I'm deluded with life. But there is still fire in my heart. I was reading Otogizoshi collection by Dazai, and it came to me that, as the turtle says, adventurers hope for the beautiful flowers on the other side and climb everything for it. They don't take plesaure in how adventurous they look. I thought a lot about it. I'm not similar to Urashima-taro, in that I hope for the flowers, I just can't move. Somehow, I think that I'll get there by standing still.I'm miserable, insuffreable, I just wish I could find a way to make my mind agree to the idea I have. I'm too weak even for that... All I do is stand still.I want books that will make me see my end as an alternative. Something that makes sense to a hollow soul.
>>24683662anything by Cioran
>>24683662You have to read Doctrine of Awakening
I'm not sure if you guys misunderstood what I meant. I appreciate the recommendations, but what I want is something that will lead me that path, not something that drives me out of it.
>>24683662here ya gopost the video
