I’ve been out for like 5 years and am fully socially transitioned and have been passing to a point where if people can tell they are polite enough not to ask. I have been so incredibly lucky but i am certain my luck is starting to run out. I have to pluck any facial hair like twice a day and i know nothing about makeup and i’m too scared to try at this point. I am struggling so much to get on hrt. My friend who said she’d help me with diy is in like 5 relationships at once and never has time to talk to me anymore and has been ignoring my texts for a bit. I’m getting increasingly worried that the period of time where i can actually benefit from hrt is ending soon. I saw a trans woman who was like 40 and insanely clocky and i dread looking anything like that. At what point do you give up? I don’t think my future is going to be any better than my past has been. A customer called me sir the other day and it was the first time that had happened in a while. I think i would have cried if i were able to.
>>44221229>I am struggling so much to get on hrt.whats the trouble? just order a vial from av or smth https://pghrt.diy/
>>44221229>5 years of no hrt social transitionholy shit whydon't give up when you literally haven't even tried yetalso do diy yourself instead of giving some poly freak that kind of power over you:>>44156238>>44156238>>44156238
sybau and just try on some damn makeup youtube has tutorials for a reason the privacy of your own home exists for a reason if you do bad wipe it off and try again shits not made with lead an arsenic anymore its not gonna kill you why are you afraid of colorful powder and shimmery gloss get serious and get makeup its not a hard skill to learn
>>44221229You sound like a kid. Don't give up. You will be fine.
