agpgen upi wanna agp post but this board has been overrrun with 4tran fake hsts failed normies who don't know what "meta-attaction" meansoh wellcome post your agp/mef thoughts nona!/mef/ princesses allowed too because why not :pITT do you like dancing?
>>44663506I wanna grow tits without hormones.I decided to get huge pecs
>>44664098Learning to dance and sing are like the two things I've always wished I was pretty enough to do. Sadly I have the gravelly tranny voice and the body of an elf.
>>44664098blanchard is a fraudloving yourself is based
>>44664124You can learn to sing well.Have you considered lessons?
>>44664098Is MEF discussion allowed here too?I'm trying to come to terms with the fact that I did transition at least partially for a fetish, and accept that that's okay. I was dysphoric but I also used that dysphoria as a crutch to get what I wanted. Can anyone else here relate?Also is it normal for a MEF woman to have an insanely high libido even after getting the snip? Kind of wondering if I'm annoying my bf by sexting with him for the entire work day...
>>44664227>Is MEF discussion allowed here tooYes
>>44664098I'm AGP and MEF!
>>44664098Tbh I'm surprised there aren't more people whose alarm bells go off causing them to detransition or desist. Or maybe those people don't come to this thread?
>>44664502Alarm bells go off for what?
>>44664596Ending your bloodline
>>44664659I wanna have kids.I'll be responsible and keep my bedroom life separate from them. I wont hide my femininity, but I'll raise them with self esteem and boundaries.
>>44664692>I won't hide my femininityWhat does that mean?
>>44664596I never once worried about this from the moment I touched HRT onwards. Women have never been appealing to me in that way, only men are. If I think about an attractive woman I feel nothing, but with an attractive man I think about sex with him, dating him, marrying him, having his children. There's no point in thinking I'm throwing something away by transitioning when it was already over for me from the very start.
>>44664839Meant for >>44664659
>>44664848Did women ever approach you?>having his childrenSo you accept the impossibility of reconciling your feelings with reality? I don't mean to sound like a nerd, but what is the idea behind that? Or are you banking on future technology?
>>44664706If I wanna use eyeliner, I will
>>44664882>Did women ever approach you?No, never once, though one or two did mildly sexually assault me as a teenager. Several guys did approach me though, even pre-troon.>So you accept the impossibility of reconciling your feelings with reality?I don't like thinking about the impossibility, so no? Those feelings that arise about sex and pregnancy are completely involuntary. It takes a moment for my conscious brain to catch up and say "oh yeah, you can't do that".>Or are you banking on future technology?I'm in my early 30s so the only technology I could see helping me with this is in-vitro gameteogenesis, but that still requires surrogacy soo...
>>44664968>Several guys did approach me though, even pre-troon.I wish that happened to meI'd be sucked so many dick's
>>44664968lol ok
>>44664839>I think about sex with him, dating him, marrying him, having his childrenI feel this but with men and women lol
>>44664839Grok premium told me that the part of our the brains that controls emotions and sexuality actually behaves and has the size of women's. That side of your brain is actually making you want to be pregnant. Btw, did you have a delayed puberty? Or little facial/body hair? Or grew small boobs? Or high voice? It happened to me, but unfortunately my face is not feminine.
>>44665041I never accepted any of them. Hated the idea of dating a guy as a guy.>>44665043?>>44665053I'm talking about thoughts like fully picturing him putting his dick in me and inseminating me, and me becoming pregnant from that. Not just a background thought but full on images in my mind of each of these steps. Does that happen for you too with women, Nona?>>44665101>Btw, did you have a delayed puberty? Or little facial/body hair? Or grew small boobs? Or high voice?Not at all :( I actually had really bad facial hair starting at like 14 ir something. Hated it with a burning passion and clean shaved it daily for a whole decade.
My sex drive has been nuked for years I wish I could be agp again :/
>>44664227I know there's one MEF here that posts, she got the snip (so she could only receive ya know) and is still super horny. and gets to have her pussy penetrated now
>>44665174>Does that happen for you too with women, Nona?I imagine what you describe... But never like being impregnated... My mind knows it's not possible...But I fantasize about impregnating women
Any other AGPs never transitioning because they could never look like the girls in their fantasies?
>>44665412I don't want to ion hormones. Not because I wouldn't like it, but because I love when I get agp euphoria and I can feel the femininity of my own body. I love it. I'm learning to love myself and what I am. Also, I like exercising and being healthy. And I like being strong
>>44665289Was that poster one of the namefags?
>>44665523no but in every MEF thread they say "I trooned for the fetish" or something to that effect
>>44664659Ending my bloodline is a bonus.I'd reluctantly continue my bloodline if God or science saw fit to give me a uterus, but as it is my bloodline is dead.
>>44665630sounds like that "mefperv" poster desu
>>44663506I was on hrt for 4 years, but stopped growing after the first year, and I believe that's the norm, from the studies I remember reading.>>44664227I think people here mix up mef with being AGP+ a masochist.
>>44665747That's not the norm. Breast growth is complicated but it takes time.Usually, at 1 year into being at female level it helps to start progesterone because that helps with internal development related to milk ducts.Were you at typical female blood levels of hormones? Are your female relatives usually small breasted? Did you starve yourself? Because those are the usual causes of it plateauing after a year.
