Anybody else confused as to why they are transitioning? I really just don't know what I'm doing any of this for. I guess I am dysphoric, since being a man makes me suicidal and I do wish I were a woman, but I still don't understand why I feel this way and how transitioning will help
>>43638902Ugly people shouldn’t troon because it’s disgusting and sinful to be ugly
>>43638902You are privy to the truth that life doesn't make sense, it's a mush of stuff happening and "sense" is a construct accrued as a subset within it, seemingly solid at the centre where your mind's at, but frayed around the edges. An infinite universe is by definition an irrational one. You have to submit to that and become as irrational and perverse as life itself to approach an accord with it.
I transed cuz I'm extremely jealous of girls and i really want to be pretty
>>43638966Me too, but that's also part if what I don't get. Why would I ever feel this way, and why can't I just decide to stop feeling this way?
>>43638929I don't know how people deal with the absurdity of it all psychologically. I'm aware of Camus and the overall idea of absurdism, but to me it still feels like it's a cope. And worst of all, it seems like copes are all we have, and I can't help but be jaded by all of them. I feel like I'm missing something fundamental about existence itself for it to make sense to me
>>43638925It's not their fault they're ugly though
bump
>>43638902you are an unfortunate woman and you are treating your condition with the medicine available to you. You don't really need to think about further.
>>43641908That's unironically what it feels like and it really doesn't help. Like, what kind of an absolutely inane condition is this‽ Why is it even possible to feel like one was assigned the wrong sex? Why does any of this even matter to us?
>>43643339because humans aren't intelligently designed and biology just does all sorts of wacky things cuz existence is chaos and the human struggle is fighting against the chaos to maintain some semblance of order
>>43638929yeah this is what ive realised, im constructing reality first and foremost in my own head, i dont actually know how to percieve reality properly. i have a very strong suspicion that other people see it completely differently, and when i talk to them we're all just talking from our own interpretation and pretending that the ends are touching, but i cant relate to anyone.>>43643339its not possible, its literally just a mental illness. the real you is your physical body but because of the nature of our existence we got fixated on "what if i am supposed to be the total opposite of what i am" and now that wont go away ever.
it's ironic word games all the way down a la Wittgenstein and Ricahrd Rortyi'm indulging the trans because I'll be dead soon anyway and the stress of being a hon seems preferable to the depression of being a repper
