prev - >>43809751nothing but beer editionqott: do you drink?
>>43830116Boymoders should be classy and only drink dry gin martini
>>43830116>qottI'm not drinking at the moment cause I'm trying to lose weight but I like rum a lot, also labatt is pretty good on tap
i just don’t drink at all, i must be stealing boymoder valor
work is basically one of the most classic places to get they'd
i don’t face customers so i don’t really get they’d at work. i get they’d at emo shows instead
>>43830116Can I be a boymoder if I pass most of the time but I'm too self conscious to girlmode?
are you like, boymoding to your family at least?
that one friend who’s not gonna make it
above all else i love midori, beer & tequila
lots of hard cider and gin, been day drinking daily for a hot minute now
be careful about that, my brother’s friend has been drinking every day for years and apparently threw a seizure and ended up in the hospital from stopping for a day. alcohol withdrawals are the big one that can straight up kill you
>>43832645soooo i just have to never stop and ill be fine!
>>43832693End stage alcoholism is really gross, your skin turns yellow and like all your fat goes to your belly so you look like a pot bellied holocaust victim and you smell really bad all the time.I've been trying to smoke more weed even though it's lame now
>>43830116>qott: do you drink?Not as much as I used to. Maybe once a week if less, mostly soju or malibu now.
>>43833124why is misaki drinking tecate like a pipe fitter from long island
Also gm bmg nice to see this place up for however long it lasts>>43833184I'm sure Misaki has her reasons though now I'm mildly curious as to the drinking habits of pipe fitters from long island
>>43833227My uncle is one and I guess cause they do a bunch of jobs with Mexican guys so they developed a taste for tecate, so its like all they drink. Ive never liked it its pretty bad beer lol
can i be a boymoder at 36?
>>43833849I can't wait to become the world's first 70 year old boymoder
>>43833849>>43832045
>>43833988but they said i'm not manly enough to be a manmoder
why’d they say that?
>>43834103they said i was a fakemoder because i'm apparently too feminine to be a manmoder
>>43830116I don't like hard drinks, they taste bad and I don't see the point of forcing myself
>>43834107as in you malefail?
anyone do anything this weekend? i’m going to a concert tonight!
>>43835394yea likely cutting and sitting in my room
Is boymoding a lifestyle? Could you elaborate?
>>43835478its mostly attention whoring by bad people
>>43834154twice in one year
its funny how monstermoders ask for permission to post while passoids post whereever they want to including bmg and mmg
>>43835394I had nothing to visit family yesterday. My one irl friend is free today so we are going to hang out, nice to not be dragged outside and have something to look forward to
>>43835478
i would like to apologize to you gorgeous ladies for my existencet. elder(boy)moder
>qottnot anymore, I had some bad alcohol issues and I'm clean for about a year>>43833124hi curanes
sup vaginaboys
>>43835583oh nice, have fun!>>43835403please don’t cut, nona :(
>>43835969i wontthank you bby you saved me
i feel like you’re just making fun of me/the idea that just saying “no don’t” will work, but i do hope you’re being sincere <3
>>43836309i would never lie to you fr
How many here will become a srs boymoder?
hopefully none, i feel like by the time you’re getting srs you should be able to girlmode
>>43835675Hi Puffin, nice to see you still around
>>43836326i really appreciate that, nona
>>43837086I sometimes check in this thread, I'm not really a boymoder i'm just an ugly passoid that dresses like a boy atpI was gone for a couple years but came back cause i'm still lonely, too bad bmg slow
I just got off an elevator with a woman on it. She was staring at my boobs, she was laughing when I got off the elevator. WTF. I was just boymoddingI'm a 22 yo virgin autistic boymodder. Ugh, how do I stop getting weird looks from people?
>>43837209yeah bmg practically doesn’t exist at this point. i try and revive it every so often but it just never sticks
>>43837226what kind of mods are you using?
>>43837295EEn 5mg injection per week.
>>43837303oh is that why you call it modding? that's cool ig. she probably wasn't laughing at you, most people aren't paying close attention to other people around them.
https://voca.ro/1jdx9jUbkoVhHow bad is my voice
>>43837333cute
>>43837330nah lol. She was staring at my boobs even while waiting for the elevator. It was freaky, she was some woman in her late 20s. And yes, she was laughing when I looked at mirror back at her when getting off the elevator.
>>43837333>https://voca.ro/1jdx9jUbkoVhvery obviously trans
>>43837333CA. LI. FOR NIA GIRLS. THEYRE UNDENIABLE
how's my voice bmg https://vocaroo.com/1cEhwspLiVop
>>43837485very trans as well.If you're boymoder just use a male voice.
>>43837503https://vocaroo.com/1dRk7VxC9Om1
>>43837549jokermaxxing
>>43837549>>43837584I don't care if I'm not going to pass a woman, I will be an optics nuke and be visibly non-binary. Taking my HRT and boymodidng forever, not going to change my voice.
>>43830116>qottits the only thing keeping me alive :D
>>43837549
>>43837333mogs mine
https://voca.ro/14BNcfXSzNgB
>>43837768it's not bad! I like it :)
>>43837593Taking HRT, removing facial hair and continuing to try to boymode could very well also lead to becoming visibly non-binary, and you'll either have to continue transition in hopes of looking like a normal woman or end up having to detransition.
>>43837447I know :( Do you have any directions?t. executive dysfunction
>>43837876I will never de transition. I cannot afford laser hair removal. I will boymode forever on HRT.
https://voca.ro/1inJFkO7VOjGinc me
>>43837964NO
question what would it take for you to start girlmoding. like concrete steps/achievements
>>43837983actually getting gendered as female in boymode.
>>43837964Starting voice lessons in august so I won't sound as bad
>>43837983moving out of my mom’s place, possibly waiting for my grandfather to die so i don’t get written out of his will lol. i’d also like to wait to at least finish laser and see if i need electro (because i know you need to let your stubble grow out a bit for that, and that’s terrifying for a girlmoder)
>>43830116whatever is on tap and cheap....
>>43838061we love a house lager
I don't drink at all
>>43838022dont wait for him to die at least like thats sad
I can't stand my voice to be perfectly honest with youhttps://voca.ro/18zFKL8EfWIQ
perfectly timed arrival at the train station, yahoo
>>43838172he would absolutely not accept me being trans. this way he doesn’t hate me /and/ i don’t fuck myself out of money
i got to save thirty whole cents on my train ticket too because they didn’t check my ticket before we got to the second station, it must be my lucky day (besides forgetting to grab my weed so i could be high at the concert)
>>43837983>learn makeup>lose enough weight that I don't feel embarrassed showing my figure>get my voice closer to passing>start malefailing enough that I can be reasonably assured most people won't immediately clock me>get over my terror of using the women's bathroom
knicksmoder, are you excited for game 3 tomorrow?
https://vocaroo.com/1ecUz0Fbv86n
>>43838191someone is jamming your frequency comrade
>>43838382Yeahh, my bf is making cheese dip and we'll probably grill or something too but I'm worried trump being there is gonna fuck up the atmosphere in msg.Hoping josh hart locks in this game he was atrocious last time out
here’s hoping a full stadium can boo a man to death
>>43838355>>get over my terror of using the women's bathroomi need this so much. 99% of the time im somewhere else than my house and ask someone that works in that place wheres the bathroom they guide me to the female bathroom. but im too coward to use it
i just saw a really cute and happy couple on the train, day ruined
>>43838993just get ur anger fucked outa you by some grindr freak
it’s not anger, just sadness. and i don’t like men anyway
>>43839046Wishing you luck nona~I wish I could give better advice since I seem to be good at the romance stuff, but honestly it's a mystery to me why people are even attracted to me
i appreciate your support anyway, jerseymoder
>>43839146I'm from upstate! Jersey is so depressing, I really hate it there. I suppose kevin smith movies are alright though
oh sorry, i missed your name and thought i recognized your typing style from other threads
i don't want this life anymore
So at what age do you become a manmoder? There should be a set day for graduation
>>4383974430
Nov 1st should be graduation becouse its the man month
the mythical man month
>>43839744manmoder is such a cruel name for yourself its basically self harm, idk it makes me sad that people even need to make a distinction boymode is already humiliating enough
happy pride month! i’m at my first queer bar ever and i’m just in the corner :D
>>43839803Its the stages of life. Maiden moder crone
>>43839803there needs to be a distinction, we are not the same. boymoders eventually grow into passoids, manmoders are hons in hiding
>>43839868This is cute. Boymoders grow into manmoders. Only girlmoders grow into passoids. You have to gain exp points to evolve
am i a manmoder
The destination between man and boy is used to divide use. We are one love One moder.
>>43839908How often do you malefail? That seems to be the most agreed upon characteristic
>>43839894a boymoder cannot grow into a manmoder... a true manmoder has been so matured by testosterone a boymoder wouldnt be able to comprehend
>>43839940It is common for women to get more manly as they age. Would you still look like a boy with fine lines and wrinkles?
>>43839938occasionally in public but not since cutting my hair
>>43839992Why did you get your hair cut if you're trying to pass?
>>43840023i wanted to hide any indication that i was trying to be a woman but now i just get asked what my pronounce are
>>43839957if theyre now 50 with wrinkles and on hrt for like 30+ years, barely being affected by t and going through female puberty no way she could pass like a man
>>43830116I don't drink anymore because I either become white girl drunk or douchebag uncle drunk but mostly both at the same time
>>43839751god i want a manmoder gf like in that memetall, broad shoulders, strong arms, hung
>>43840610having all that and a passing face is probably kind of rare
i’m on my final train home with just 4% left on my phone and 10 minutes before it even starts moving. wish me luck!
>>43841490don't diemoder
i survived! and not even my phone died! all thanks to your encouragement, i’m sure
i miss my designated boymoder
what happened to her?
when i sleep less than 8 hours during the week, i thug that shit out. when i sleep less than 8 hours on the weekend i start decaying
i skipped breakfast by mistake, time to become a skinny legend
I’ve been on HRT for nine years now and still boymode. People always talk about how boymoders should just socially transition already and all that shit but any time I go to a passgen to even ask if I have a chance with FFS I get mocked and insulted in basically every reply. And on top of that most of the people even posting there mog me and look cis anyway. Why the fuck should I bother doing anything else if I always get treated this way?
big sad today, kinda wanna listen to the cure and cry all day
did anything happen, or is it just one of those day?
>>43845160Just woke up super dysphoric and doomer-y. I ordered some cute clothes to wear around the house but I was just thinking about how I'm not in a state yet where I'll be confident enough to wear them outside and idk how long it will be before I am, boymoding feels like a sisyphean punishment sometimes
there’s nothing my coworkers enjoy more than putting big ass carts in the way of the shelves i need to get to. they jerk off to it
>>43846247sorry it was me this time
stay alive /bmg/!
>>43847854waow, i’m working with another boymoder
i hope an hour nap can repay my massive sleep debt
>>43844842How comes?
fallout new vegas mentioned on jeopardy, absurd trannybait
>>43850514>>43845373
>>43850835Ohh thx .
>>43845373Would you ever perhaps try maybe starting to girlmode but if you were to experiment in another town where you know you won’t see anyone you know?I can’t leave my house without seeing someone I know so I’d be terrified unless it is was somewhere else
>>43850918Idk I'm not really rural, and like I've girlmoded before to like queer bars and to see friends and stuff, just still don't feel super comfortable with it. The biggest stumbling block I've had is I'm really scared of using the women's bathroom so girlmoding for any significant amount of time is kind of out until I can take that step.I think once I learn makeup I'll feel a little more confident to try since I can stleast look like I'm trying ya know?
>>43851011I haven’t even thought about bathrooms for girlmoding - I think about girlmoding nearly all the time but I know I am a long way away. I would be terrified like what if someone tried to make eye contact me with; I would genuinely panic But yeah I feel like with makeup if someone was to just glance then I’m sure you would be read as feminine and have no issues.
>>43851116I'm honestly in a position where using either bathroom at all is awful and I just stare at the floor when I'm in the men's. I malefail enough that I'm sure atleast some people are staring but I figure as long as I keep my head down I won't freak out. The day one of them tries to stop me and tell me I'm in the wrong bathroom I'm probably gonna cry
I noticed a boymoder works the register at the supermarket, she's pretty cute
hart found the 3 ball for this game thank god
