three wolf moon editionQOTT: have you ever worn or would you ever wear a shirt with a graphic of a wolf on it?prev: >>45115272
>>45128848I'm wearing that exact shirt right now
>>45128848>>45128876I had a few shirts like this as a kid in the 90s with varying numbers of wolves, they fit right in with the tie-dye and cargo pants
>>45128819yes I do
yes i did so i packed it up and brought it back to the crib
>>45128848transfeminine tummy
>>45129034what for?
>>45129060kisses and cuddles
gay people are revolting
>>45129065well I'm not available, and you can get that from anyone
>>45129081blackpilled again
>>45129089it is what it is
I asked my mother not to deadname me today and she said sorry...
i fucked her btw
in all your immense privilege and advantages you still couldn't make it work in your favor, pathetic
>>45129172i also fucked her btw
im filipina
I'll have time to love you soonI am hiding on the moonI'll have time to love you laterI'm hiding deep inside a crater
>>45128848i have a knit sweather with wolves embroidered on it but i think its tasteful, i get compliments on it a lot.
I fucked you
>>45129502foided
nuh uh. i look male in it
i want to be held
same worstie
>>45129456hotno flipmoder gf
i want to be assaulted and spat on
I want to be loved but love is fake and gay
Just took first dose of bupropion xl. I have been depressed for many years, let’s see if this works.
you just gotta smoke more and tough it out son
yeah, that's the plan
>>45129839good luck anon! id been heavily depressed for like a decade until i found the right meds for me and its been incredibly helpful
when you've been sad for long enough, eventually you come back around full circle and find a peace of sorts
why make peace with it when you can suffer through it constantly, every day? that;s what i do.
i'm so damn tired i need to kms
>>45128848i bought a jacket that has wolves on it so yeah i guess you could say i'm pretty wolfpilled
self care is the way of the white manthe j**s want you to neglect yourself
alcoholic trannies be looking like the godskin noble
luck number 13
>>45130425TOO REAL
You are my best friends
im not ur friend
normalize dying sometime within the next 48 hours
normalize substance abuse and untreated mental illness
>be me>visibly trans truemoder (he/him)>go to grocery store>shopping for locally sourced artisinally corpo-enshittified almond activators>mom is there with little boy running around making high-pitched sounds>kid is throwing a tantrum over a cookie>demanded to eat it before paying or something>mom is handling him like a champ keeping her cool>he runs over to me and grabs my leg, starts crying to me instead>begs me to let him have the cookie>give him the sympathize-but-sucks-to-suck look and tell him sorry bud>share an understanding look with the momthat was close, I mean do parents not know what we are? kid nearly got groomed and now she's gonna have to have him on antiretrovirals for life because he was too close to my trooner aura
nigga.
>>45130478
>>45130496that must've taken a lot of self control to not molest the kid, i'm proud of u
>>45130528little timmy almost went home as timantha
i wish i were a cute twinkhon
i'm gonna give claymation a try
>>45130605that's fucking awesome
when you answer for you don't need dysphoria to be trans is being bribed to transition for money, being forced to transition at gunpoint, or being forced to transition by parents, i can't help but roll my eyes at you fools. davivd reimer. david reimer is all the evidence you need of the immutability of identity. can parents forcibly transition their child? ya. what happens? you ruin them mentally. they commit.can you transition without gender dysphoria? yes. are you gunna have a bad time if you do? overwhleming. you guys are so full of shit. such bad faith actors.you're equally as ignorant as your conservative counterparts in the maga movement. trans is to the left what maga is to the right.ya'll are cancer.
idk if anyone is making that kind of argument itt or on this board, bro
>ya'll
>>45130678see:>>45127120
sometimes I'm afraid of the tendency I observe in others and experience constantly in my own head for people to dig the hole deeper once they enter a state of despair, like a manic need emerges to make it worse or make it end or simply assert a little bit of control takes hold, even intelligently or in ways that require very real innovation despite being deeply unwise and destructive - as though the construct we recognize and portray as a coherent human mind can simply "go bad" and start making decisions that hurt everyone in an effective mannerI feel like like I'm just watching that happen all the time at every level of society, from just me in my head to interpersonal relationships to nation-states to the whole world
>>45130709ok, a few things>engaging with a glegle poster>who cares itt this is mmg>this is not a widely held position outside of high-visibility virtue signalers>you're a faggot
>>Being a transgender/sexual is the identity that comes out of that action.this train of thought is transphobic because you're actively othering them and thereby denying them the reality of their sex change because you have ideas that aren't grounded in reality.the idea that sex is immutable is creationist dog whitsling. look at how conservatives define a woman as an adult human female. it's because their religious beliefs pushes the idea of god creating man and woman which conveniently glazes over any differentation between the two. evolution dictates that biology is messy and as a result you get birth defects like intersex conditions.to say a sex change is unnatural denies the reality of species that change their sex. it's not founded in reality, but in faith in god.
if you "need dysphoria to be trans" then how do you explain me doing it purely for sexual gratification? checkmate, truscum.
>>45130745consider that this approach of dual handwave/assertion is the basis of all similarly dogmatic adherences to "tradition" or "conservatism," both with and without an overtly spiritual or religious nature
>>45130754Most trannies are fetishists, even the ones that claim to have dysphoria are actually describing disgust with themselves for having agp. Self acceptance is determined by your male ego.
>>45128848I'm so fucking embarrassed to be a tranny. this is why I hrt rep
>>45130775what about asexual trannies or trannies who Don't even masterbate? how can something that you don't even derive sexual pleasure for be considered a fetish?
>>45130775proof?
>>45130776that is so fucking pathetic
>>45130754that's just gender dysphoria. you getting a boner from your fetish is no different than a dog getting a boner over a steak. you get the boner because it pleases you. that means you aren't pleased as a man. that indicates you have an incongruence of mind and body.
>>45130790I think you need to delve deeper into why you want to be a woman then. I've known trannies that claimed they were asexual but were actually hiding their sexuality, which invariably means AGP auto attraction and even heterosexual male attraction in some cases. Saying you want to be a girl tells me nothing really, what's important is why you want to be a girl.
>>45130765no because some people will deliberately be contrarion as idiots misconflate their ego with reason.
agp is literally real and also not the reason trannies transition or a "type" of tranny
>>45130819lolstop trying to use words (no, not just big words or words you don't know, like stop trying to use them at all)
>>45130776the whole point of neutral observance is to gauge their authenticity. if you introduce the idea to them they're invalid because they're seen as trying to please rather than trying to be themselves (or conversely, trying to be contrarion to deliberately upset or disrupt those with traditional or conservative views).real trannies just disappear into their womanhood. grifters make it their whole personality as they try to farm engagement on social media.
If all AGP trannies were deported to an island it would be better and safer for trannies that really need to be trans. You can rep and jerk off to your disgusting agp shit without using hrt or forcing society to gender you as she/her.
>>45130840what's the difference between "AGP trannies" and not? prove itI'll wait
>>45130838what's the difference between a real tranny and not? prove itI'll wait
>>45130845I'm not going to get into a basic explanation of what AGP is for you. Your immediate reaction was to get defensive which means you understand what I'm saying and recognize the truth in what I'm saying.
>>45130845>>45130847they get srs and disappear into a normal life as a woman. they don't openly identify as trans and parade around in the streets like they deserve a medal for surviving cancer (fuck you caitlyn jenner).
>>45130872>>45130876no proof, got it, just empty assimilationist/bootlicker rhetoricthanks for playing!
>>45130872many of them get upset and resort to slander because they can't defend their points. same shit maga does. different color.the classic example of the trenders being deliberately contrarion is when their kids of maga parents. more so when they use their trans identity as an excuse to cut ties with their own family as if they're better than them and not cut from the same cloth.
>>45130887people like you can't be reasoned with on the basis of evidence because you'll scrutinize said evidence looking for any little thing to invalidate it as your feelings are in jeopardy.
fuck off with this divide and conquer shit, seriouslyyou will NEVER be one of the good ones, hons!
>>45130912>why can't we ride your coattails!?
when the rogd study came out did you guys not shit all over as if theyfabs weren't a thing? we literally have theyfabs and nb's now, but it can't possibly be a trend you fell prey to from social media. it's not like we have studies of teenage girl's anxiety and depression skyrocketting with the advent of instagram.
i hate you bastards i just want to take estrogen and dress like a woman in private in peace and not have to listen to retarded midwit takes from late bloomer faggots with arrested development
>>45130941then do it and shut your fucking mouth, loser, nobody is forcing you to go to tw*tter or come shit this place up with your manufactured culture war bullshit
>>45130948but i'm bored and can't think of anything better to do.
habibi, don't be like that.
shaved, showered, lotioned and ready for bed ;)
This is AGP freakhon general and that's why I'm here
drunk, hungry, tired, disappointed, unfulfilled, drained, spiraling, and full of nervous angry energy over the past, the present, and the future
>>45131002tv general. you guys aren't agp. you're just transvestic fetishists.
sex with hiroi kikuri
>>45131019
>>45131019That doesn't even make sense. TVs wear women's clothes.
>>45131008good, have the vibrational state you deserve
>>45128876Makes sense three wolf moon imbues its wearer with otherworldly powers
>>45131038oh, and why do I deserve that?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkintfXvEAY
>>45131088for all the harm you have caused
>>45131107what harm have I caused?
who was your three?for me? it was cloud yuffie and vincent.https://youtu.be/q9zpMg0txIQ
>>45131088because you touch yourself at night
>>45131148
I know I shouldn't call after dark anymorebut I got no one in this world
>>45131117people aren't toys you can just throw away when you're bored
>>45131184yeah? there's a certain schizo I wish I could make believe the same thing lmao but I'm done being unrealistic
>>45130950>>45131031who makes these??
>>45131209jews
that kid in the store reeeeeaaaalllllyyyy reminded me of someone
>>45131217Was it you when you were a child?
>>45131209are you requesting sauce for the off-topic spam? are you familiar with what is known in the current parlance as a reverse image search?https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/trans%20muslimah
what should i do in minecraft?
FUCK YOUUU
>>45131242vibe code a minecraft clone with themed zones and collectathon elements like banjo kazooie/banjo tooie
>>45131228nah I would only throw tantrums as a kid when I knew I was being lied to or handled, even the relatively reasonable lies you tell kids as an adult to protect them or because you're too pussy to explain the truth or the way you handle someone to avoid hurting their feelings
i wish i werent a brute freakhon
>>45131238no im not and im not clicking that either. ofc after all this time tumblr trannies turned out to be weird spiteful predator demons who transitioned purely out of contrarianism to the right wing and not because they have actual dysphoria
I wish I were stronger
>>45131278then why did you ask? I literally just googled it for you, and it also has tumblr in the FUCKING FILENAMEI hate humanity so much we have failed there is no literacy there is no critical thought there is only vibes and complacency and obedience
>>45131259ohhh i did this too but not with tantrums i was always the person who would be lied to even within my family and with friends even now. it took me a long time to realize that it was people protecting me and sheltering me from harmful information
>>45131307I still resent that, like who the fuck is someone else to decide what I get to know? like baked in I just have a naive stance of complete transparency and information sharing, and anything against that seems hurtful or wrong somehow
>>45131287it was a redundant question, like saying “who would even do something like this” calm down nona
>>45131330fuck you eat shit die
>>45131319no im the same way, but i also appreciate it a little and it makes me feel like an innocent little lamb that people feel a need to protect. also a lot of info would have been traumatic to know about
>>45131335minus the eating shit that doesn’t sound so bad
>>45131344then we're nothing alikeI would always rather know the full, awful truth and all of its ramifications, and I have nothing but resentment and disdain for people who deliberately handle or try to protect me, because it is a violation of my agency
newfags
>>45131360i just like being coddled and loved and protected
drunk, drunker, yet drunkerhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBKdem6uEEs
someone is taking my gimmick i see
>>45131375also this might just be my way with coping with the fact that people either didn’t like me or at least trust me enough to share sensitive information with me
mocking me
>>45131375nobody has ever loved or protected me so I resent the coddling and am literally incapable of understanding your position
>>45131393what is ur gimmick?
>>45131408if you’re the nona i was conversing with about people not sharing sensitive information with us, i was just being hard on myself, that wasn’t a dig at u
>>45131411im sorry nona you seem worthy of being protected and loved though
>>45131442fuck you
ill protect a mfkin nona
you can have it. i don't need gimmicks to win. i'm no one trick poney.
>>45131452
>>45131456but what is it ;-;
>>45131456>poneyis this a deliberate tell or something I'm too drunk to keep up with this meta shit
>>45131468i think nona is too bad at spelling
>>45131474just bad at spelling*
>>45131474NOOO EVERY LITTLE THING MEANS SOMETHING
>>45131456you should be worshiping and thanking me
WHERE THE FUCK IS THE CHILDREN OF SORROW EP ON SPOTIFYTHOSE ARE THE 3 BEST TRACKS ON RAT WARS
taking my cider with me to the bathroom so I can chug while I pee
>>45131482me when im in stimulant psychosis
>>45131513this is why I don't fw stims I already act like a fucking tweaker perfectly sober, and weed just calms me down and makes me more open-minded about it
Would this work
>>45131530try it and report backI've puffed off a cig and a nicotine vape and I just think it's incredibly underwhelming so I can't relate
haven't even started marinating the salmon and it's past 8 I should just drink more and order taco bell or starve
>>45131529weed will actually throw me into panic attacks, paranoia, guilt, and sometimes psychosis quicker than stims or even psychs
6, 7 standard drinks in 3 hours isn't too much, right?
>>45131566https://voca.ro/14ECEcgXzG6G
>>45131614bro why are you here? I hear your voice and just hit the x now
>>45131608that's binge drinking
>>45131628
>>45131627https://voca.ro/11EZyVt6PAHi
>>45131614how are you carless and fat?
>>45131661you'll need to reply in text if you want to actually answer the question
>>45131666https://voca.ro/1dJsnmCmHJ7m
>>45131667https://voca.ro/1gytQfg3HNqX
>>45131543I mean like in general. Depression, trans thoughts. Might be good for addiction, I could def avoid drinking a bit with this I think
>>45131694oh that's fascinating! really well-stated, but have you considered https://voca.ro/1n2TBJMb47DK
>>45131694bruh, its an anonymous image board, go to discord or sum sht
LIESALL LIESHATEFUL OF ALL BUT LUSTLIESALL LIESHATEFUL OF ALL OF US
ok what if I can make it TEN in 4 hours that's pretty good then I'm out of all my "imperial" cider that's a whole six pack and I've got a few mixers and some hard liquor too it's a party night
>>45131718https://voca.ro/1lQHOGkvmRPJ
>>45131754https://voca.ro/1kg84cXp1gTo
im a coward and i dont get ffs it will be the final nail in my coffin of being a loser and i will never change. also i need to lose around 10 pounds
>>45131530mocking me somehow im sure of it
https://voca.ro/12QImzkxAzKL
https://voca.ro/1m25h5qJZuWE
>>45131639rare buschemi
Uhhh lmao, I think depression made me want to be a tranny holy shit haha. But I still think logically being non-binary will be better for me, but I want full balls and working cock. So I just take estrogen such that testosterone is semi-suppressed? Ideally I think I need upper female target of t levels.
I hear like 1-5 seconds of these vocaroos before closing and it sounds like it's coming from some southern US shithole from some ignorant reddit/facebook import to 4chan, am I missing anything? (other than screeching tones)
>>45131825https://voca.ro/15JSg2CpaCal
>>45131825yes exactly, there’s a very specific type of person that i imagine when i hear these and it isn’t a manmoder
>>45131833oh wow that's amazing, please continue :eyeroll:
>>45131833you sound like you’re in your 40s and everyone with a soul who has ever been anywhere near you hates you
KREEJAFFA
>>45131825he's an obese aids riddled faggot from gaygen that goes on schizophrenic tirades arguing with anyone there who listensi know which homeless camp he walks by and which stretch of road he's on
>>45131852https://voca.ro/17H5dBOB85aE
>>45131833you just slipped into fagcent to do a mock impression of a progressive from like 10 years ago you are like the least attractive type of a right winger. please for the love of god gtfo from this thread and don’t return
>>45131864lmaoooo
>>45131824Some people cycle estrogen or take smarms but realistically you should decide if you want to look like a woman or a man when you are older. Sucks, I feel more agender than anything but there is no “non binary” hrt.Or you can try the “that’s not what a man would think” self-psyop I posted earlier
>>45131864do you know that about me also or am i not cool enough for you
LIFELESS CHILDREN OF SORROWLIFELESS CHILDREN OF WAR
>>45131864https://voca.ro/16fnnXRD3A59
I hear the voc', I close the 'roo
>>45131864i knew he was fat just from the voice lol, they have like an attitude that gives them away even on an anonymous forum >>45131867i am 30, and my weight is still lower than my iq and you would cut your left arm off if you saw me irl and thought it would give you a chance with me
got a free buzzball from the cashier
when I was little they told me I was 140+ iq and needed a new test
>>45131933audibly laughed at this
they told me a lot of thingsI think it's a big part of why I'm like this nowthat I was special, or different, not like othersthat it was "okay"
>>45131875I’m already 23. I’m probably going to target 200 pg/ml estrogen trough and 50pg/ml testosterone. Eventually this will make me look like a woman, but I should retain sexual function at that level. And I should be able to enjoy a few years of looking androgynous.
>>45131944>>45131958based i want to be friends w you nona
>>45131965no you don't fuck off I don't do "friends"
>>45131972still based desu
i fate fatties i HATE THEM
>>45131940https://voca.ro/1c1VMpn2N9ut
on a real note someone who outed me and i snitched on them afterwards just got out of prison last month and i saw them walking down the street the other day (they went to prison for something different than what i snitched on them for). what do
>>45131992https://voca.ro/1geifIR8sgX5
>>45131992
>>45132002i said in my post that he went for something else. and idk if he got raped, but yeah i plan on ducking him
https://voca.ro/1fozTCGWGGQz
https://voca.ro/1jXYtw4oyCdz
>>45132007honestly fuck this guy i wish he had been in there longer lowkey i am extremely anxious about what he’s going to do tho
>>45132072could u send them to me c:
>>45132078wya?
>>45132080if ur srs could i set up a google voice account for you to text?
>>45132078send half to me
training the AI to find me more effectively
>>45132205literally
>>45132236WHY and HOW am I still better at doxxing people than any model I've tried?
>>45132258idk why havent you doxxed me yet
I was following methy and learning more about her for well over a year before I contacted her directly because she kept posting face and it kept giving interesting results, but I had to piece it all together myself and the image/pattern recognition was the only heavy lifting the models were doing, even while providing me with things she had never posted and could never have intended to be publicthe information is out there but the models in the current paradigm just can't do it the way an even slightly obsessive human can and I'm so fucking frustrated that anyone deigns to pretend this is "AI"
>>45132269and who the fuck are you? I probably just don't give a shit if you're not my obsessive fixation/favorite person/limerence victim
>>45132028>>45132061i was one of the anons being mean to you earlier but honestly if what you’re saying is true then it sounds like you’ve had a much less privileged life than me and I’m sorry you had to be around all of that anon
>>45132289im just fuckibg with you bro chill
>>45132295fuck offeat shitdie
>>45132289wait are you maliciously doxxy
>>45132296love mekiss mehold me
>>45132304no, unless we are r*mantically involved and you slight me in ways I consider doxxy first like a certain someone posting my full legal name ITT a year ago because she sucks at censoring and needed to share her screenshots of our DMs that badly>>45132305I am never touching another h*man again
oh dox the sh1t out of me daddy
>>45132309o i think im good then
>>45132309didnt you say you stalked a moder for over a year before initiating contact? lol
when she says "let's just frot instead" #ThankFuckingGod
>>45132290Thank you. That's very kind of you to say. Those experiences weren't that bad compared with other things. I do wish I was from a better family only because I feel out of place talking to better people than myself. Thanks for being nice to me.
WHO AMONG US IS DYING OUT?WASTEFUL OF ALL LOVELIESALL LIESHATEFUL OF ALL ELSE
>>45132325I sure did, and you better believe there are worse and more ill-intentioned creeps out there doing the same anytime you facepost or post identifying deets anywhere on the internet or using any kind of digital device at allI just thought she was cute and I could fix/help her if she stopped doing meth (lol)
>>45132337Where is methy now?
>>45132337ok, i dont believe you. youre like a hacKerman larp
>>45132344idfk! hopefully with supportive and loving people, maybe getting help, not my fucking problem>>45132349broI am a FUCKING RETARDI am THE script kiddyliterally just type or copy/paste into a search engine to replicate everything I have ever accomplished in my life
Chuddy how's the hair growth coming along? U ever end up hoping on minoxidal
>>45132356bro…
>>45132356Methy was so funny when he would do his rage posting. I wanted to hug him and tell him it's going to be alright.
>>45132367bro WHAT>>45132365no minox yet, switching from finasteride to dutasteride induced another shed and has had continued positive results so I'm actually pretty hopeful
>spikes dht>regrows the same follicles>progressbaldscience mogs honscience
well I also believe in honscience when it comes to "trans periods" so
oh that reminds me, i gots to shoot up
Why did I think hrt could save me
hrt made my hips juicy lowk
Methy come backI want gay sex with you
oh thats my honscience belief.hrt has done miracles for my mental statei actually started living after taking ts, despite being conscious of my moided perpetuity.
nahhh my life got worse asfff twin
maybe yore not trutranny
still like kind of bald but way less bald than before, and even the thinned out spots have little hairs where it was totally smooth pre-HRT/5ARI
i am a faketrans?
>>45132447ya
>>45132437ai
>>45132437That def looks better than it did a while ago. Duta puts in nice work.
>forgot to flip the middle picturebetter perspective, when it's aligned>>45132456lol?
>>45132460i dont believe you’re real
>>45132447It's okey, so am i
>>45132463that's alright, I regularly have trouble accepting that as reality myself
mogs me :/
>>45132459I was surprisedshould have started both sooner
at this point I'm just going to skip eating today
my teeth are all fucked up and ugly and i cant afford fixes
:\
like my bottom four teeth all overlap or like stagger so uglyly ever though i did wear bracers
>:|
and i my molar aches on the left
I got a tooth that's all gray
ew what the fuck
I was gonna go get it removed but relationship drama and work schedule needs kept popping up and the last appointment I scheduled through some call center that didn't know anything was cancelled so I gave up like 8 months ago lol
like ik I'm gonna karen out over the phone about it but they had discoounts and a plan and took my insurance and were close by but this one secretary just bulllied me int onever scheduling with them again
through a voicemail, no lessasymmetricallyI need to lean into being an unlovable violent beast like my mother and just assert anything Iw ant through sheer force of will and stupidity I'm basically her anyway I'km going in 10-20 years given my gnee mutations and history of abusing anticho;inergics
I'm gonna start making these 10-20 years before I'm gone countI'm done appeasing othersI'm done playing niceI'm going to force whatever I want and abdicate all responsibility because lol dementia
I'm a dead tran walking and I won't sentence anyone to being aroiudn when I go
woe be upon the public servants and general working populace who have to fil in for my absence of social network as I degrade
shit is just happening right now and you'd never even know.
I'm going to stop communicating in words verbally in person or otherwise and just start roaring and screaming while gesticulating at words I have typedhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBGqKwWhrOQ
I won't even remember the things I've done wrong to apologize for, if I'm anything like herlollmao
I think I'm gonna start doing heroic doses of DPH and streaming it again to accelerate things so I can just be gone forever, irreversibly
why can't we love each other without restraint and hate
STILL FEARYOU'LL ABANDON MEDON'T ABANDON ME
EVERYONE HATES ME AND I NEED TO DIE
if I do enough I'll stop being able to remember why it all hurts so much
I'm just not eating today is' fine everything is kop
I am going tobe okaoneeyeihrtng iwl be okI don't want ned naotowry about anygis ok
everythingisok
I won't even rememberI'll just fuck up my sleep cycle and keep dosing anticholinergics and evertyhing will e o k
I am fat and old and ugly anyway I should not eat
why don't I get banned like she does
taco belljack in the boxcarl's jrsave me
why cahb;t I just hit a button and select N fof continung toi exist
I DONT WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE
why can't I just die like in a dream when theyget me I wamt to gie up i'k done fithing
another year of "holidays" completely alonellllmaoam
I am going to try dying in all of my dreams
abandonedalonenothingworthlesstrash
I have nothing and have never had anything to offer anyone but a gaping black void where my soul, heart, passion, humanity should be
GREY WOULD BE THE COLORif I had a heart
DON'T ABANDON MELOL
how is this still happening
don't worry it's all ending this is just the burning out phase
>is it always going to be this way?thank fuck people have choices and can move on
