My sexual fantasies mainly involve being a chubby pin dicked guy with a fat ass that's owned by a musky, hairy, chubbier or fit, taller guy with a fat cock. Meanwhile in my real life I'm a girl (mtf) and want a girlfriend to have wholesome love with. What do you call this? What is wrong with me? Does anyone else have this?
>>43647209AAP
>>43647209i think this is pretty common. definitely not a universal trans mtf experience but being a fat assed femboy just for sexual fantasies is based and ive met a lot of girls like you. i hope you can find a gf who will peg you and/or slut you out to bigger stronger men if you want and also be sweet and nice to you. doesn't mean you're not a girl just means you like being misgendered just for sex to strengthen the objectification. sexual fantasies don't have to align with what you want nonsexually and/or in reality. if it isn't just a sex thing maybe you're bigender or some other flavor of nb, however from what you're saying it seems like it's just a sex thing
>>43647209or well. maybe not a femboy necessarily. a lot of the time that's how it is when ive met trans girls into this kinda thing because it means they can be feminine still but there's definitely also girls who play mtftm for sex who are more butch/traditionally masculine about it. it's okay to be AAP for fun just keep in mind what you want from sexual fantasies can (and most likely is) different from what you want elsewhere
>>43647317There's times I think I might be bigender just because being male can be very funny and I can be sleazy and trashy and crass with those pronouns but without the jokey or sexy shit I think I'm probably just functionally a woman what with the HRT and soft shy nature I actually have irl and all. Pegging is nothing and I'm a hardcore monogamist so I just gotta find a way to pray the gay away. I don't want a girl I'm dating to be worried that I'm gonna cheat because cock is better than pussy and I have weird fantasies. Unrelated but I want fat hairy musky (man smell) ass and cock so bad..... :0
>>43647386get a little mtftm with it babe. can still be on estrogen just drop your dose a little and/or try tgel. also don't try to represess the faggotry lmfao just find a bisexual girl who will like you even if you're a bit of a gay boy. honestly doesn't even have to be bisexual probably because there's plenty of lesbians that like when girls are hairyI'm also inclined to say fuck monogamy but desu even though I myself am technically nonmonogamous I do still really understand that it's not always the better option and having just one person who you can also talk about fucking other people with or have a slightly open relationship is nicer than being fully polyamorous IMO. however, there are girls who like to watch and/or aren't neurotic that fantasies mean you're actually gonna cheat
