>feel profound despair whenever I'm reminded of how I'm not a woman>decide to do the one thing which will constantly remind me of itI must be retarded, and I deserve all of my clearly self inflicted pain
>>43649065I'll be honest this is what I don't get about transitioning it seems more painful than repping
>>43649470You think this because you dont understand what a decade or more of repping feels like, what keeps it going, and why people really stop.
>>43649470Even being trans, I'm still wondering this