>when a normal child shows strong academic potential for a sustained period of time, there is an incentive to utilize this and "help" benefit those in charge>deviations from the intended path are expected, and (if carefully addressed) are possible to reroute>there is a point though, especially in the teenage years, where it can reach a critical point. it is not worrying merely because their potential slightly declines, but when the all-encompassing return on investment for their projected path falls to a point that harms those in charge, it must be addressed>so they give the boy a barrage of diagnoses (at an age where he cannot refuse, let alone understand) and begin the "best interests" treatment of heavy antipsychotics right when the brain is the most volatile>the goal is not to kill the boy, but neutralize him in a way where he can never find his footing againnow...>oh also he has gender dysphoria, of course this is not a definitive diagnosis, but it ensures he will never have the capacity to get out of line again. an efficient cog may still be useful once it is repaired
>>43637567what are you talking about
poasting in a real life schizo bread
>>43637901fpbpOP is a schizomoder
How would GD make you a better cog? IdgiI think the anti psychotics melted your brain
i get you anon sometimes it feels like transition is a sublimation of the loss of your will to power after becoming disenfranchised.but you dont need to be sadits gonna be okay. you can still do a lot of good as a girl. you're not a cog, you're still a very special lady. pat pat pat.
i used to be.schizo, if i skip my e dose it comes back and i start ranting about vikings lol
>>43637953i had the same issue. i got diagnosed with schizophrenia when i was 16 but when i started diying hrt at 18 my hallucinations got better. over the past couple years they've been starting to become more common, but i feel like it bought me a couple extra years of time
>>43637953It's funny you should say that because I really did have schizophrenia and estrogen helps more than any other medicine
OP I hope you know that anyone who uses the word schizo in a pejorative manner is a servant of the enemy.
>>43638048yeah. freud and jung also noticed a pattern that a lot of schizos had inner female conflicts in their subconsciouses. i think we just get possessed by female demons or something and become trans it sucks
>>43638073Think I was female from the start, just got inverted somehow. Look up theory of inversion
>>43638089i also felt female from the start but i wonder if there is a fundamental relationship between our dysphoria and mental illness from a scientific pov. i looked up theory of inversion but it said to ask the questions backwards so i think to apply that i would say why does it suck to be trans
>>43638132I do have mental illness but I think came about because beatings and bullying I received when I was in Middle School. The boys really took me apart then. I don't think I've ever been normal since.
>>43638150oh, really?sorry about your beatings. did you get hit in the head or did they hurt you psychologically?
>>43638073i do think the tranny high iq neurotype is a noble but schizo and delicate psyche... society does not tak care of this psyche and tends to brutalize + humiliate frequently until it seeks socially passive and defensive roles + its natural affinity for feminine sensuality (dolls, ornate dress, makeup, etc... all appealing to the orderly-aesthetic mind, like most feminine things)
>>43638166I end up psychiatric hospital for 8 months and then had to go to school for emotionally disturbed adolescents
>>43638172>society does not tak care of this psyche and tends to brutalize + humiliate frequently until it seeks socially passive and defensive roles + its natural affinity for feminine sensuality (dolls, ornate dress, makeup, etc... all appealing to the orderly-aesthetic mind, like most feminine things)that makes sense. does that make us being feminine liberation or enslavement though? i guess that's what you're asking in the op. i think it's a sort of feeling similar to how women feel by being feminine and attractive. society hurts us for so long and rejects us that we get Stockholm syndrome and accept anything? Or are we hiding from the problem that we were different and society wasn't okay with that? I think since I'm already a trans woman now I've made my decision, but it'd be nice to hear your thoughts.>>43638197ah, i went to one of those too. sorry anon, that was stupid. did you get out of the system and find some independence for yourself?
>>43638245No not really. I got out and hitched around a little bit ended up getting Social Security disability for the rest of my life Not having to work, I got involved with a gay guy and had a good relationship..always bothered me wouldn't love me as a woman. I always believed I was a woman. ended up having a relationships men who didn't know .. didn't like the sex either. I should have stayed a gay guy, just too messed up to kn difference
>>43638281you don't like being a girl?
>>43638245>i guess that's what you're asking in the op.i'm not op i post a ton of suigintou too though so i shared a suigintou too :> j personally view being feminine as liberation. normalfag society will not take care of brains like. ours, not to say all trannies are schizo / like that but the ones that are tranny as overlap with that sort of neurotype op described, i think we have to look out for ourselves and femininity can be a reasonable reprieve for us. i think it's not just some medical authorities issue or authoritarian thing in general but is just neurotypical culture and also other neurodivergents rarely look out for us either. i'm a trans woman too. i don't feel bad about it though even though i know mental illness kinda squashed my potential in some ways (eg i was dokng good research in undergrad and dropped out because i can't cope with being socially integrated for long) and i think being a tranny kind of calcified it, like made me more paranoid because of how much society hates us. but also normalfags do nothing for us and just want to exploit us for economic value while not offering any protection or accommodation eg for our sensitivities or needs
>>43638312I guess... I don't really know for sure? I did when I was a small kid. It was my dream come true.
>>43638319im sorry you feel undeveloped in some ways, but maybe you've developed in other ways that you can't even see in yourself. i agree that we need to look out for ourselves. i think it's normal for us with schizo spectrum problems to always hide things because we're scared of doing things that seem ridiculous. we have a hard time opening up and trusting other people. i have been teetering on the line for a long time too. i don't think normal society is easy to exist in. still, i want to try my best to not be useless. you know? please do your best and apply yourself, even though we're sick. you still have a lot of good thoughts in your head. they deserve to come out right.>>43638330did it make you happy to be a girl?
>>43638392Not really all that happy. I thought I would fit in a lot better. I just became more lost because of it. Never lived a real life
>>43638464>Never lived a real lifeyour life is real, even if it's been different. i hope you find a home
>>43638392>i have been teetering on the line for a long time too. i don't think normal society is easy to exist in. still, i want to try my best to not be useless. you know?i definitely sympathize, i don't feel bad for being useless myself because i well, i guess i feel like we have a bad hand dealt, and society did not really do much to help as a child, adolescent, etc. so i don't mind being useless.. i just wnana support myself. I agree that we definitely hide ourselves a lot and the feelings of eccentricity and alienation are often somewhat warranted unfortunately. i want things to go well too, i get what you mean about applying yourself, i just ma being patient and trying to make sure i am not stressing myself too much for a society that really does not care about people like us. you deserve a good place too, j hope you can find a safe and happy compromise with society. and that you feel happy!>>43638464i feel the "never lived a real life" thing a lot, sometimes i get melancholic and sad looking at pictures of people living life like picrel. i feel like a ghost looking in on life and like i ahve had no existence at all. i know it's not true but it's hard not to feel like a ghost sometimes, it's not really envy or jealousy just a strange emptiness and alienation
>>43638616>hope you can find a safe and happy compromise with society. and that you feel happy!Thank you, you too
>>43637567That's how they used to operate OP, the elite classes have now just resorted to actively lobotomizing gifted and talented kidsPersonally I've noticed that my doctors are way more insistent on getting me take benzodiazapines and antidepressants nowadays, but more broadly, anyone who's been on this board for a while can see just how sharply the mean IQ has declined. Trannies used to be a genius minority, now they're barely above average
>>43638748Might just be dialect change
>>43638073omg this happened to me too
>>43638758Whilst zoomer-speak does sound infuriatingly idiotic to me, no, I genuinely think trannies are significantly dumber as average now.In the past this board was filled with fa/g/s and /lit/anons, nowadays tranny programmers are scorned as malebrained hon beasts and populist dumbed down rhetoric dominates discourse. I genuinely cannot remember the last time I read something insightful here, and I doubt it's because I'm just old and wiser now.I grew up looking up to millennial trannies, they always seemed so talented almost nobody here has a talent anymoreAnyway this is obviously just all baseless assertions, sadly I don't think we'll ever know for sure given how many countries have laws against collecting demographic means
>>43638983I think part of it is just the fact that thread idea shave been treaded so people feel less incentivized to contribute their sincere thoughts.
>>43638983also maybe most the smart people realized 4chan is a waste of time and started being intellectual about how tech fucks us all over hrumphhhhh ~-~
>>43637567Most of that belief doesn't make sense to me, suddenly failing during your teen years and getting a gender dysphoria diagnosis is better explained by gender dysphoria getting much worse during puberty and causing depression and such rather than a conspiracy. You're right about dopamine blockers (commonly referred by the euphemism of 'antipsychotics', but medically speaking they all work by blocking dopamine) being extremely harmful though, those should maybe be outlawed even for people who do consent, and they absolutely should not be something doctors are allowed to force on people. Part of the problem here is that legally speaking, the teenage boy is effectively property, in part of their parents and in part of the state, and so legally speaking their consent doesn't matter at all, ethics academics aren't even allowed to call it consent.
>>43638983>Whilst zoomer-speak does sound infuriatingly idiotic to me, no, I genuinely think trannies are significantly dumber as average now.are you the anon that posts the biokinesis stuff? i agree with you a lot btw
>>43638132intense stress such as from gender dysphoria does make schizophrenia worse yes
>>43638172i find this take very interesting and perhaps even likely. thank you for sharing.
