QOTT: do u ride a bicycle or something similar for fun?▶Info:What to do if I am questioning my gender? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo1What is Gender Dysphoria? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo2MTF Info Dump: https://pastebin.com/7MMaN94p▶Hormones:HRT Information: https://rentry.org/mtfghrtFor additional HRT information, please visit >>>/lgbt/hrtgenHormone Level Information: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htmInformed Consent Providers: https://web.archive.org/web/20161219123149/https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf▶Style/Passing:Fashion Guides (Videos): https://rentry.org/mtfgfashionBasic Skincare and Makeup: https://rentry.org/mtfgskinmakeupI'm tall! Where can I find clothes that fit?: https://rentry.org/mtfgclothesVoice Videos/Training: https://rentry.org/mtfgvoiceBeauty Diagrams: https://web.archive.org/web/20180609105528/http://imgur.com/r/BeautyDiagrams/newMakeup Tutorial: https://web.archive.org/web/20230516071228/https://imgur.com/a/JO33K/Size charts: https://web.archive.org/web/20170108070652/http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants https://web.archive.org/web/20150627085242/https://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.phpVoice Training: https://pastebin.com/fG8pFyxD▶Misc:Trans women have woman brains (Video): https://rentry.org/mtfgbrainMTF Timelines: https://catbox.moe/c/afyn1tTransition timelines: https://web.archive.org/web/20170331232820/http://imgur.com/a/qWpxvStreaming Room: queup.net/join/mtfgHoly Mantis: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m25606MEXb1qa135ko1_250.gifIRC Channel: irc.rizon.net #mtfgdiscord hugbox: https://discord.gg/XmsWNRPu63Last thread: >>44028250
>>44040742I love riding bikes :)One time I fractured my wrist because I drove head on into a sign and bashed my head off the pavement and it was very unfortunate!
The heat has finally flipped the heck off I'm free, hbu thread?
I ride COCKnaw I crashed my bike as a kid and gave it up
>>44040742Before pride month is over does anyone wanna speculate whether tor parsons is on hormones yet
I’m not used to this intense loneliness
tfw I'm too newfag to know why there's a mantis in the op
there's no sidewalks where I live so I had to sell my Trek 2100 ZR
>>44040847bike in the road pussy
>>44040704ok dude just give the fuck up then why don't youjesus christ go outside, give yourself a fragment of a chance
>>44040840Just a cool image we liked and posted when the board was new, early 2010s humour
always riding... metaphorically and actually riding my hometrainer bicycle thing to nowhere ngl
>>44040893shutup faggot
>>44040893I'm on the road to nowhere
qott i contain all the dyspraxia and got sick of fuckin flats
My screen time is up to 7.5 hours this week on my phone alone
>>44041015I barely go a half hour without looking at a screen ever except when I'm asleep
just ate a bag of croutons for dinner, ama
>>44041113can you describe your nipples in excruciating detail
>>44041135Six foot wide ten foot tall eighty feet long
>>44041135They are soft and flush against the velvety rings of my areolas, the delicate, pebbled texture of my skin barely hinting at how sensitive they truly are. The smooth muscle fibers tighten involuntarily beneath the surface. They flush a deeper, richer hue as they rouse, blooming outward and hardening into rigid, hypersensitive peaks that ache for a touch, drawing the surrounding skin into tight, enticing folds that practically beg to be explored.
busted
>>44041294this is good enough that I am pretty sure you consume written smut either in text games or fics or something
>>44041328Okay. The croutons were garlic & butter flavored too btw, I enjoyed it.
>>44041358that's good. do you have any left to rub on your nipples?
>>44041372No I ate them all. There's crumbs and crouton dust left in the bag, but I already threw that in the trash and I don't particularly want to go fish it out.
Why is it so common to respond to vent posts like this
>>44041403can you rub something else on your nipples? limes maybe? citrus-nip is always a good time
>>44041420maiq leave the poor girl alone and go back to gaygen where you belong
>>44041429im not whoever that is but having started this nipple thing it must be seen through to its violent end
>>44041415Histrionic passoids lack basic empathy
>>44041499>passoid>that jawjust a nice body fishing for compliments really
>>44041519
>>44041529Do you think my surgeon set me up for failure when he said I didn't need work done on my jaw and chin? Or is the whole skull just kinda unsavable?
>>44041554uh idk i don't understand ffs enough to extrapolate possibilities from a render of a skull
>>44041575This is literally part of every American highschools curriculum, so I imagine you can make at least a half educated assessment
>>44041595>This is literally part of every American highschools curriculummy high school did nto cover phrenology...
>>44041604Sexual dimorphism isn't phrenology... I'm not assigning character traits to the bumps in my head
>>44041614yes I know that I can tell the skull is male but I can't imagine your face or whether it could be successfully shaved fem or not is what I'm asying i guess hte set you up for failure is a yes?
>>44041625Even though you had a stroke at the end there I think I got what you were saying. Thank you.
>>44041641いえいえ
Sitting across from this porta potty with my bag of disposable razors. Starting to realize the doom will always catch up oomfs .
>>44041906 What's on your mind?
>>44041015phone don't have>>44041029ktf
>>44041966Just mentally ill is all. Stress makes it all worse huh.. but it'll be ok anny :))
kill the fag
>>44041906Cherry!! Long time no see I miss you!!
>>44042106I miss you too rooty :)))))) sending you lots of love. Hope you're well
>>44042202You too my fren, I'm okey. Moving to Montreal, loving my gf, hope you've been amazing on your end. You were always one of my fav ppls here :)
>>44042279Same goes for you rooty. You helped make this place so special :) good luck w the move
>>44042299Enjoy life Cherry <3
I miss my old mtfg frens
solve this problem by not making any friends ever
you guys should worry less about passing and worry more about being hot
>>44042446other way around
>>44042452no
>>44042460yes
>>44042478maybe
>>44042482can you repeat the question
>>44042437:( I love friends, I hate being lonely. It hurts so bad.
>>44042491:) it is horrible
YOU'RE NOT THE BOSS OF ME NOWWWW
>earlier using a fake trip>nnow the real onehmmmmm
>>44042500Yayaya...
my tits make me so happyit's really great that real life is in first person so I can just look down and see my tits whenever
>>44040742>>44040742Love riding my bike. I live in a small city with strong cyclist community and nice greenway system. Haven't been on my bike (picrel) since the egg crack though. Not going out much unfortunately. Feel weirdly anxious about being perceived.
>>44042577aren't most bicycle places overrun by like electric bikes now anyways?the idea seems a lot less comfy now tbqh
>>44042616Ebikes are fine. I have an ecargo bike. It maxes out at 15mph. The problem are those e-motos that hit 65mph. I haven't noticed many of them in my city. In fact, most people aren't even on ebikes.
>>44042616Those are fatbikes which are illegal over a speed limit of 32km
>>44040742wth I opened /lgbt/ specifically to make a thread about cyclist tgirls...
>>44042678bicycles are so cool... I started cycling a month ago I feel so cool riding with no hands and the wind in my hair. I'm breezing up hills where I would have had to stop multiple times last month. not relying on public transportation is also really freeing :) I seriously love it so much
>>44042645ah I heard some things from ppl but I guess it depends on the city and so on>>44042668fat...>>44042678this is the cyclist general now yehhonestly, haven't cycled in years besides indoors, it's too much effort ig
>>44042822Fatties can give rides too
>>44042948I mean.. I guess so yeh...
Sometimes I wonder
>>44040742>qottused to have a motorbike. I wanna get a 650 ninja next
>>44043495its almost as if i were born male or something 0-0its okay to be boring too anon
>>44043495throwing stones in a glass house pooge
>>44043559some people just need to change their whole personality to have a chance at passing. sad rly
*in your mom's glass house
parrot and kope and nomi are rep fuel
>>44043574incredible L bitterhon
>>44043578so true
>guns>motorcycles>computer coding>racist memesYep definitely a girl all those things are feminine for sure
he's here
I heard sheen went into a restaurant and ate everything in the restaurant and they had to close the restaurant.
soon im gonna be free
>>44043638Andy Ditch?
>>44043635Copium
>>44043599Ok Austin
>>44043652not even slightly, that guy at least has a smug confidence, blobby looks shifty af like he's looking for someone to stab.
Do you even knowThe reasons why you had to let me go? (Do you know?)You could have had a BAD GIRL by your sideYou could have had a BAD GIRLCould have had a BAD GIRLIf you wanted...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPQCIRdGAJ0&t=5s
>>44043495Society hates trannys regardless you might as well do the hobbies you like and enjoy your life desu.my daddy never bought me a pony as a kid so i dont care for them.
If I go outside today will I find a boyfriend? I need to go to the bank to deposit some cash and maybe I could find a boyfriend on the way home?
>>44043893no you're ugly
>>44043893I wonder the same.
trannys don't deserve boyfriends. they deserve balding fat chasers in their 40s/50s
>>44044084this but unironically
Sup loonytroonies
Strut your sissy stuff
>>44043893
>>44044428Only trannies who weigh 140 pounds and lower can get boyfriends
if u think ur getting a boyfriend as a tranny, may i introduce to you 95%++++ of t4t relationships? it's called settling, and it's best you start practicing now your copeing that oh no i'm not settling, i'm totally into dating gross hon trannies like me, i don't need a straight boyfriend at all
POV you're my "girl"friend
At least this thread isn't drowning in trender rabbit spam, good for something for once
lowkey wish a nigga would type of day ong
>>44044511not gonna front like I've had a "straight boyfriend" before but I've fucked guys that were "straight" (as straight as it is possible to be if you're sticking it in trannyhole) and it completely defused the fascinationI think there's a certain idea that hey, if I can pass to the point where I'm a tangibly sexual being to the lizard-brained creature that is a cishet male, then I've made it and my entire transition is validated spiritually. and on some level the sex is validating in that way but once you're past that you're left with a cishet male, and for various reasons I can't actually imagine falling in love with one of thosealthough then again I couldn't imagine falling in love with anyone until I did, so all I really know is cock doesn't turn the dysphoria off
>>44044822>cock doesn't turn the dysphoria offMy cock could baby
>>44044822ngl bro i barely read your yap because it's pretty retarded. fucking a cis man is not an accomplishment, and it's not even somewhat close to having a boyfriend. i don't know why you think getting pumped n dumped is, but the true test is post-nut clarity getting him to take you out in public and hold hands n shit. but uhhhh yeah if you want to think getting a horny dude to stick his penis in ur male poopyhole means you had straight boyfriend then lmao i guess
>>44044845you apparently didn't even successfully read the first sentence since I very explicitly said it wasn't like having a boyfriend but your point is basically fair. I'm just saying that the sex defused the boyfriend desire part of it, it's like well if I've fucked you but you're not someone I could imagine spending my life with anyway what's the point?
>>44044870>i had sex with fat ugly faggots because that's the only things that will fuck me>i don't want that as my boyfriendok cool story bro
I feel like I'll never have friends and I'm struggling with accepting that. My regular college guy friends have all kinda grown distant, but I moved to a city with a lot of trans discord friends, but hanging out with them irl has me realize that we don't actually have anything in common. They're all super lefty, emo/hardcore mfers and I'm really not. Everytime I hang out with them I just kinda hang out on the periphery, say a few things, but no one ever really responds to what I say they just go back to talking amongst themselves. Which is fine, I'm not like super desperate to be friends with people that I don't have much in common with, it just sucks. I'm very desperate for friendship and people I get along with, but everyone I meet I just feel like a perpetual outsider. Too trans for cis normie guy friends Not trans or lefty or alt enough for trans friends. I'm 27 about to be 28, I feel like I'm probably just going to have to accept that even among freaks I'm going to be the odd one out.
>>44044899good talk
>>44044903if you're anything like me the thing is that you shouldn't try and have a big friend group but rather find some of the people in the kind of group you hang out with that you can get to know *well* and just be friends with one of them at a time. a lot of times people with this sort of obligate outsider syndrome really just don't do well in big groups but you can get along great with one person, and then like if you want a connection to the group more broadly just kinda go out once in awhile as needed. that's more or less how I deal with a social life
>roommate is gone for over 2 months >finally comes back >wakes me up at 8am in the kitchen >much noise as he fucking can >brought a random swedish guy home with him >"he's going to be staying with us for a few months" >it's now 10am, he's still in the kitchen banging pots and pans around >go out there, nothing is being cooked, there were no dirty dishes cause I cleaned them all before he got here>what the fuck is he fucking doing????I fucking hate my gay faggot tranny chud chungus life >>44044926I try inviting a few people that I do get along with to do things 1 on 1 but it never pans out. NYC is big, the people I like are far away, it rarely happens and the people I do like we unfortunately have this air of sexuality between us that I feel like prevents like just normal friendship. There's always that underlying 'okay is this like a date or what' kinda vibe when we hang out solo.My biggest problem is I'm just a gamer dude bro at heart, I do consider myself a man who just likes estrogen, transitioning is just kinda a physical necessity rather than a mental/emotional one. I'm a chud basically. Then I hang out with these artsy, uber leftist, emo/punk chicas and I'm like 'yeah if we weren't trans none of us would have ever talked to each other' and being trans just isn't really a good foundation for friendships.
>>44045003do you think like, physical transition notwithstanding, your brain is "normal male" enough that you'd be cool with groups of normal dudes if they were cool with the fact that you're a tranny freak b/c in my experience most of them are but it's hard to insinuate yourself into male friend groups that're prebuilt you knowI guess if your soul says gamer dude bro the thing to do is to get into a specific local gaming scene like fgc or something, something where people play in the same room you knowfor me I made my friends in my local music scene because my temperament is a little more artistic, but with a few exceptions my favorite people are all chudlike guys who I can argue about politics with (without anyone getting offended) or who like anime or whatever. so a bunch of them are metalheads; metal a music scene that overindexes in chud gamer dude bro but (at least in the american northeast) is almost never too chud for trannies you know what I mean? so maybe that's the kind of place to start
WOMAN. REAL WOMANS
wonder how many times elfis poop has got on lias penis. wonder if lia lets him know or he just pretends like it doesn't happen while secretly whiffing up the poop smells off his pp
I hate the police, but I love watching police body cam footage on youtube and seeing bad guys get popped by the popo. Why?
>>44045532you enjoy seeing the hidden violence of societydark underbelly stuff, past the naive veil to the juicy knowledge of a more real real
>>44045532we all secretly admire the men who dedicate their lives to violence. hatred of the police is not because the violence itself is condemnable, but because so often it is wielded in the service of evil. in those moments when the police live up to their ostensible mandate we feel, rightly, awe - this is what power is at its most beautiful
Why do trans get chopped up by machetes so much? I always see videos of trans being chopped up by machetes
>>44045532>i hate the police>i hate black & brown criminals more thoughsimple as
>>44045577dollar store srs be like
>>44045577links?
>>44045582nah desu one thing I've noticed since really getting obsessive with these is how many cops and police chiefs are black/brown. Like it seems higher proportionally to their population % even in like rural and middle america. It made me realize that a lot of these guys are also probably sick of fucking retard gang bangers making them all look bad, and it's made me empathize with them in ways I haven't previously. >>44045562kinda desu, obviously I'm only seeing the curated examples of police actually being heroic and doing good things to bad people, which makes them look a lot better. I know police do some really fucked up things, but it is cool seeing the examples of cops being good, putting bad guys behind bars/under ground. It also kinda makes me understand why cops are such hard ass dick heads. It's like one minute you're in a traffic stop, next you find a dead 6 year old in the back seat and are being shot at. Sure only lik 0.1% of cops deal with that, but every cop probably has one bad thing that fucks you up and gives you some ptsd. They do see the worst humanity has to offer. Still think they're bastards and I don't feel bad when they get killed in the line of duty tho. >>44045547yeah morbid curiosity is defintely like 80% of it
>>44045582>when you get a body cam with someone especially uppity
>>44045655the other reason cops are disproportionately the darker minorities is that it's essentially a non-nepotistic government job open to nearly everyone regardless of education level - this is true of many societies incidentally, entryism into the state-violence caste is very accessible because the state always quietly wants more of those people. but the point is that if you're from a ratshit ghetto with few opportunities and you're not a scholarship whizbang genius who's gonna go be a rocket scientist at mit, coppery is a really high reliability escape hatch from poverty and the malaise of welfare. you sacrifice personal safety and your moral integrity but hell staying in the hood you mostly do as well so in many respects there is fuckall to lose
whats up whats up
>>44046036hey how long did it take too gen that trip
>>44046062i think it was a couple months running semi frequently at nighttime but i had searches running for like 75 combinations for a bunch of different people at once
How come trans are more like freak nerd men with a porn addiction than like women?
>>44046092hmmmm mayhap I will stay anon I would only trip if my trip was kinografia
>>44046479because I'm a freak nerd man with a porn addiction, and not a woman? Can't stop me from taking estrogen tho
she had a slut slave and his name was davesaid be my photo bitch and I'll make you richhe didn't believe her but the boy revered her
>want to scratch face>boob in the way
>>440465484/10 this is dog shit what's the rhythm scheme here
>>44046709https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnwr2mRzJD0stuart murdoch is really great at cramming syllables in rhythmically, I think it works pretty great
>>44040742I ride a velosolex. well not rn because I'm in the middle of rebuilding the engine. but soon
>>44046479because we're not real woman duh
>>44047091yo blobby? Got any pics of freckles in that archive of yours?
I am such a ditz on spiro, I love it!gotta be extra careful and self-aware like in the moment or I'll end up zoning out and forgetting what I was intending to doI LOVE IT I LOVE THIS PROCESS FEM ME OUT WHATEVER IT TAKESAAAAAAAA I WISH I LOOKED LIKE XER
>>44040742i love riding my silly bicycle so much, if anyone here is in nyc im 26 mtf gonna do a ride out to montauk soon if wanna join
>>44046479like with anything else, you don't see the outliers or the top percentersor maybe you do, and you don't notice iteither way, don't be fooled by the ridiculous before/after posts on HRT plebbit, those are all outliersthe rest of us are coping and swallowing cock
>>44047380>either way, don't be fooled by the ridiculous before/after posts on HRT plebbit, those are all outliersmostly they're anglefrauds, really
>>44047407I always watch trans porn to get a real ideano angle frauding thereif I could pick one to look like, I'd pick QueerWormsxhe sounds and looks like a woman in xer goth clicker vid
>>44047270nick................. nick............. nicholas......................... tell me..............do i look....... like a real.......... woman........ now......? please nick............... i need this..................
ive abstained from meat for more than a year now because of all that "meat has testosterone and vegetables have phytoestrogen" stuff which i know is sorta shady at best but at least it gave me hopebut now i have unbearable intestinal problems no matter how much vegetables and fruit and supplements i eat and i regularly have to take laxatives up the arsedo you think i should eat meat again or do i keep phytoestrogenmaxxing
>>44047659>i went vegan so i'm not a rapehonthings rapehons say tbqh
>>44047659If you are eating fiber then something is is going on. See a doctor
>>44047659autists shouldnt be vegetarianswhen not eating meat its even harder to not get malnutritioned
>>44047659wtfjust take sunflower lecithin for the digestion gainsand stop eating plant shit
i didnt think my post would elicit such a violent response lol>>44047669>See a doctori feared id eventually had to this but i cant keep feeling like i have a time bomb in my stomach
HELP I DYED MY HAIR BLUE AND GOT A SEPTUM PIERCING NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT GENDER TO CHOOSE HELPPPPPPPPP
>>44047659this is bro science tier nonsense. if you're on a complete feminizing HRT regimen your diet literally cannot do anything to overcome that. human beings are meant to eat animal products they are extremely nutritious - I have to assume you cut out eggs too like a moron and your vegan/vegetarian diet is poorly designed on several levels because doing that right is difficult for people who know what they're doing. eat a damn steak
Currently eating a giant ass bowl of rice with a spoon and reading a about hildegard of bingen
>>44048088actually i kept eating eggs and dairy products just not meat. and i began this vegetarian diet before i got on hrt and i just lost the desire for meat
>>44048111based transcath based trips. have a book on her?
>>44048123huh you should be fine thenyeah go see a doctor
>>44048141Yeah. Its a book all about the middle ages and a chapter on her. It's a nice light reading overview for lunch break.Im not really Catholic though because of doctrinal disputes like being trans. I am happy to say nondenominational but I'm an Arianist.
wife and i are going to therapy and the therapist said i should dress as a girl in front of my wifeits fucking over i already know its over why am i doing this charadei wish i didn't love her so much that i'd stomach as much humilliation as i have to to stay a moment closer to her even though she's never going to accept me as a womanim so fucking sad and i cant even kill myself because that would hurt herfuck
>>44048183>Arianist...shame, that
>>44048229just put the dress on and show her how strong ur pp boner is from looking at the mirror
>>44048229therapists are fuckheads that invent bullshit as they're going along, you dont need to do what they say.
on so many drugs rn
>>44048255The gate is narrow and the Pharisees do not pass through it.
there's like an intermediate tier of pubic hair growth that is just perfect but it doesn't last long enough. freshly shaven is nice too but the minute it starts coming back in it's annoying so the window's like 12 hours for that; the intermediate stage is, idk, couple of days? and then it's too muchjust frustrating
whats the difference between a gooner and someone who just likes to masturbate?
trannies are socially excluded because the hypertroonbian honbrain is so superior as to cause world revolution if utilized to its full potential. that's why the evil empire seeks to opress the AGP gods>>44048638what is the sound of one hand clapping?
>>44048642whooshwhooshwhoosh
engshart
>>44048367its either do this or it ends now and i cant have it end nowfuck im so miserable, i never should've been born>>44048270its not gonna be a dress i refuse i would kill myself if i saw myself in a dress and just looked like me in a dress i'll just do the obvious thing and find some cheap skirt and top somewhere and use that the worst part is i do want this but not like this, i wanted to just be a woman, i didnt want to be systematically torn down in front of the only person i have ever loved so they can hate me and leave me without remorse
After that guy no showed for our second date I’ve had almost zero confidence and willingness to leave the house, it sucks. It’s been two weeks and I’m not over it.
Just watched leviticus with my bf and got jumpscared by the australian accents
I'm a curly frizzhon with a massive moidbrow. My transmasc friend has offered to cut me bangs. I must make my decision within the hour. Do I accept his devil's bargain?
>knicksmoderfuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck you
>>44048971Hey fuck you too pal
i stick my dick in the dirt and i fuck mother nature
i stick my dick in the sky and i fuck god
i stick my dick in anon and they squeal like a sissy bitch
uheeee~
how does /mtfg/ feel about jax
>>44049171I find everything about this cartoon aesthetically unbearable
>>44049171it's a narcissistic tranny sex pest's self insert, so I find that it resonates with people I deeply dislikeit's like people I dislike putting a red flag on their chest, so I can know who to avoid
>>44049224>sex pestask me how I know you're ingerlish
>>44049224Hoes mad
what do people do to decide their prog dose? its got pretty unpredictable effects in general (unlike e which is generally more predictable) so idk what would make me want to increase/decrease my doseim currently on 100mg/day (rectal) and it sort of drove me insane for the first few months so im probably not going to increase it, but im kind of curious
>>44049365I'm a faggot and my doctor decided for me cuz I can't get on diy yet. Anyway 100mg (rectal) has had no mental affects on me tho one time I took 300mg for fun and I was cock crazy all day and then I got incredibly dysphoric
>>44049171I wish you Jew loving faggots would stop posting this shit everywhere
I pass, in the sense that I'm treated like a woman, but I think it's more about me presenting in a feminine way than actually being perceived as a real womanTransitioning also killed my libido and my sex drive, and it's affecting my sex lifeHow do I fix this? How do I get control over my libido, at the very least?Should I space out my spiro, or take less of it?I'm on 100mg daily spiro and 6mg E sublingual
>>44049243how>>44049278hit dog hollers lol
I miss thinking I passedI miss thinking I was hot
>>44049494prog
how the fuck do I make my gorilla ribcage look good in feminine clothing?? please someone tell me. Fuck this It's all just bone not even muscle and yes I'm skinny... it's so fucking huge...
>>44049171Still haven't finished the show I think I have like 2 or 3 episodes left. He's an asshole obv. I don't hate him though. My favorite is the chess piece guy.
>>44049540Does that even work... I've heard the rumors but my endo refuses to prescribe it to me (Meaning I have to pay full price out of pocket and shit is expensive)
>>44042462>>44042476>>44044833Does any one have any lit recs? All I can find (other than ALC’s writings and some of Preciado’s, both of which I like but are still frustratingly feminist) are these. And two of them are still feminist anyway.https://medium.com/@jencoates/i-am-a-transwoman-i-am-in-the-closet-i-am-not-coming-out-4c2dd1907e42https://medium.com/@Male_Intuition/the-aspect-of-transphobia-no-ones-talking-about-misandry-dcac6131a835https://thenewinquiry.com/on-hating-men-and-becoming-one-anyway/Sometimes I feel like I’m from another planet. >>44049274
>>44049685Alice series by Christina Henry. Also her lost boys novel for Dark Fantasy retellings of classic stories.The expanse novels for scifi.
>>44049685you should kill yourselfyou're just asking for mra slop
>>44049719¿Esos libros qué carajos tienen que ver con mi post? Pendej@
>>44049777No, I’m looking for considered, nuanced essays; not retarded “I hate feeemales because they won’t let me stick my turgid cock inside their stinky pussyholes” ressentiment-dripping moid bullshit. There’s a difference
>>44049600You can't
My tinder is locked for the 10th time this month for “selfie verification”
>>44049834nothing happened because no meaningful words were typed
>>44049615prog brought my libido back massively when i started itit also made me not into women anymore and gave me insane mood swings so up to youwhere i am its equivalent to $200/year which is def worth imo but its pretty steep
>>44049978I'll consider it, I'm not too sure about the mood swings because I'm bipolar and on meds for it... maybe the meds can keep the mood swings under control?
>>44049171People overplay how much of a horrible person he is, and he is not beyond redemption. And I think it's horrible how people celebrate his pseudo death.
rollan
>… I think optimism is a political duty. It’s not the idea that things will be better—that, I don’t know—but the desire to transform things. Even beyond that, this is an extraordinary moment, a revolutionary time, and for a philosopher I can’t think of a better moment to be alive, to be able to participate in this. And I want to let this transformation vibrate in my thoughts, almost as if I’m becoming a receptive organ for it. I’m not interested anymore in stable institutions, like couples, families—there can be joy as much as misery there, but for me, this is not my way of life, it’s not what I have to offer, and I want to jump into the sense of chaos and change in the world, which I like. Maybe that’s because I was born into the end of fascism in Spain, and everyone around me was dead—they kept living but they’d been killed within, since fascism is a structure of the subjective colonization of a subject’s desire. That was so scary for me. So in relation to what’s happening now, it’s much, much better, no matter how difficult it looks.—Paul B. Preciado (https://gagosian.com/quarterly/2020/12/04/interview-pathologically-optimistic-paul-b-preciado/)
moodhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bx7l7X7qy2g
I got the rotten eggs type of farts tonight. It's awful but also heavenly at the same time. I love it.
>>44049685can I get a qrd on what brosephine is even asking for I got no fucking context is this like critical theory for troons
I love my gf :)
fuck me it's about to be 95 for a week straight
>>44050789just live in a/c room ez
>>44050789Its going to be over 100 all summer over here. Dont workout outside ive been drenched in sweat
>>44050820>>44050830oh I'll be blasting my fuckin ac I just hate itac air tastes worseoutside has friends, food, stuff to doI'm just about to not want to exist
>>44050789>>44050830did you turn into Australia
>>44050843nigga u taste air?
>>44050872um yes? is something wrong with you? fresh and recycled air taste, smell, feel different. inside and outside air taste different. polluted and clean air taste different
>>44050378you should try timblr, there's lots of pseudointellectual drivel you would lovehave you heard of "Patricia" taxxon? I think you would really like their work
>>44050908stop eattin air nigga just breathe it
>>44050924it passes through your nose and mouth to get to your windpipe...
I’m glad I got to experience having a young horny cis girlfriend when we were both in our teens because I haven’t had a single cis woman find me attractive since then. I miss having a partner who I’d have sex with dozens of times each month.
>>44050951yeah breathe that shit stop chewing and tasting it
>>44051057bro if it's in your mouth you tasting that shit bro like bro
>>44050989Mood
>>44050912Tumblr is insufferably moralistic, no thanks
>>44050989I remember my teenage gf had white panties with little strawberries print. she had a very nice butt.
>>44051349you should check out the taxxon guy though he seems like your kind of person
>>44051403Me importa un culo esa Patricia Taxxon o comosellame
what is a woman?
only ever took off one cisfoid's pantsu in my life and they were hot pink flat coloredI cried a lot after but after I was home thankfully
>>44051427A MISERABLE LITTLE PILE OF SECRETS?
>>44051460Im deeply autism and the only pantsu I saw where from a blessed angel in my teenage years who was very aggressive with me sexually.
>>44051420pedro? you two actually have a lot in common
>>44051420nta but why ask for recs and then get mad at the recs
>>44051393Yeah, she had a nice butt too. I like butts.
>>44051475What I wouldn’t give to experience have a cis woman be aggressively sexual with me
damn some of yall really just be failed straight dudes huh
>>44051493pq tu reco me importa un culo. no sabes leer o q?(I like being abrasive to anonymous internet users to relieve stress. I am deeply unsatisfied in life. It’s not personal.)
>>44051521She would just show up at my house and lay on top of me while I was trying to sleep
>>44051577you know what fair enough I understand that perfectly well
>>44051577how old are you>>44051580:(I'm sorry anon that sounds terrible
>>44051597It was terrible I never got over it.......
>>44051493>>44051577Oh but also bc u called me a pseud ( ｡ •̀ ᴖ •́ ｡)
>>44051597>how old are youlate twenties, unfortunately
>>44051611wasn't me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>44051625Are you not >>44050912?
>>44051634no!!!!!!!!!! I said "nta" and everything it was very clear
>>44051643Ah shit you’re right. Absolutely correct. I’m illiterate. Apologies
>>44051660it's cool reading is for nyerds
>>44051573No I succeeded as a straight dude and then transitioned and now I’m a failure as a bisexual tranny
>>44051662True…
Who here neopets? My mom showed it to me in her early twentys and ive started playing again recently
>>44051580Cute o_O
O_o etuC
>qottNo because I am a disgusting unathletic gremlinIs it weird that I am actually classist? Like, I do not shy from saying I dislike poor people. Ever since I was a child I have been jealous seeing them get a lot of stuff while my family got nothing (I am a third worlder) and now that I am an adult I heavily dislike it when ghetto people are in the same place as I am, mostly at uni. But it's actually 100% a cultural thing and not a material/economic issue, like, I have friends who are poor but they are still educated so it's fine.It cannot be racism because I am brown.
why ride bikes when u can ride cock
>>44051977Same. It’s not about race/ethnicity/colour/nationality, and it’s not even about money; it’s about culture (behaviour).My parents come from the same city but different socioeconomic backgrounds and they couldn’t be more different: their dialect is different, their manners are different. My father is a disgusting man, he has the table manners of a pig, he mixes everything on his plate all together and squirts ketchup and mayonnaise on it. And he makes disgusting noises when he eats. Together, my parents make ~140K USD a year, but my father lives like a slob. Why my posh, polite mother puts up with him is a complete mystery to me. idk what she ever saw in him (other than that they belong to the same ethno-cultural group within their country of origin, which is important to people of that ethno-cultural group for some reason that I don’t care about).
>>44052073posh bitches being into lowborn gorilla men is a well documented phenomenon. makes them feel alive or somethin
im on 7 months and i can only get prog at 12 but theres prog in my house should i go and take it anyway... maybe i can take it and then tell my endo i took some so i should just get it prescribed earlier...
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>>44052110Yeah, the allure of the hideous fat bastard phenotype to women is known. Why does this phenomenon exist? Beats me.
>>44052176It’s time to—du-du-du-du—dudududududuDUEL.https://youtu.be/BBh12lijnzU
Why did I have to be born a disgusting scrote? No compensation from this will ever be enough. Nothing will ever fully erase the στίγμα marked on my flesh due to being born a moid—of being born with that disgusting מוּם between my legs—and, as if that wasn’t enough, the subsequent hideously disfiguring effects of years of endogenous testosterone. The technology to fully change a human body’s sex has not been created yet, and likely will not be within my lifetime. There is nothing for me to do but despair. Fuck my stupid tranny life
i'm fucking fantastic
>>44052180big teddy bear :3
Lonely
>>44052703:3
I’m so sad I didn’t get to see my crush tonight like I was supposed to.
>>44049171she’s quite the scamp
>>44052286trvke
>>44052902I feel a weird desire to consume all the media I liked when I was a teenagerI feel like i've been reset
>>44040830Did not expect a tor parsons mention here
Can you spot the difference from a repper vs egg?
>>44051977>I have friends who are poor but they are still educated so it's fine.So you're not mad at poor people you're mad at stupid people.
>>44053093reppers are ugly disgusting horrible people 25+ with beards and balding who need to be shot, eggs are cute and fem and already pass better than you despite no HRT and are no more than 20 years old.
>>44052726:3
>>44051977>brahmin mentality
sometimes when I see women who kinda look like me but female, same hair color, skin-tone, facial features, stuff like that, I feel sad and angry but also kinda happy. it's not arousal either I checked that
>>44053334I legit i kinda think i look like an ugly skinny troon version of lean beef patty which feels good and bad depending on my mood.
My transition is consistently regressing and I have no idea what to do. Every year I look older and lose more hair, from shock loss after surgeries, from stress, from auto-immune issues, on and on.I ordered nembutal in February, but it never arrived, I guess it was intercepted or I got scammed to begin with. I had a revision rhinoplasty + some fillers in May, and as far as I can tell it made me more masculine overall. I thought I'd be able to fill a hotel bathtub with ice water and go out in my sleep, but I can't possibly get enough bags to make it work, I don't have enough spare opioids to overdose reliably. I don't have access to *any* method short of trying to buy drugs again.I saw cis women in public today and I wanted to cry. Even the middle-aged ones with spotty skin were so much more beautiful than me, and they've never had any work at all. I was on a flight a few days ago and one of the staff misgendered me, three "sirs" in a row. I've had two rounds of ffs, I've had VFS, I've done years of voice training, I've been on HRT since 2021, this shouldn't happen anymore. I put it down to lighting, hair tied up, lack of sleep, and a heavy jacket, but it rattled me.Part of me knows what I'm in right now is a bdd episode, in three months time I'll feel better, whatever. Everyone around me insists I'm passing and pretty. The rest of me knows that I've felt this way on and off since my original FFS in 2023 and that it isn't really going to get better. I should detransition into a feminine man or a butch lesbian, but I can't. It hurts too much. I want more than anything to go back to 2010 and cut the balls off 14 year old me. Fourteen was my last chance to be happy before male puberty but I was such a broken ignorant dumbass I had no idea until it was already too late.
>>44053828nobody rading or gives a fuck about u or ur blogpost lilbro
>>44053828you're having a low take it easy and try to dissociate rather than ruminate
Submit to my penis
>>44053828at least you arent sheen
>>44053828>no mention of srsthey're gunna desist. i guarentee it.
>>44054191I had srs in 2024, I figured the blogpost was long enough. It was a great result functionally and I had my sexual awakening in 2025, the only issues were 1) bad aesthetics from an infection which I'll fix eventually and 2) I had so much sex I got herpes which lead to a few months of alopecia areata and my suicide attempt.>>44054134thank you, I should try reading or something. sorry for feelsdumping too. I feel like 4chan is the only place I can vent besides my diary, everywhere else has my name and people who care about me too much.
>>44054164pics?
>>44052165did it anyway i have a box of 30 100mg capsules. yay. still not sure if ill tell my endo this.
>>44054317do it, it's the forgiveness > permission principle
>>44054402whats that?
I started using dry shampoo and its amazing IDK how I coped without it my whole life
I want to do paizuri on an icicle..
>>44054550dry shampoo causes hair loss
>>44054579wut?
You guys gonna jack off your pp today? I am!
>>44054795Prob yeh
>>44054795No.I can't even remember when I actually jacked off instead of using other stimulation to orgasm.Hoping hrt will shrink my pp (last time, at full mast it was 7") and stop it from getting hard entirely. Would make caging it much easier.
Challenge for trans: go one day without gooning your penis to sissy hypno and similar such things
Just had that twisting knot feeling in the stomach into buldging bussy wombo combo. Oh man I can already tell this is going to be a MONSTER log like absolute painsville giving birth to this bad boy soon. I am NOT looking forward to the crowning process, my busshole is guaranteed to get ripped from it. Pray for me ladies please!
can't believe anya is this dedicated to posting his diaper/shit fantasies every single dayit's been years at this point
what are you up to today pooge
>>44055206Fucking reverse psychology, now I'm watching sissy hypno and jerking my girl penis off
>>44055768pics?
I miss the ability to stand to pee
Beyond Hon and Passoidt. Friedrich NEETzsche>>44055378coping and seething had some thoughts about writing so I'll jot those down and maybe get some proper writing done too changing psych meds so I'm feeling quite bad lolmight do some drawing later idk
>>44055985Got a job atm peggles?
dont answer
