>think being touched by a man will be validating and arousing>actually get touched by a cis gay friend in the tummy, thighs and crotch without warning>persistent disgusting sensation all over my body, my excitement for my transition gone and replaced by fear of being seen as feminine, cut all contact with him but whenever he walks past my mind assaults me with the image of that day
>stupid troon thinks rape is hot, gets raped, and now realizes how retarded they were example #429482038485
>>43903063why didn't you just punch him? you write like he has three hands and you have none!
>>43903063moid moment
>>43903077>>43904015>victim blaming
i repped for 20 years because of the shame that came from being sexually assaulted as a child. don't let them take your femininity from you!
>>43905783thanks anon, i hope i can separate femininity from those memories soon
>>43903063bump
>>43905756>victim
Same thing happened to be but I was high and it was with someone I thought was a friend, that messed me up and gives me nightmares, but for some reason the idea of someone doing that stuff to me seems hot still when it was horrifying when it happened
>>43912560>example #429482038486