I fumbled the loml by being too bpd and now I have no hopes of ever finding anyone else. What do I do. Ghost in the Shell 30th Anniversary 4K re-release.
>>44832704I will ask if she wants to go see it tomorrow
>>44832704sameim just gonna be poly atp idrc anymore
>>44832704What happened that you fumbled that bad?
>>44832767She could just never seem to reply. When we did talk it was great, but I just got annoyed with having to wait days between conversations. She was also an attention whore and posting thirst traps on twitter so I’m a retard for getting attached but still.OP
if you didn't indulge ridiculous fantasies you wouldn't become cynical like this. pessimism is the antidote to the cynicism that naturally follows thwarted optimism
>>44832790I know, I just couldn’t help it. It was a mix of having known her for long enough I thought we had a real connection, even as friends, and just having too high standards for the people around me despite keeping them around.OP
>>44832788Doesn't sound very good for soleone that's the love of tyour life. I hope you find someone who actually wants to give you attention soon :(
>>44832823as the other nona said, i think you might be exaggerating a bit when you call this person the love of your life. it hurts now, but, if i am to continue being cold and calculating, it's a relatively superficial wound. it's not like you were in an ltr with this person for a decade or something
>>44832847idk i just feel like i’m just not meant for relationships. if it’s never going to happen oh well.>>44832869same thing i said earlier. i’m not cold or calculating i don’t think, i just don’t think anyone will ever get me, at least as much as she did.OP
>>44832894>i just don’t think anyone will ever get me, at least as much as she didsomehow i doubt that she got you very much, if it ended with her ghosting (your shell)
Me too and she started cancelling me to people and going to war with me too. Really fucked up
>>44832980idk it just kinda died off for me. we had a conversation, stopped talking for a bit, talked a couple more times. I decided it was worse to keep talking, especially if she was going to keep doing it, and removed her on everything. I don’t think there’s any bad blood I just believe she’ll never improve in my eyes and I’m not high value enough to look past mymistakes in hers.OP
