I don't feel much like a horse

>>44361932
>go check /hrtgen/
but im scared of being flagged & blacklisted by customs

>>44430635
Nta, but depending on where you live might be sources within your country so wont go through customs

There's no point in transitioning if I'll never actually be female and will always be stuck male, but I'm probably not even truly trans so it doesn't matter anyway.

>>44430470
I'm a happy horse girl in another life

hi guys im boutta go to bed but give me draw requests cus im hanging out with a cis girl tomorrow and wanna get my stupid tranny thoughts out beforehand

>>44430986
draw a picture of her and yourself as boys dressed as women

tranny horsegirls railing me with their estrogenized meat sticks

>>44430986
draw your favorite bird

i'm the evil and intimidating horse forced to look at the awesome lesbian couple

Why are (you) repping anona? I'll go first
>Iwnbaw or even pass as one
>too much of a coward to transition
>terrible srs results
>Parents and family that would hate me if I did troon out
>I'm probably faketrans anyway and can overcome this

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don't let it be you

>>44431143
>requires too much concerted effort on many different fronts, especially when half the time, it's pointless and you just look like a man in the end regardless, albeit with clearer skin and gyno
>know literally nobody offline except my family, who i don't think i could ever face again if they found out i was trooning
>NEET loser with constant brain fog and no goals for the future
>fuckhuge shoulders despite being short, SHR of 1.45 despite being underweight

>>44431246
this image does nothing to me when they just look like a girl the whole time, not even any masculinization whatsoever from left to right

>>44431246
IWNBAW

>>44431246
:(

>>44431261
this

>>44431246
Inaccurate image, I'm not on hrt and just look like a man.

LET ME OUT

im gay

giwtwm

>>44431246
using boymoder for this is kinda an epic fail

>>44430470
more so than some things, less so than other things

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>>44431246
>>44431261
>>44431309
lore-accurate version

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I want a family so much but I'd have to go through nightmare to achieve it natty.
>have sex (makes me want to kms)
>be pregnant (might actually kms)
>give birth and feminize even more
>do the most womanly shit ever when my brain has always been bored by it, craving competition and retarded dick measuring posturing
To make things worse, I'm an only child. I come from a group that survived a genocide, my grandparents' siblings died, the family went on to be poor as shit. I feel responsible for the bloodline.
Advice appreciated, although I'm not counting on any. I just don't know what to do. I have no one to talk to about this stupid tranny shit either.

>>44432084
You could donate eggs. That way you don't have to get preggers, but conceivably (heh) they'll get put to use.

>>44432084
Not to mention the hormonal typhoon postpartum would be for an ftm that probably already has weird imbalances

>>44431998
Much better, saved

Reply to this post if you are an Adult Human Male.

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>tried escitalopram
>got tremor
Guess I'm just stuck being depressed

>>44432620
There are many other SSRIs and non-SSRIs, although they never cure depression, they are designed to give you the opportunity to change your life for the better, to eliminate what is causing your depression.
So fukin cheer up and talk to your therapist.

>ssris don't cure your depression they uhh make it easier for you to fix it yourself! yeah that's it! It's your fault you're sad! don't blame the meds bro

the cope has transmogrified .

>>44432534
Me!
>>44432743
They kind of help me but only when I take a break from drinking which I rarely ever do

>>44432743
Ahahaa fucking retard.
Anti-depressants are literally legal drugs for you to pump up and do things.
They will not cure you magically, same with estrogen, you have to put some fucking effort.
You will never cure depression and will never be a woman if you don't push this shit.
Do something in your shitty life, at least try doing it. Don't be a retarded sloth that only whines.

>>44432765
SSRIs are a joke and their efficacy was fabricated. They don't work any better than placebo.
Note that psychiatry/psychology is the only field where the patient is routinely blamed for everything and the """"""doctor""""" takes no responsibility.

>>44432773
> They don't work any better than placebo.
I wait for proofs.
> Note that psychiatry/psychology is the only field where the patient is routinely blamed for everything and the """"""doctor""""" takes no responsibility.
Note that nobody cares about such retard like you or me in this world. Whining will not help you.
Nothing will change if you'll not change it yourself.
Cry all thou wantest.

>>44432773
> SSRIs are a joke
Tho the theory of serotonin depression is really failing these days.
But still.
You cannot change anything this big.

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Yep definitely dying, feels like my body is rotting from the inside out.

>>44432773
> and the """"""doctor""""" takes no responsibility.

> fat retard comes to a doctor.
> says knees hurt
> doctor suggests excercises and weight loss
> REEEEEEE YOU ALWAYS BLAME MEEEEEEE DO SOMETHING
Every fucking time.

> SSRIs are a joke and their efficacy was fabricated.
Googled it, it was proven only for Fluoxetine. So STFU, it's one of the oldest meds for depression lol.

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>>44430470
horsee

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>>44432911
>Fluoxetine
That's the one I'm taking

>>44432980
You always could ask for anything other, always describe your feelings from it to a therapist properly.
There are like 50 more anti-depressants. Something will definitely fit, and even if it will not - there are therapy and other things one could consider.
Of course it's good to use anti-depressants with therapy. Finding that one good therapist could be hard, but accomplishable.

>>44433018
P.S.
I tried around 8 or 9 of them until got my life situation improved. Now I don't take any psy meds.
They helped with it, but how much? Never got the answer.

>>44433018
Already in therapy and I think my therapist has gotten sick of me.

>>44433018
>Something will definitely fit,

bro forgot about side effects. holy lel what a joke.
>just try all the drugs broooo nothing bad will happen

please stop giving people advice

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Can I really even call myself a repper anymore if I'm not even trans, I just self psyoped myself into being pseudo gender dysphoric.

>>44433156
> bro forgot about side effects
Yeah. People also could think for themselves and decide. We're not in kindergarten.
Reminder that all happens with help of a therapist, lol.

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I am perpetually terrified of other people.

>>44432534
I don't qualify as human

>>44432620
Just do ECT best bro

Can't tell if the hot flashes and sweats are because the alcohol injections worked, or an indication that I'm dying.

>>44434483
Both nigga, get to the hospital

executive dysfunction did more damage to my life than gender dysphoria im gonna be reel

>>44430470
take your HRT, retards

>>44434894
make me

bf picked up my meds and the pharmacist said "tell her that she needs to update her phone number" and he seemed confused by the pronouns
this man has grabbed my tits while fucking me before be so fucking serious

>>44434932
Why would you have tits? Are you FTM? Post makes no sense to my repper eyes.

>>44434761
I'm long overdue for a hospital stay, I'm just terrified of going.

>>44434964
hrtrepper just take e and don't tell anyone or come out