I hated it when I was younger because I am was severely mentally ill and dysphoric.But I found a pic and felt a Yearn.Oops...
I miss being a 9yo anorexic twink, that's really the last time things were sorta ok...
>>43639398why can't trannies write their fucking ages correctly, this is the third time today.
every day i get uglier and fatter and when i see pictures of myself in my late teens or even like 2 years ago (im 23 now) they make me cry even tho i know i wasnt happy back theni used to be so hot if i had some confidence and knew more about myself id have been on top of the world
>>43639409>write their fucking agesdo you think abbreviating "Years old" is some kind of grammatical degeneracy or something?
>>43639421no hes just a retard and thinks youre OP and meant to write 19
>>43639420are you retarded? How do you 'keep getting fatter' involuntarily? You must be retardedI also used to be underweight, not anorexic, and if I looked like your picrel I would be thankful and happy
I fucking hate being twenty three
>>43639431me too hugstheyre saying once you hit 25 you feel young again
>>43639409Nah I actually meant 9 years old, kinda fucked up everything since then
>>43639484how do you "fuck up" at nine years old like i feel like i was basically on autopilot till around 13 or 14
>>43639398okay a 9yo isn't a "twink" what T~Tbut also real girl.>>43639426ya tha's not me>>43639430the person ur replying to is also not me.i am getting fatter on purpose because i get distro like picrel and it helps me pass. (though i still have broad shoulders so it's mehhh)twinky me was a neverpassing honbeast.>>43639431i hate that i never got to be young.ik zoomer mentality on youth is toxic but i highkey just did not get to be a kid at all.>>43639506it's less u doing the fucking up and more other ppl around u
>>43639506I think the most pivotal mistake I made back then was: not asking for help...>having a crashout facilitated by low blood sugar and tiredness(this is one of the few times I could have honest emotional expression)>screaming that I hate my body, nothing will change, I wanna die, I'll kms, i won't become a person ect. >mother tries to bargain with me so we can make an appointment >says I can talk to someone about my body issues if I feel this way later still>make her promise as a condition of me unbaricading the door and going out>Later: she's mad at me again for not eating >i'm coward and can't bring up the promise >Decide everything is hopeless and resign myself to 'not being a person' >comply to demands to eat >hate my fat gross body but now I just dissociate in response >become selectively mute>stop socializing>now diagnosed with a bunch of mental disorders >>43639539Yea I know I was just copying the format, but being the tallest in my class and anorexic is kinda twink coded still.
23yo chubby tgirl x 9yo boy
>>43639776This but in a wholesome way, like she does his makeup and he feels pretty for the first time
>>43639965epstein but in a wholesome way like he goes attaboy and gives them all playstations and soda bitch stfu
>>43639776Kys
>>43639539>>i hate that i never got to be young.>ik zoomer mentality on youth is toxic but i highkey just did not get to be a kid at all.i had a really abusive childhood and was 'homeschooled' for most of it and i never understand ppl who feel like they missed out on childhood, is my brain cooked? or do i just not care about social standards etc and therefor am not bound by needing to 'act my age' etc
>>43641987This is a good thing and you should be glad for it. Why worry? Enjoy your life
>>43641987>i had a really abusive childhood and was 'homeschooled' for most of it same... abusive homeschooled childhood. i'm sry nona. hugs> i never understand ppl who feel like they missed out on childhoodi felt the same at first... after moving out i was in a confused daze. too worried about figuring out how to exist to care. also i think maybe that's because i thought i could have some "youth" to make up for lost time. i've grown older so fast though and haven't really done that. looking back i doubt I will.>is my brain cooked?idk your story desu. for me tho it was more than i realized.(also oof this thread is not what i thought it would be ;-;)
I was anorexic for 16 years and I don't miss it. When I was 12 a gay boy threatened to rape me because I called him creepy. Now when I see a trans woman with fat on her it makes me want to eat.
>>43642453R u mtf?
