tl;dr; mtftm regrets detransitioning because gay guys are uninterestingi briefly transitioned a few years ago but it ended up not being for me so i stopped taking hrt early 2020. when i was a trans woman i would talk all the time to weird ass chasers with niche interests and even some guys off apps who were into the same things i was. in the years since i've tried dating as a gay guy and everyone is fucking boring and wants me to listen to charli xcx. is the meta for attracting a boyfriend who isn't a carbon copy to just take hormones again? i'd never escape twinkhondom but that would be fine for me if i was at least in a happy relationship, hell i'm half open to just becoming a transbian as long as my girlfriend didn't look too much like a woman and i could just think of us both as faggy guysthe prospect of growing breast tissue again (if it would happen) doesn't excite me nor does not being able to get proper boners or cum well but at this point i'm fine sacrificing those things if it meant never having to face the prospect of someone asking me to watch drag race with them again
>>43640884so you want to pretend to be a girl again so you can find somebody with "niche interests" instead of pop music and drag (guess they aren't niche interests because they are gay) and hate your womanly body and not even orgasm because you can't stand gay interests versus chaser autist interests, well let me tell you something you don't have a choice you ugly fuck take what you can get
>>43640884I think gay guys are interesting at least the ones I have met off his board, but I will say most gay men are disloyal whores, and if you want a trad relationship I can see why you would troon.
>>43640884have you tried trans guys because I think some of them are probably annoying in the way you're trying to avoid but I deeply lust for guys who are interesting in the way straight guys often are to me including mtftms (though I am bisexual and enjoy girls both trans and cis, just differently ( because I hate makeup, mostly, i usually go for tomboys lol)) and I think there's more similar to me in the ftm demographic who need someone who won't require them to queen out... but maybe you need someone with a dick which is understandable. regardless, hope you find your guy, this sounds like a tricky emotional situation. would not recommend you transition if it will make you unhappy but I get the conflict about it
>>43641006tbf i haven't searched around on 4chan since detransing, it might be an idea but browsing gaygen gives me the vibe that most are still pretty normalfag adjacentand yeah the casual non-monogamy makes me wanna hurl >>43641243considered it but the only ftms i've encountered on tinder/hinge are the round ones that use walking canes. plus i like penis too much i think
I married a weird chaser with niche interests, he made me watch a bunch of dark Russian art films and stuff. Tbh gay culture is way, way more fun, i just never wanted to top ever
