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just be super effeminately gay (no hrt) instead of being trans!

>QOTT2: do you think gincel has a (twisted) soul or is he just a robot with nothing at all inside

>>43821977
i had a good roll on the hero's journey this time and fucked it give me the easy one
>>43822010
why would i think about gincel

>>43821977
QOTT: Reincarnate, fuck the hero's journey meme I just wish I was normal and not this freak.

>>43821977
take your HRT, retards

My gf just fingered the fuck out of me and asked me how I felt and I said I want to be her wife
>>43821977
I choose heros journey. Even though I think self loathing thoughts all the time, on a base level I dont actually hate myself. I think theres a perfect version waiting to be found

>>43822051
it's too late for me

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>>43822051

>>43822051
no <3
>>43822052
waow, me and a bf for this whe

>>43821977
if i had a just a few years back everything would be okay

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>>43821977
Hero's journey? Dude the journey coalesces with me blowing my brains out in the woods before I'm 40. Not much of a hero's journey.

i still have chad potential ngl

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maybe in another life

im 29 now so its time to grow up, get a masectomy and commit to being a man

>>43822270
you mock us, begone

>>43822282
im serious

i want a mom lol

>usually have dreams where i get caught presenting as a woman and mob hunted
>sleep in fem night clothes last night
>have a dream where i have sex with two girls first time in my life
wtf does it mean i'm back

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>>43822071
/ourguy/

A foolish young man
Of the tranny persuasion
Devoted his life
To look like a cis Asian
He stopped playing sports
He stopped eating meat
He traded his wife beater
For some girly jeans
He put on a wig
And with lesbians he scored
Now he says to himself
"I ain't no FAGGOT no more!"

>>43822318
can anyone honestly say that ted was wrong? industrial society lead directly to the internet, which lead to mass production of sissy hypnosis pornography. what a fucking genius, he saw his own sissification coming decades ahead and pulled out all the stops to prevent it

>>43822309
that interview with those two terf bullies where they interview some troons ex wife and she says how they always want a mom not a partner and they all laugh
was that true why do we need a mom is it just some bad experience mundane thing or some anima mommy thing

I don't want to hurt anymore

>>43822325
it's just buddhism with labels changed but at least buddhists have actual compassion for your condition and will not try to dramatically snap you out of it
ted wasn't happy he was running from his problems

>>43822254
>>43822052
>>43822017
Second chance still implies you reincarnating, but as a dysphoric male/female again. You would just get another chance to transition with more starting potential.

>>43822326
well my mom is a very cold person who showed me no affection my entire life. and yes when i "came out" as gay she rejected me completely, she also tends to blame me for everything and alienate me from the family. so basically exactly what >>43822351 said.

>>43822351
if anything this would make you not want to be a woman despite wanting it cause of gid because women are terrible

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>>43822345
>>43822318
>>43822325
Regardless of the morality of what Ted did it's really depressing to think about how he died, as a man in a concrete box

>>43822389
shouldn't have been so smug

>>43816935
is it safe to listen to californian people like this

>>43822406
if you listen to a woman that looks like that you get what you get

>>43822265
that's all I can still hope for

>>43822474
i should discard what they say because of their looks?

>>43822507
whos gay you dumbass

>>43822051
you told me the exact same thing last year and it only made my life worse in every single way

>>43822526
are you some kinda newfag

>>43822051
make me

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is transitioning even worth it at this point? when i was younger i would look at gender transformation stuff you'd find on deviantart constantly (still occasionally do) and imagine it happening to me. as i got older i would project it onto myself by imagining myself as having the body, clothes name (usually all of them) of a women i found to appeal to me. i don't know if hrt would even help these thoughts or just make me stop liking this stuff but i just want to get on it so i can just indulge my fantasies and just give into my desires and just do whatever comes with being trans. these thoughts have just been plaguing my mind and i start to overthink and obsess too much to my own detriment, i've talked to a therapist about this and she just told me i should just try hormones at this point (it's fairly easy to get on it where i am). i've just been at a crossroads about this and largely just on the fence about it all, not so sure what to do here.

>>43822594
>talking to a therapist unironically

I am a big oaf

>>43822556
>would just go marry one
how the hell does that help

I want to keep drinking and watching youtube but it just somehow became 5am wtf

people including me are so fucking retarded it makes me shake with anger and want to cry

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reppers do you like The Amazing Digital Circus?

Trannies ruined being transgender.

i want to die

I want to dye.

>>43823120
Fun to watch. Written by a 5 year old. The ending was written by a said childs 3 year old brother. The show was mostly good for character concepts. Honestly severely dropped my opinion of Gooseworx after following them for years.

The only thing that keeps me from going all the way is the fact I can constantly relieve myself via masturbation, but that one reprieve has lost quite a lot of its effectiveness as of late

>>43824284
Same
I wish I had ritalin again so I could hypergoon to AGP porn.
it was so cathartic. now my pp hurts

>>43824284
i goon better when i receive deeper and deeper validation

>>43822254
An Hero journey

>>43823120
Never seen it, never will.

>>43824284
Only thing that's keeps me going is drinking and escapist media, fapping never relieved it.

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I don't want to transition.

>>43825173
Every man wants to be a cute girl
Every woman wants to be a handsome boy.

thats just how it works.

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>>43824742
this would've slapped in 2017. I kek'd thoughever.

>>43825173
>spiritually tranny biologically cis
Wow he's just like me

I WANT TO BE A CIS WOMAN
I DON'T WANT TO BE A FUCKING AMAB

>>43826113
too bad

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>>43823120
jax hits too close to home

>>43826113
I don't want to be a trans woman I want to be a cis woman with a trans woman girlfriend

>>43823120
I watched like 2 episodes and it was okay but I just kinda forgot about it and stopped watching

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>>43822389
It's tragic, but I wish he helped accelerate the merging of technology and humanity instead of futilely trying to stop it.

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I am pro the "merging of technology and humanity" if it means I get to put my brain in artificial body sort of like Signalis. If it means I get to look in the mirror and see a girl staring back at me I will be pro anything. I would willingly kill millions of people if it meant waking up tomorrow as a girl

im so lost
its so over
im so btfo'd

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i have drukd 2.5 boxes of wine over the past three days. also:

>late 30s
>shut-in besides work
>know for sure i am a tranny
>literally nobody knows i like men and am trans, repress and guard literally every part of myself
>hollow shell of a person, no real friends, literally no one i feel i can trust
>alcoholic
>ugly as fuck and tall
>at least own my house, but it makes me feel more trapped since still have debt and selling would be too expensive
>literally no support network other than superficial family and friends, so nobody to really talk to about issues
>won't use medical services despite living in a place with universal healthcare, work in healthcare and know how homophobic, transphobic and awful people in this system are
>want to change jobs, but scared of retraining because of denbts, costs and having literally zero motivation due to hating every aspect of my own existence
>haven't had sex in over two decades, crave intimacy but can't enjoy any of it anyway because i am repulsed by own body and furthermore can't be honest with partners
happy pride to me

>QOTT
Why would I not choose an easy life the next go around? This go has sucked enough. And obviously being the opposite sex would be a perk, at least from this perspective.
>>43830482
What are you drinking, fellow old timer? I have been drinking too much this weekend as well, and I was just thinking about going out and grabbing some more...

>>43831380
the very cheapest boxed wine, of course. i drink solely to dull the pain, not for taste.

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I love being a woman online. Why can't I be a real woman. Why can't it be real. Why do I have to be a man. Why do I have to be this way. I'd reincarnate in a second, I'd do anything to be a real girl.

cute cis girls give me bitter envy

I'm a cisf chaser trapped in a cism chaser body

>>43821977
I think I'd take my fair-er chance, but what does that entail? Do I live the same life with the same events up till this moment but more fair or is it back to square one and living a completely different life but it is more fair? There are some points in my life that I wouldn't change at all despite my current journey potentially preemptively ending.

I'm a man trapped in a woman's body that's trapped in a man's body.

How do I stop

>>43821977
Easy going life as the opposite sex for sure.

>>43822534
what was the alternative, just keep repressing?

i have boobs and i look like a man

>>43832185
same, represstie, but the having boobs part is pretty nice

I hope ill never fall into my urges of trooning out

>>43825312
2017 is all this gen has

>>43822345
I feel like a lot of philosophy shit is just this, especially in regards to reacting to american culture and how it's sort of designed to prevent people from being properly exposed to other cultures. IMO if you want something to schizo about schizo about how the USA can be approximated to a social experiment.

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>>43829218

I want to be happy

>>43831984
same

>>43833283
same

I wish I had a vagina

>>43833372
real

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>>43822318
fuck off. without industrialized society I'd have no estrogen

>>43833833
You wouldn't know the pain of desire

>>43833833
Not enough, we need full on brain transplants and no less.

>>43822318
very high IQ but his arguments are pretty weak. Just goes to show ya....

>>43822318
i need to get out of the repper pit

>>43832019
Same

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>>43822001

>Be gay
>Want to take hrt to look cute
>faggots seethe and go Chernobyl because I won't look masculine for them

why are they like this? I don't exist for your sexuality buddy

doesn't half a transition leave you in a no man's land

>>43822001
we're not gay bro

>>43822345
what changes exctly? Buddhists love technology and ai, and transhumanism

Sometimes I think it's genuinely over, but then sometimes I think maybe there's a chance

>>43835181
more like indifferent because it's not really the final hurdle

Seeing men with naturally feminine features makes me seethe to my core.

that feel when I have youngface instead of gayface

>>43836045
Sorry

>>43836063
i don't even know who you are

>>43836045
my butt itches

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>>43822325
The only thing I can think of that Ted got wrong is that it wasn't the industrial revolution where we fucked up, it was the agricultural revolution. Seriously, archaeological records show human skeletons going from robust to tiny and malnourished almost instantly as ppl lived in overcrowded settlements on grain products.

Limited small-scale cultivation like you often see with indigenous people is where we should have stopped. Fuck modernity etc.

>>43821977
The Bardo lasts a lot longer than ten seconds, and if you commit suicide it really ain't gonna be fun

I have weeks where I badly want to be a woman, but whats stopping me is how masculine my face is, which hrt or makeup wont do anything. I dont even know if I can even afford ffs from mexico or thailand considering Im broke and I work temp jobs

>>43836137
This. Honestly ted was extremely short sighted

>>43836334
I'm not able to afford laser much less FFS, all those "just surgerymax hon" people are privileged richshits or delusional if they think the average tranny can afford to do that.

skinny tranny porn vs. chubby mommy porn

>>43838409
chubby tranny mommy...

>>43838426
I'm old and fat, so if I ever do troon out, I would need someone into this. A """girl""" can dream.
>>43836086
I'm sorry for your itch...?

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Been jacking off to guro imaging myself as the girl getting killed. I don't feel ashamed so I probably deserve all the bad stuff that happens to me.

sometimes i forget i'm not a girl

I wish I could forget that I'm a man, at least for a little.

i love how it went from none femrepgen to two femrepgen. soon the whole board
anyway i'm shopping for a bag rn and hate all of the tacticool mens ones, do you guys have any that are fun and will also not immediately get people asking questions? i like some of the baggu ones but hate the straps

God dammit I jsut like seeeing hot men cum