged to 16.2, which was also around the time my disgusting sex drive spiked. now i am back up to the relatively "stable" 17.4, and it has settled back down. it makes me sad.
>>43630633Other way around.
>>43630643huh?i never kept my weight down in an attempt to come off as "dainty" or whatever, it was a natural response to make myself invisible and as inoffensive in public as possible. same thing goes with food, i try to avoid taking it from people (even if offered) because it feels like a form of debt
>>43630810>>43630810>it was a natural response to make myself invisible and as inoffensive in public as possible. same thing goes with food, i try to avoid taking it from people (even if offered) because it feels like a form of debtfaggy behavior causing you to undereat I'm right.
>>43630633Idk but I was more of a fag before I gained a ton of weight in high school so maybe
