To be honest, I can not believe that I am trans. Living two decades without any signs of dysphoria, only to suddenly decide to appropriate a serious neurological condition, just something to blame all my personal failings on it.I feel like I just got addicted to thinking of myself as a woman, which somehow evolved into some sort of psychosis making me believe that I really am one.I feel so profoundly disgusted by my own existence
nobody has gender dysphoria, they have a problem with gender rolesyour brain is fine, society is sick
>>43650405I don't really care about gender roles. I just wish I were a woman both physically and mentally
I get it a lil i also feel like i just randomly decided to appropriate this condition as an explanation for being such a failure of a person lol.Difference is i dont even think of myself as a woman tho and while i do kinda hate myself i just largely dont feel anything at all instead.
