will you love the tboy when it is too sore to top you? when it is too weak to do those physical acts you ascribe to masculine duty? too stupid? will you love it when it needs things from you, can't give up any more? did you ever love the tboy? or did you like having a service bot. a customizable automaton of a 'person'. good bots don't ask for things, they work and obey commands at the push of a button. when its neural network malfunctions and it doesn't automatically recognize your needs, or its voicebox is muted when it shouldn't be, remember that you can berate it or hit it or ignore it and make fun of it to your friends. it doesn't have feelings you need to concern yourself with, because it's a boy, and that t doesn't really matter for boys, it's just like the rest, the rest definitely accepts it, no matter what it tries to say, and when it breaks down realizing that it has been beat too much by the others and by the others and needs it to stop, that voicebox scrambled up filtered through pain, it deserves to be taken in the worst possible way and discarded.
Transandrophobia is not real.
>>43639005I want it to stop the test and be a theyfab.
>>43639005moids are very good at doing tasks assigned to them, which i mean in less of a heartless way then that statement would lead one to believe. boys are good at opening jars or whatever, sure, but more than being mindless and subservient i think it's a method of showing affection---and if it wasn't something provided by them, i doubt it'd change my opinion of a given boy that much. yes, i think men are entitled to rest and aren't defined by their use. yes, i see men as people. your bad experiences don't ring to me as universal, but i'm no expert on the male (or transmasculine) experience, and regardless, i hope you find yourself in a better situation in the future-- the priestess of yarns
Dehumanizing language shouldn't be allowed here
>>43639659I wish I could do the jar thing, that's the struggle that triggered this whole depressing rant. thought T would help but it turns out I'm disabled, not just dysphoric, and still my joints dislocate over and over before getting anything open, or when carrying heavy things. can barely work enough to pay my rent without debt let alone someone else's. even sex is too much pain for me physically unless I relax and am motionless like a doll, which isn't what people want from a guy generallyI'd like to provide. I wish I could do more. I am trying to recover my sense of self but I had a very bad relationship, very long, in which all of my failures were proof I was a man while also not living up to the expectations of one. in the beginning before it was official I told her I didn't want to be a boyfriend because I felt I would not be good at it because of my relationship before. she told me boyfriend was just a word and I was overthinking, and only a month later told me I wasn't being a good one. and I let her live with me for basically free and sacrificed sleep and money and forgave the hitting and molestation and all the ways she ruined my connections to other people and said demeaning things about the body I have or the body I wanted to have, and now even over a year after i finally cut her off I don't feel like a person that should exist when I think about being a guy. I used to be so happy about my deeper voice, and now it repulses me because she said she didn't want a voice like that around her, told me to not use that tone with her. she liked when I feminized it. softer, questioning. used to enjoy "typical" masculinity in my own way until she said she hated when trans guys "look like that". I don't want to detransition at the very least because it would make me even weaker, but it seems like an escape from that self hate and alienation even if it would make me more miserable in other ways. I don't want to be a boyfriend but I do want to love and be loved
>>43641151>even sex is too much pain for me physically unless I relax and am motionless like a doll, which isn't what people want from a guy generallyGod why is it so hot when tboys complain about feeling emasculated by their delicious feminine bodies? Like "woe is me I'm literally forced to be a breedable pillow princess and let my breasts get sucked on even though I want to be a man" *throb*
>>43643498>*throb*This is one crazy rapehon post, I'm thinking it was ghostwritten by the Queenbee herself
