How is one supposed to accept I am too repulsive to ever feel loved by someone else? I know this is not an uncommon situation, the world is full of people as morbid or even more morbid than me. People have been coping with this for eons.So how do I do it? How do I accept living without something so basic that is a fact of life for everyone else around me? How do I cope seeing everybody have something I so desperately want but that I can never have?
>>43646616Accepting it is not possible lol you just have to cope with it or just try to be as kind hearted and good natured as possible you’re probably not even that bad and you at least feel like a human so that’s something
>>43646616you don't, you have 2 options live your life as it's knowing that it will never change, you'll be alone.or you kys.the only difference is the amount of time you'll be alone in this life.
>>43646733I could convince myself that it is not true. But I have about 50 years left of trying to convince myself it's not true. 50 years of being the nice friend, the cool aunt without anything else to show for it. I simply want what others have. I guess that sums up the entire tranny experience pretty well.
>>43646783Well anon you know their is beauty in being kind hearted and giving even if you’re internally dreadful externality is all people see
>>43646830I don't want beauty, I want someone to look at me
>>43646865Well you asked for coping mechanisms getting a boyfriend ain’t hard
>>43646892I thought I had found one and then when I asked him out on another date he ghosted me, then I pushed him a bit and he told me he just accepted because he was afraid if he didn't I wouldn't be his friend anymore.
>>43646783The cruel passing of time will degrade us all. No need to do mental gymnastics, you have to find a way to cope with it. Im still not convinced there is %0 to ever feel loved by someone else. You can still be loved, yet Im guessing you are sad about your physical appearance. You can't be loved if you dont love yourself, so you have to find a way to make yourself not bothered by it, or distract from it.You can be constructive or destructive about this. Starting pottery is constructive, drinking your problems away is destructive. My advice? Do something RIGHT NOW. Distract yourself. Listen to music constantly. Write anything. Just do shit for no reason other to do something. You will never truly forget about it, but the constant sorrow will eventually die down as your brain reestablishes. This is probably bad advice, but thats how I cope with my life. Even though I could never be in your shoes, I do relate to the self-disgust, and I hope you feel better. You deserve it
>>43646909:( im sorry that happened to you nona is that why you came here are you 2 still friends? I hope not honestly i wish i could give you better advice but i can’t come up with anything better really sorry :(
>>43646616Crabgirl made me cringe
>>43646984We are still friends because we have to see each other everyday for college and I genuinely like him as a person and love just looking at him. Though sometimes I remember to him I am just an insect and I get sad and make these posts.>>43646993?????? You are stinky.>>43646982I do have stuff to do. I would say I am a busy person but it still leaves me completely unfulfilled because I know many people have what I already have AND ALSO are desired.
