>>45100227
Would Christophuh be AGP or HSTS?

>>45100227
i wish i was afab

>>45100303
This. I have too many masculine features for me to want to troon out at this point.

>>45100303
>you wish you was a born a woman
>you want to shit eggs out of your cunt every month
>knock knock you blew it

>>45100303
I wish I was amab

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>>45100265
>kid these counterpoints, hollywood toobs, slutty models on onlyfans these are all make believe
>look at me i was born had agp, crossdressed a few years, low dosed a few more and here i am half a repper guy

Hi, FBI!

Discontinue the Estrogen

>>45100411
My FBI agent probably trooned out already

its easy to rep when i dont look at tranny porn or twinks or really any kind of feminine males. just smoke weed and play vidya bros

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>>45100661
Can we talk about feminine males here

>>45100687
how is he feminine

I compromised, I gooned to feminization

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>>45100707
Well this is him/her now

Suicide

>>45101239
thanks for making me extremely jealous i hope you kys

I identify as a _

>>45101255
Humanoid shaped piece of garbage

i need to amputate my legs and get a million dollars worth of surgery and kill myself

>>45101404
but if you amputate yourself how are you going to kill yourself

>>45101425
i still have arms in this situation

>>45101282
My gender identity is not valid (Type error)

>>45101435
you would probably be in a wheelchair so how would you kill yourself if you are in a wheelchair

>>45101459
i could figure something out

its not fair that people get to troon out and live their best lives

do you even deserve to live if you're a 6'2 dysphoric

how to make friends

can someone please save me from all of my problems

>>45097889
it seems for a lot of reppers here their depression would cease if their dysphoria were cured
>>45097887
utter trvthnvke
>>45099456
if that worked people could just stop being gay
>>45101600
yes
>>45101829
>>45101723
i don't know
>>45101566
it's a leap into faith and you can do it too even if it seems impossible

>>45101931
>yes
lmao

i just saw some repper light herself on fire.
please dont rep

>>45101953
but that repper had cancer so she just decided to die in a cool way

>>45101931
My depression wouldn't cease

watching anime gave me an AGP flare-up
I need a lobotomy asap

im not a trnny I relate to >>45090454

>>45102039
tldr?

>>45102007
Just watch Dragon Ball Z. Lots of masculinity in that one.

>>45102066
its why that person isn't trans but ended up on hrt for a year. How they recognised those things to not be true and how they ended up like this

how do i kill myself

>>45101999
you are depressed like me
>>45101943
yes

>>45102095
the damage is already done, I don't want to watch anything anymore

>>45102039
Every single nigga in that thread is going to be back on E within 2 years
They're just honeymooning the short while that you remain slightly feminine while off E

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should i try hrt if i look like the guy on the left

>>45102192
I remember having depression long before I had dysphoria.
>>45102201
From what I read in that thread the cis people seem to feel stuck in a weird limbo state of existing. I can relate very much to that. It's hard for me to feel like a man if I don't even feel like a human.

its not fair

>>45100687
>>45100707
Looks like a lesbian with male runner body

>>45100227
take your HRT, retards

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guess who is the disgusting dirty tranny

>>45102341
Dysphoria and gender dysphoria are not mutually exclusive.
>>45102431
it's not fair
>>45102562
white and black

>>45102592
What do you mean? I use the terms interchangeably. I want to be a woman.

>>45102630
I'm probably the only one who uses the term like this but etymologically it makes sense to think of dysphoria as a broad malaise or inexistence, a type of dissociation that cannot be described by any other word. A sense of unreality, that your body causes you extreme pain to inhabit. Gender dysphoria is a subset of this relating to gender, but the term ought to be used independently to cover all sorts of feelings. I know in modern times people sometimes say "body terror" but imo only dysphoria covers the true breadth of meaning.

>>45102556
i dont have hrt

>>45102669
get soem

>>45102562
is that joey ramone

>>45102683
i dont have moeny

smeared estrogen on my skin again

>>45102713
cool

>>45102706
get soem

>>45102723
sorry i lied

>>45102734
:-(

>>45102731
but im currently neetmaxxing

i am a truly bad person that deserves to be in miserable anguish for eternity

>>45100227
Well I dont even think I am a real repper I have agp so its easy to manage and besides I wont really nuke my life over it

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>>45102556
HRT won't unrape me or turn everyone into an anthro woman.

>>45103107
i dont care if its real or not i still want it because i am a selfish and evil person

>>45103119
Well thats for you and its fine but I can manage and I just need to find a gf then I can get over it pretty quickly

>>45100546
mine both died for no fucking reason

>>45102556
eww that shit's for foids

should i try getting on hrt

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>>45100227
stop repping or this will be you

I thought there was no way I could end up a faggot but I'm really losing my het attraction

>>45104775
Fuck off, I'm already me and that's much worse than whatever that screenshot is.

>>45104775
is this the anon that was posting about stage IV pancreatic cancer? holy shit

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>>45104775
>stop repping or I'll mock your suicide

I beat myself in the head really hard again like 11 hours ago and now I woke up with a headache, I wonder if I gave myself brain damage or am just hungry from not eating

>>45105134
holy shit you might be right... fucking insane. i remember that :(

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>>45100389

>>45105786
there was another anon who posted briefly after about a repper self-immolating... foreshadowing...
crazy to think he might have posted in this general

>>45105935
not that crazy desu I could totally see that

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>>45105935
This totally could have been him/her :(

shit sucks

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Yep this thread is showing up in some True Crime youtuber's exposé three months from now. Smile for the camera boys.

>>45102039
brutally relatable thread
if >>45092803 is around let me know if you come to a solution or breakthrough. I didn't know there were other forever-questioners here.

>>45106285
is it possible you are just enby?
this board is extremely enbyphobic and will absolutely push you out of the idea that it could even be valid, but it is where some people land
t. enby that got dogpiled on here numerous times for being enby

>>45106285
yes thats me. I think the problem is that other people set the concept of being trans up as a binary, either you are trans or you arent. Which works for some people, but to be trans is to in some way be partially both, at least thats how it seems to me, part of me will always wish to be feminine, but even if I was 100% feminine a part of me will always be this hurt boy as well. So I think I need to be true to myself, I don't feel the need to transform into someone else as much anymore, I just want to be more myself and more tolerant of the parts of me that disturb me, and not put a label on it, im not trans or cis I'm just gonna be whatever I am.

is life about more than getting mogged by women

>>45100227
>consider myself straight cis guy
>despite secretly crossdressing since birth
>date women without problems
>lose interest
>goon to tranny porn where I insert as the trans girl
>coom
>thoughts subside
>get good at makeup
>dress up and go on date with guy
>have sex and coom
>fuck that was actually hot
>no longer interested in women

FUCK

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>>45106116
>>45105935
>>45104775
holy shit what a crybaby

>>45102562
when in reality it's the one on the right perma manmoding with a cooked frame

>>45106116
hllllyyy shiiiii what if

>>45106600
what sissy hypno does to a father of 2

>>45107093
its so nice of gooseworx to make the amab tranny the tallest of them all

>>45102226
how it feels to interact with women

can a tranny please kidnap me and force feminize me

>>45107131
ohno i was just joking i didnt realise it was actually them

>>45107155
congrats on getting it right

>>45105630
Don't see the mocking

>>45107106
No sissy hypno. Just regular trans porn. Sissy hypno is weird.

Sigh another night another dream where I'm not a woman. Can anons please help me on how to do this? If I can't be one in real life I'd at least like to be one in dreams.

did nothing for hours again

>>45106116
omg it's definitely them

>>45107367
I'm waiting for proof it's actually them before I start going crazy.

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maybe these polycules have the right idea maybe it's time to embrace the cuddle pile.

>>45107670
I can't imagine any real love or stability in these things.

>>45107757
I don't have any love in my life anyway at least I could get a cuddle

Reading the bible and getting comfort by the works of the Lord.

>>45103107
if you engage in agp the disassociation will come apart enough to make you realize how bad it is then the crying and moaning will start

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Why bother living if I can't be a pretty princess?

how do i learn to accept who i am and stop lamenting the fact that i wasn't born female

>>45106191
>>45109014
now stop it i don't like that kinda tawk

>>45106417
>>45106440
maybe I am enby but idk I have extreme black and white thinking and I struggle to see enbyism as a medical 'thing'. Maybe the play is just to accept being in the middle, idk what else to do. nothing in my life would even change that much if any.

I WISH THE LORD WOULD TAKE ME NOW

>>45103107
>>45108928
Actually the last couple times I jerked off, I didn't even want to but forced myself to do it. I did it so I can imagine a heterosexual scene in my head where I take the role of the man. Of course it's not exciting but if I want any chance of being a normal person I have to do this.

I wish I was anyone but me

>>45109193
Well I do because how else are we ever going to find happiness?

>>45109275
>DIY conversion therapy by way of imagining straight sex when cooming
I did this for about 4-5 years thinking i could rewire my brain and still ended up trooning at 23
it doesn't work anon

>>45107189
the well edited musical compilations are better at evoking a feeling than plain porn

>>45109193
>now stop it i don't like that kinda tawk
what did i do

>>45109857
I'm an AGP cismoid. I possess the capability for regular heterosexuality. Maybe if I just get a gf this nightmare can end. Too bad I'm a virgin incel though.

>>45108928
>muh dissociation
You don't even know what that word means, retard. Implying all AGPs are dissociating 24/7 is nothing but a pinkpiller scare-tactic

im so sad im wasting my life away without friends, i just wanna go out with somebody

>>45110286
nobody said that and deep disassociation is real it's double bad with autism because you can't tell your feelings and with a long term thing it's pretty much a normal

>>45109725
honestly body-wise you will probably be fucking fine don't rope if you don't even try hrt.

>>45110271
>I'm an AGP cismoid
that's what I thought too because an older girl pursued me in HS (she was a graduate) and we dated. Had to imagine AGP shit to coom a second round, after 18 had a breakdown, lost all attraction - still spent 5 years wallowing around like an asshole before starting transitioning.
I'd recommend actually doing something with a woman that a heterosexual man would do, you know, before you say you have straightness in you, but what do i know

>>45110368
dissociation is bad and caused by suffering. i hate it

>>45109725
my shoulders are bonier than this does it mean i'm wider

>>45110419
I can't. My confidence has been shattered and I feel like an empty corpse. I can't get with a woman.

>>45110369
Are you serious? :O Could you explain which of my features benefit me?

I had a dream about the war
it wasn't horrifying, just routine modern trench warfare

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtQKE0bkX0A
>born to be the right
>forced to be the left
don't ask me what rabbit holes i'm going down to find this but holy mother of GIWTWM

I think this tranny obsession really is just a phase for me. I can manage to look in the mirror for a few seconds and be okay. I already didn't look in the mirror for years before I got gender dysphoria. It's just depression and that's it. I know if I ever trooned out I'll just be scared and the moments of euphoria would be fleeting at best.

>>45109230
It's not talked about thoroughly in the entry but the DSM-5's chapter on Gender Dysphoria recognizes that it can be the desire to be "the other gender or an insistence that one is the other gender (or some alternative gender different from one’s assigned gender)"

ENBYism is probably a real medical thing that is just not prevalent in actuality (I'm still of the opinion that many 'enby' people are kind of appropriating GD). If you subscribe to the theory that GD comes from improper brain masculinization/development due to hormone levels during fetal development it seems reasonable to me that under certain circumstances it may not fully go either way.

>>45112674
I actually love enbys. They don't deserve to be a laughing stock of any community.

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i kind of look like this

every time i see an afab jealousy and rage consumes me

I am a woman in my dreams and I am comfortable
I am a man in dreams and I am comfortable too
All these dreams have in common is that I feel accepted and welcomed by others, and that is enough to make it all feel alright

>>45112207
You can have both depression and gender dysphoria. It definitely helps to work on the gender dysphoria regardless.

the world needs to feel my rage

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should i try taking hrt if i look like this guy

>>45113808
I look like a short haired version of this.

>>45113833
so should i try taking hrt

>>45113721
shut up goofy nigga you sound gay

>>45113887
sowwy senpai

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>>45108945
Same, with my current body im just a very nice guy that people look for when they need help, if i was female i feel like i could have some princess like qualities by just being fully free to be myself

>>45110286
I'm disassociating 24/7

I'm 25
Gonna kill myself i think

i want hrt but im scawed

>>45113926
I heard it can give you brain tumors and it made me even more scared

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>>45113918

>>45113911
Same, although for me it was from frying my brain robotripping too many times.

>>45113926
Just diy it
>>45113932
No it can't just do monotherapy

>>45114005
>Just diy it
but i dont have money

>>45113935
I'm not sexy unless you consider dudes sexy, i just look like a guy and I'm a manlet

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>>45114034

trans women are women who had the misfortune of being forced through the wrong puberty. i'm simply an autistic man who wants to be a woman :c

>>45114010
you can scrape up a few hundred dollars i know that for a fact
>>45114069
same

>>45114078
>you can scrape up a few hundred dollars i know that for a fact
but im a no income neet

>>45114069
same

>>45114069
I am a straight cis man who wishes he was born female.

>>45114044
i just look like a depressed manlet with long hair and a chiseled jaw and huge bulging linebacker shoulders and now I'm fucking old as fuck
I should kms

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over a year of detrooning later and my face hasn't changed at all, i still get laser, my test is in the 800s naturally after almost half a decade on injections and a few years of pills

>>45114115
>over a year of detrooning
I know this is repgen and all but I have to ask, why?

>>45114137
health issues related to it in my case
ironically part of it was to not have to worry about wardrobe OCD and sticking out like a sore thumb but i get she'd nonstop now that i dress and act like a guy
i think people think i'm an ayden

ok i told my mom about my tranny thoughts and she told me that i just need to accept my body

>>45114225
she ain’t wrong

>>45114085
yes and even you can do it
>>45114115
this is about the time that you start defeminizing, have fun :D
>>45114161
what health issues?

>>45114307
nothing has changed besides body hair, it’ll be two years soon
beard is dead, ass is still fat, ironically i get treated better now

>>45114299
i feel sad i should probably kms

>>45114332
accepting it or dying are your only choices.

>>45113900
repping would probably be easier for me if I felt like people could see me as at least an approachable friendly guy instead of me being an intimidating 6'5" linebacker-built tank :(

At least then coping would be easier but instead I'm forced to face the reality of my situation every single moment I'm outside. I've slowly watched myself get more and more unapproachable as I tower more and more over my peers

>>45114085
literally just get into reselling stuff on ebay from yard sales and flea markets the profit margins are crazy and it takes no skill at ALL

>>45114069
No, you are in autistic woman who wants to be who you are c:

>>45114392
>literally just get into reselling stuff on ebay from yard sales and flea markets the profit margins are crazy and it takes no skill at ALL
no i like my stuff

>>45114402
errr the whole point is that you buy stuff specifically to sell lol, you're not selling YOUR stuff!

>>45114424
that sounds like it would take a long time

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>>45114372
same. desu if i grew up to be a twink or something, maybe i would've never developed GD. alas, i was born a man

>>45114435
you sound like a chud who should buy a bullet and rent a gun and die

>>45114435
well there's no such thing as a free money button but this is pretty close, just don't overpay for dumb stuff and you can like 20x your money as long as you can sacrifice some time

>>45114441
sorry im not american

>>45114446
you should get raped to death by brown muzzies

>>45114440
ja, I'm honestly more jealous of men who weren't fully raped by male puberty into demons than I am of cis women, because at least they could reasonably transition or even rep easier. Maybe it's because it's closer to something I could have reasonably been rather than a fantasy

>>45114450
i would be ok with that

>>45114458
i fit that category but i suffer because im short which has bad implications in male social dynamics

>>45114463
you make me sick chud.

>>45114473
im sowwy senpai

>>45114485
im going to cum in your anus

>>45114497
but im a disgusting ugly amab

>>45114467
Sorry for encouraging transitioning in the rep channel lol but I have to ask why not try then if you are uncomfortable with male social dynamics and have the height for it? I really do feel like height is gender for so many people and most other things can be fixed somehow but height is just the one factor that can't. I'm probably asking this because I'm jealous lol

>>45114467
As a 5'11 neverpasser I am obligated to hate you.

>>45114515
dynamics were arguably harder and more complex when trooning
there will always be an element of discomfort with my body i have to and have accepted

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>>45114497
>>45114505
why are we doing degradation kink erp

>>45114520
can i take those eleven inches off you

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>>45114530

>>45114505
don’t care bend over you slut.

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>>45114545
yes daddy uwu

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me and who?

>>45114115
Why would you even throw it away if you got to that point? It's not like you can undo the social repercussions. You know it's gonna fuck your body up right? Remasculinizing might be slow if you were on e so long, but once you end up like us it'll be too late to undo it

I don't want to keep enduring this shit just let me die please

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>>45114538
Please
>>45114444
Might try this for extra booze money.

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>>45114115
>>45114137
>>45114626
Throughout my years of observing these spheres from the sidelines I've watched a few cases like this unfold. A sad tranny who was never really super masculine to begin with will detransition, get to be an androgynous twink for a couple years thanks to the residual effects, then finally retransition into a slightly schizo but overall more chill and content transwoman.
It really messes with your heart to watch as a repressor who just gradually became more and more miserable without ever making any drastic change. Your first impulse is to hate them out of jealousy, but really it's a you problem. Not that I can't relate, it absolutely does feel like God is taunting you.

babydollanon are you here?

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I posted picrel nearly 2 years back, a bit before my most recent attempt to an hero. I didn't think I could get lower than that, but here we go.
The time I was on minimum-dose E triggered hereditary issues and now my right leg is basically all varicose veins. Hurts a lot, gives out at times. I know it's due to E, since I had some left and spent the past year pretty much switching the worst of the symptoms on and off by giving myself injections and seeing what happens, didn't even care if I fuck myself up more, just wanted to know if there never was any chance to begin with and, lo and behold, there wasn't - apparently hrt couldn't have been a safe option for me no matter what and if I came out at the right time I'd just end up having to detransition before 18 anyway. Doctor was baffled at all of this, cause "it's usually something that happens only to women, Mr. Anon." Yeah, cool, no shit
With this, I thought that the only thing I could ever do was come clean to my family and tell them why I was like this all these years. I wrote them a letter and left to walk the Camino from Portugal (am yuropoor, literally the cheapest way for me to disappear for a few weeks). I don't know, I thought it'd change something, but it just made everyone depressed in a different way, and while it was good to accomplish something like this, I can't say it gave me much desu, mostly just realized that things really are going to be just like this forever and ever now - this, and absolutely turn to despising all people after being on the road that long
Turning 30 tomorrow and christ, I don't know how I'm gonna pull off living like this another thirty. I promised my mom way back not to an hero, so I guess I won't, but I just need it to end. I fucking hate the world for putting me through all this, all of us. This isn't fucking living - what is it all for? So soccer moms don't have to look at troons at the mall? So beer-gut retarded guys can feel better than "dem tranny freaks"? what a joke

>>45114938
tldr?

>>45114938
Poor sweet girl I love you

sometimes my big ugly man head feels like it's gonna pop open from the pressure inside but it never actually does

>>45115159
Your head is lovely I wish you could rest it on my shoulder

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>>45114938

>>45115323
your shoulder would shatter under the weight of my massive skull

GD is the most retarded shit of all time, why is repping so hard? I literally have a height/frame most guys would love to have, ironically started looking like a decent guy right before it flared up bad, and am at a good uni, yet my life is being destroyed by this shit? Why can I not just be happy as I am, or at least why can't my mind think it will be happier with things I can actually change instead of wanting to be something completely different.

I like to think I'm a kind of smart/logical person, and this state of mind is the most illogical thing of all time. I mean, why do I have these insane thoughts of becoming an amputee just so I wouldn't be as tall (I wouldn't be retarded enough to do this fyi)? It makes zero sense to me.

i didn't know the answer to weather i want to age as a woman or a man since old men are okay as men but looking at literal john50s crossdressing really settled it for me

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hrt?

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>>45115404
>I like to think I'm a kind of smart/logical person, and this state of mind is the most illogical thing of all time
you mean having desires is illogical, tard?
>wanting to have sex is """illogical"""
>liking the color blue is """illogical"""
>laughing at jokes is """illogical"""
just because we're too dumbfuck to understand where this shit comes from doesn't make it illogical ffs, just that humans can't follow the cause-and-effect on anything beyond basic shit. you want to cut off your legs because you want to be shorter because you want to be a woman anon, it's not a fucking ontological dilemma just because it's impossible to do and you can't get over it

the fact that I'm 6'2 has kept me repping for years, but lately I've been imagining how it would feel to be a clocky tall tranny and it scares me how much I'm starting to no longer entirely hate the idea

>>45115605
> you mean having desires is illogical, tard?
Yeah I get what you mean but they're desires for something so completely unattainable for me. Like the other things you mentioned *are* attainable so I don't really think of them the same way. IDK I was just specifically upset with myself when writing that, I'm a different person then I was 5 seconds ago or something.

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>>45115677
just portlandmaxx hon

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hrt?

>>45115701
Not that kind of clocky tall tranny, my standards haven't fallen quite that low yet
I like men anyway so I wouldn't be a transbian. Actually I'd probably just be alone forever because no man would ever want me.

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is donald a repper?

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>>45115764
yes

>>45114311
yeah your ass will stop being fat soon enough
laser isn't permanent either
for your sake i hope it lasts longer though
>>45114440
it's not any better being a twink, i am invisible to most people just the same
>>45114938
rip
varicose veins are usually treatable but yea it fuckin sucks to not be on hrt becaues of health issues
>>45115677
go for it, you're not gonna get any shorter

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My Mum was complaining that the restaurant we went to had menstrual bins in the bathrooms that said these bins are for 'all people who menstruate'.

I have my own apartment now so I can finally walk around wearing nothing but panties.

>>45115677
The only trans people I see in public these days are taller than me. I'm 5'10".

anyone scared of being soft and pretty in the face like someone could throw jizz or acid or anything disgusting in between at you

>>45115956
yeah the shorter ones can actually pass lol
I still fucking hate being so gigantic don't get me wrong. It really does feel horrible to tower over everyone.

>>45115993
as an ugly guy, no I'm not afraid of being pretty in the face
I'd kill to be good looking

>>45116043
i think it can be paranoia inducing if you've heard about people having bad experiences esp in the news or had a hint of having some yourself
pretty sure girls used to discouraged from putting on too much eyeliner because that basically asking for it in a way

time flies when you've lost all hope

>>45115690
Whether a desire is unattainable is irrelevant. It's completely and laughably unattainable in a realistic sense to ever win the lottery; do people still play, having the DESIRE to maybe, just maybe win? Obviously.

im a kangaroo im a kangaroo im hopping yeah

Anime girl? That's not me
Anime boobs? That's not me
Anime vagina? That's not me
Anime butt? That's not me

>>45114626
you assume i was ever masculine to begin with
my balls still work too somehow
>>45114891
this is repgen so what do you think i'm doing? repping, because we can't become women and even those of us who can look like them often don't get enough from just that. ultimately it is a hassle
>>45115824
>yeah your ass will stop being fat soon enough
>laser isn't permanent either
i've been told this over and over and the longer i go with no change the more the goalposts change
obviously i get touch up laser but as far as everything else, no, if they were going to change they would've by now

>>45114938
>hereditary issues
main reason i quit too after almost a decade

>>45116503
fuck off passoid faggot

>>45116088
Yeah but you can be paranoid about anything at any time for any reason that's what paranoia is.

>>45116503
hi i saw your post on page 1 so i am not a /repgen/ native. i transitioned a long time ago and i very much did 'become a woman'. i am curious what you mean when you say you can't become women. do you mean you, specifically, as though there's something unique about you (or about trans women who do become women)? or do you mean that no trans women can become women?

>>45116718
NTA but you can't become the opposite sex.

>>45116677
ok bitterchuds

>>45116479
Wtf is anime vagina?

>>45116811
>Wtf is anime vagina

Something I will never ever have ever. (A perfect, 2D anime girl reproductive anatomy)

>>45116783
that is confusing because i did so

>>45116811
holla bout that anime pussy my nigga

People say women aren't a monolith, and that's true but let's not pretend there aren't consistent, observable behaviors to be found in every group. What's the point of me in stopping repping if I know I can never conjure up innate female behavioral patterns without forcing myself incredibly hard to do it? I'm not a woman in any capacity. If I trooned it wouldn't just be an optics tsar bomba, it would be like the sun exploding and all life being wiped out.

>>45116718
>do you mean you, specifically, as though there's something unique about you
yeah
there's nothing unique about me, I'm just ugly and old and tall and will never pass
other trans women can become/do whatever

>>45116700
true even being the most intimidating man wouldn't be enough there will always be something
we agps only remember the good times when we coom but the truth is we also self insert during the embarrassing times for women and it quietly adds to our account of repfuel

>>45116921
In practice it doesn't matter. "Being a woman" may be possible (It isn't), but looking like a woman or being treated like one is not.

Sure you can define your starting point as the finish line and say I'm a woman but in practical terms it's not useful to your dysphoria.

>>45117297
meant to reply to >>45116884

>>45117297
idk i pass and i think most trans women could

If u make yerself fat snd ugly enough, no one will want u snd u wont deal with harassment

>>45117807
no

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I remember watching Uma as Poison Ivy and wanting to be her SO BAD

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>>45117807

>see a guy walking down the street with his girlfriend
>wish I could be him and have a girlfriend too
>fapping alone at home
>wish I could be the girl and get railed by men
>the cycle repeats
>forever
Make it stop

I want to get FUCKED by a man with a BIG COCK in my ANIME PUSSY until I ORGASM.

>>45118590
We both know it won't stop. I already believed a loving god didn't exist but this stuff is just another piece of evidence for why.

does it ever get better

I'm still ugly and old and a piece of shit
I'm going to kill myself

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>>45115404
Same. If I could only act like a man, at all. If I only wanted to have sex with women as a man. I'd probably have been fine. Attractive women have shown interest in me. But I have brain problems and want to be the girl instead.

>>45118936
I've rejected 2 women who absolutely wanted to ride my cock. Sex as a man sucks despite how much we crave it. You have to do all the work just as with everything else in life. Female orgasms must feel amazing, and they keep going on and on unlike with the shitty male orgasm where you feel "pleasure" for 5 seconds then have to wait a few minutes before going again. I'm not a misogynist at all, nor am I creep. I am very respectful to women, but let me just say that a lot of them either don't know the pleasure their bodies are capable of producing, or they simply don't care because they see men as disgusting rapebeasts. For a man to even grace their presence they have to simply know how to do everything. Women are not responsible for their own pleasure and they expect men to do everything. To them, sex is not something they do together with someone, it's something that's done to them by a rapebeast who behaved in the way she approved throughout a certain time interval. It's really fucked up. We really can't fucking break away as a species from our biology. I know I'm not a woman and I never will be one, but damn do I wish I was one. Menstruation and pregnancy are significant biological burdens, I will concede that. But I feel like being male is a constant never ending test just to prove that you're a person.

>>45113330
i looked in the mirror again and i do actually look really similar to this person so should i try to take hrt or should i continue repping?

>>45119022
as long as you're not above 6' youll probably pass eventually, so if your social situation allows it and it'll stop you from roping, why not try?

>>45119161
i am above 6

>>45119173
eh I see a lot of women around that are above 6'0 and it does give me hope, but then I remember I'm taller then all of them. Are you like 6'1' or 6'2? Or like 6'6

That changes things I feel

Push comes to shove just musclemommymaxx and you'll have safe-horny tungsten cube guys all over you

>>45119197
going outside sounds scary

I feel like there's a new crop of reppers in here every other month.

>>45100227
How do you all resolve the contradiction of self-identifying as a repper?

>>45119299
Because there's no better word really. I guess I'd split it into subconscious reppers and conscious reppers. Anyone posting here would be a conscious one because we know we have GD but purposefully do not transition. Nonconscious repping is repping the fact you even have GD at all.

can someone please save me from my misery

>>45119438
That makes sense. Personally I have a sort of gender dysphoria that makes me want inconsistent traits that HRT doesn't really function as a clean fix to, so I guess I fit the definition well enough to be here.

anyone in tx wanna kill me?

>>45119495
How so? Can I stick needles in your eyes like in Audition?

>>45119299
simple pragmatic reasons

I want to stop being an agp weirdo
where do I start

>>45119452
I don't even know what kind I have. It's not even like I care that much for having tits or ass or anything like that, maybe it's because I know it's fixable with HRT. I just hate how masculine I am: height, shoulders, hips, stomach, bottom dysphoria, I get mind dysphoria sometimes if that makes sense. I feel like I can't bring myself to cry over my emotions because of the fact I'm masculine down to the brain itself that gives me these thoughts. I also hate most cis men and really dislike the fact I'm expected to be friends with them and am cropped in with them as a "man."

>>45119018
You might just be gay bro.
Normal straight men enjoy having sex as men a lot

idk if i should get on hrt or kms

>>45119928
Well are you AGP in the way that you're specifically aroused at becoming a transwoman or sissyfication/crossdressing is arousing, or do you think AGP-like tendancies have cropped up from genuine intrinsic gender dysphoria? I subscribe to Julia Serano's theory that a lot of what people classify as AGP or even AAP in trans people is downstream from GD and it's repression and a natural response/desire.

>>45119949
you might be more of a woman than I am if that means anything

>>45119949
not a repper but I relate to you a lot
I think it's cope but I have misandry because I'm forced to be grouped in with males, forced to be one too
like a very good amount of men are cattle who are only interested in alcohol, sports and video games
I used to have more female friends but we drifted apart so I don't have any friends at all. the influence other men had on me, especially in my teenage years also damaged my psyche

im sad that my mom did not accept me but im happy that i atleast tried so i guess im ready to die now

>>45120398
Relate, I was friends with a lot of girls during my K12 but never really kept up with them after graduation. I struggle to try to form those same connections in college when I'm starting from the position of someone fully masculinized instead of a kid. But yeah, I hate mental masculinity, and at the very least I have the reprieve that I know myself not to be an alcoholic abusive rapebeast like so many others are. I do love video games though lol

>>45120425
You sound young, your mom shouldn't be the only indicator if you can be happy or not. If you are young, then there is still so much time for you to figure out your life, whether you will transition or rep (if you are young and can figure out ANY way and are sure of your true identity, transition). You can do great things and can become an awesome person, don't be ready to die because one person doesn't understand your plight.

>>45120311
Speaking personally, the earliest I can remember my AGP manifesting was at 4 years old. The time when my gender dysphoria manifested was 2 months ago. I'm in my mid 20's now.

>>45120554
Continuing, critics of AGP always seem to gloss over the very real romantic/emotional aspect of it, which relates to me much more these days. The erotic element is merely the origin or starting point. It can develop and manifest itself in many ways.

>>45120554
If not too personal, what is AGP manifesting at that age like, and what makes you think it was AGP?

I remember feeling dysphoria when I was about that age, a strong dislike for my genitals and the usual sort for early GD, but then I started FULLY repping and psyop'd myself into being a bit AGP by reading magical TG-TF stories in my teen years, but with the more recent reemergence of my dysphoria that fetish basically disappeared, that's why I think it was my brain trying to cope and explain my underlying GD and why I am able to relate to the idea that AGP is downstream from GD in many cases.

>>45120614
Getting aroused at the thought of being a woman. I don't remember most of my early childhood memories similar to most people, but for some reason I remember that happening. Then when I masturbated for the first time, I was 11 if I believe. I didn't know exactly what I was doing, and I didn't know about orgasm, but that whole time I made up a scenario in my head where I was a woman.

>>45120311
I don’t see the point in splitting hairs this much.
I just want to be a woman. Why make it more complicated than that?
I have my own reasons, other people might have different reasons, whatever. Some of my reasons are sexual and some aren’t. But at the end of the day it’s pretty straightforward.

>>45120543
I didn't mean that sports or video games are necessarily bad (I don't like sports, but play video games sometimes), but I have in mind this image of an average male like that
also you're right about college stuff. when you're 15 or 20cm taller than most women, when you don't pass it's very different from like middle school when both sexes are relatively similar
I'm really tall and that's one of the worst things you can be if you hate being a man. I am coping that being thin and getting FFS will help push that height into model aesthetics rather than ogre aesthetics though

>>45120683
Yeah I'm also very tall, well above 6', it's torture walking around and not being shorter than a single person around me. I'm not sure I could even get the model aesthetic, I might have to just hope that whatever skeleton I have under all my male fat is feminine enough to do some sort of muscular woman build, if I ever do transition.

i think im ready to sacrifice myself as jesus christ once did but instead of forgiving mankind of sin i will save all of trannykind and that starts with me giving my life for the world to become a better place

>>45120681
I understand what you mean, my point is moreso that people tend to think they are WAY more like a fetishist then they actually are

>>45120633
Gotcha, was just wondering to further my understanding of our issues, ty for being able to share :)

>>45120715
I'm 6'2 personally. when you're this tall you're just going to be bigger but I try not to let people bring me down when they say like 'oh you're such a tall man' etc. you know what I mean
I don't pass but I look a lot more human than before HRT so I recommend trying at least. I also repped for a while because of my height

its over

im not sure how to describe what im feeling right now but it doesnt feel good

>>45116503
At the end of the day you're just a tranny playing around (with fire, but still). You aren't locked into being a real man like we are. I assume most of repgen would give literally anything for such a "hassle."
>>45116797
of course he's bitter
to be a repper is to be sad and bitter forever, that's just how it is for us

i am a bad person

>>45118828
no
>>45119299
it's not a contradiction?
>>45119438
exactly

I take for granted the fact that I could walk alone at night drunk as shit and go to the bar and drink more as a man. Yeah, it is still scary but at least I have that one extra layer of protection in the form of male strength. Probably doesn't do shit against a blade though but it's better than not having this strength. It's better than getting raped because creeps notice that you're drunk as shit.

>>45120728
You're welcome. Thank you. If it wasn't for people like you, a lot of us would understand less about ourselves.

i am purple rabbit

the world is in desperate need of an Amazing Repchad Harakiri Show

>>45101239
it's not fair

>>45116503
>if they were going to change they would've by now
if making progress wasn't instant then undoing it obviously won't be either

why did I become so incredibly disgusting

I want to completely destroy this repulsive body when I die

>>45116503
>if they were going to change they would've by now
fat redistribution is slow and you should know this having went on hrt lol
but enjoy it for now! i'm just trying to warn you about the future... you can't just take estrogen once and then remain feminine forever, it's an ongoing thing

>>45121594
do you not think we reppers would want to be the very first to "cheat death" in that sense? but no, you cannot