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>>24687473Writing is terrifying because it destroys the notion of my thoughts and feelings actually touching the sublime when they're nothing more than milquetoast ramblings with no real insight whatsover. Kills my buzz.
>>24687478The fact that you can recognize it, that you have the self-awareness to not think everything you write is gold, is an auspicious start.
>>24687486It sucks, man. I never know how to handle the comedown from the initial phase of inspiration when I'm excitedly pacing around as the imagery is flooding my mind/spirit. I can feel like I'm touching something very precious, but then when I have to sit and try to write, I feel so awful upon realizing that it really wasn't that precious at all, I was just being delusional and bathing in my fantasies for too long. My goddamned senses have rusted out and are slowly withering away from that shit. It's a nasty loop going from overconfidence to no confidence.Woe is me yeayeayea what do you expect from this thread.
Edging closer and closer to having to namedoxx on here. I've got a story that's the great work of my life: a story told in mixed prose and verse that I hope will be the greatest work of art of the 21st Century. I'm going to start releasing the first book on my Substack in October. It'd be nice to get at least some Anons on /lit/ reading it; I actually think you guys would like the story, and I really enjoy 4chan as a whole as an audience.But my Substack has my real name attached to it, and I've always been extremely hesitant to release my real name on here unless I absolutely have to do so. I've been posting on 4chan since 2007. Being Anonymous is ingrained into my very nature at this point. I've always disdained the tripfags and never liked the unwarranted self-importance of anyone who'd use a name on this site.But if I want /lit/ to read my stuff in the near future I guess there may be no helping it. Paradoxically, maybe me obsessing over this is, itself, a kind of vanity, and too much attention paid to my identity online.
>>24687495Writing is part calculated science, part lightening-in-a-bottle. There is a subconscious element that you will never have real control over, but you can maneuver those moments of inspiration as long as you have strong technical skills (grammar, vocabulary, sentence structure) to properly articulate those moments when they arise.I like to let a draft sit for a few days or so: just leave it alone and go read/do chores or whatever. Then I take a look after and see how I still feel about it. Alienating yourself from the text a bit will give you a little better perspective; art is ultimately about trusting your own taste to an extent: if I read this in another author’s book, would I like it? Be honest and you’ll quickly find out what to keep or discard.
>>24687500Post it under a different account with a nom-de-plume. Very few people are going to notice, and fewer will care, that it's you.
>>24687500I don’t care if you’re the next Tolstoy, don’t share your name on this site. Some schizo will try to take over your life and the rest of us will watch in horror as he shows up rubbing his posterior on your Honda civic.
>>24687507I suppose I could just share through regular social media channels and hope /lit/ finds it that way. I do have a pretty big Twitter account.
I love her.
>>24687495Effort and inspiration are the first ingredients in becoming an expert/talented in a field, so again, don't fret.
>>24687473I genuinely enjoy mid-century Abstract Expressionist art, particularly Robert Motherwell.
>>24687519I genuinely enjoy your mother's cunt.
>>24687519I love Jackson Pollock, unironically. I actually find him to have a 'warmth' that I really enjoy.
>>24687519Me too. Rec me some painters and paintings to use as a background pic on my phone, I'm tired of the De Kooning Women painting I've had for a long while. I switched to two different Kline paintings, one for the locked screen and one for the home screen, hence the OP, but I'm open to other suggestions.pic is one of the ones I chose for my phone
>>24687524I unironically love your mother's cunt. I find it has a warmth that I really enjoy.
>>24687525>De Kooning Women more like Me Coom In Women
What is your opinion of glowies?
>>24687544Vermin. The moral equivalent of rats and cockroaches. Cruel deaths by torture is no more than what all of them deserve.
>>24687544What is your opinion of the fact that I fucked your mother and am now your stepdad?
>>24687544I'm a fan. James Jesus Angleton is my spirit animal. In an alternate life, I'd be an analyst at CIA.Yes, they've done some immoral, corrupt, and illegal things, but on the whole, they're good for the US, and what's good for the US is good for the world.low-brow: CIA n USA good!midwit: CIA n USA bad!high-brow: CIA n USA good!Though these days even the average joe has a negative view of the US and CIA, at least among youth, but they still have positive views of government in general, so I can't hate, their heart's in the right place. Anti-government libertarians are the real scum.
>>24687544You should get a civil servant job if you have nothing but a humanities degree. Probably your only chance of stable employment in the coming years: AI is snapping up a lot of corporate nothingjobs that would normally be filled up with English and history majors.
>>24687552I'm a fan of fucking your mother. Your mother in the throes of bestial screaming as I fuck her in the ass is my spirit animal. In an alternate life I'd be an analyst at Fucking Your Mother EterprisesTM. On the whole, I'm good for your mother. My dick is in the right place, alternating between all of your mother's orifices.
>>24687555If you have a humanities degree you should join me in fucking anon's mother. Probably your only chance of stable employment in the coming years: AI can't snap up that job because sexbots aren't advanced enough yet.
>>24687552The United States is the Great Satan and after 250 years you can see its terrible punishment beginning to take shape. The long, slow wrath of God is building very visibly now, and when it finally breaks over America the result will be terrible. It will make the fate of the Soviet Union seem envious.
>>24687559You forgot one: >>24687549Or did you fuck his without telling us? What other secrets are you hiding?
uhhhhh so Sitchin was right. It's Nibiru isn't it?
>>24687563Your mother is the Great Satan and I must punish her sins with my dick. My cum has been building very visibly in my balls for 250 years and when it finally erupts over your mother it will be terrible. It will make the fate of your sister and grandmother (both of whom I have also fucked) seem envious.
Trying really hard not to be a solipsistic self absorbed negroid but basedciety drives one to that state of mind often
>>24687549Your mother is the moral equivalent of rats and cockroaches. A cruel dose of my dick is no more than what she deserves. >>24687565You forgot that I fucked your mother repeatedly and came inside her.>>24687567>Jupiter-Sized Rogue Planet Detected Entering Our Solar SystemNo, wait, it was actually just anon's colossal mother on her way to get fucked by me (again).
>>24687574Trying really hard to take a break from fucking your mother but society drives me to that state of carnal predation often.
>>24687549I'm curious about why you believe this. What do you believe they do, exactly?I've noticed similar sentiments from normalfags in places like instagram comments but rarely anything that explains them. I know the CIA did a lot of immoral stuff back in the Cold War but I can't think of any reason for your average Joe to wish death upon, say, employees of the National Geospatial-Intelligence Agency.
>>24687563All I know is I live in the US and, even though my family and I are not well-off, there is no other country I'd rather live in. And when comparing superpowers, yeah, it's an easy choice between a US-led world order versus one led by China or Russia. Maybe if the EU becomes resurgent once again then we can talk, but currently, the US carries the mantle of the Western spirit.
Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time
>>24687578Each time that you ejaculate inside my mother, I am gratified, because I simultaneously ejaculate inside of you as my condition of using her. This forms the basis of our poly relationship, as you know. I have especially enjoyed our past interactions where we rub our dicks together inside mom's ass, and although you may deny these exchanges, you know them to have occurred.
Jessica Meowry.......ngggggggg
>>24687579I'm Catholic and they have been the tip of the spear of America's subversion and undermining of the Church in the postwar era. They infiltrated the Vatican, they influenced the Second Vatican Council, they killed numerous priests, monks, nuns, and bishops in South America in the 20th Century, they subverted Catholic countries like Italy and Ireland, they have been the backstops of Israel's behavior in the Middle East that has cleansed numerous Catholic, Orthodox, and Copt populations from countries like Egypt and Iraq.They are, to me, the distillation of the government in Washington's determination to be an enemy of my Church. And, well, as far as I'm concerned, what's good for the goose is good for the gander. Turnabout is fair play. If the CIA and the American government are going to be an enemy of me, as a Catholic, I'll be their enemy, in turn, and wage such war on them as my own meager powers of prayer and fasting permit me to employ.I have actively prayed for the downfall of the United States for more than ten years now. I have been waging active spiritual warfare against America for a decade and more. Now it looks like that's all starting to pay off.
>>24687588How does prayer work? What's the mechanism exactly?
>>24687579I'm curious about why you believe I should not fuck your mother. What else do you believe she is good for, exactly? I've noticed similar sentiments from normalfags in the replies to our viral sextape, but rarely anything that explains them. I know your mother did a lot of immoral stuff back when she was An Old Whore but I can't think of any reason for your average Joe to oppose me fucking her.>>24687580All I know is I'm inside your mother's cunt and there is no other cunt I'd rather be inside. Currently your mother carries my cum inside her ass.>>24687581The sound of my nine inch dick entering your mothers ass is the best band of all time. >>24687584This guy gets it. So does his mother. >>24687585Jessica is nothing compared to fucking your mother. >>24687588I'm a sex addict and your mother has been under the spear of my fat cock. >>24687593Prayer works when I say a few words of sincere gratitude towards a higher power as I ejaculate inside your mother.
>>24687593It's a dialogue with God Himself. You should try it some time.
I've decided no more negative emotions. Guilt, anxiety, depression, all gone. Mind over matter. My body and brain are my servants to control. Those chemicals do me no good, and I know I would flourish without them, so just like that, I've decided no more.
>>24687503Yeah I'll admit that for now my technical skills aren't up to par. I have to read more poetry so I can learn how people managed to succintly capture the essence of their imagination.>>24687515I hope I can grasp something valuable out of this whole thing. Thanks, lads.
>>24687614It's a dialogue with your mother herself as I fuck her in the ass. You should try getting laid sometime. >>24687617I've decided no more negative emotions. Your mother is my servant to control. So just like that, I've decided to fuck her.
>>24687621Stop making me get out of bed to read your replies, for fuck's sake.
>>24687614ok but how does it work?
>>24687599>you
>>24687620I hope I can grasp your mother's tits as I fuck her. >>24687622I for one will not be getting out of bed because I am busy absolutely railing the shit out of your mother. >>24687630That's the face you mother made after I fucked her good and hard.
>>24687644
>>24687628Here is how it works: I put my penis in your mother's vagina and I fuck her.
Not sure I shall ever get over him...
>>24687659gay
>>24687655In about nine months your mother will be giving birth to your joke of a half sibling. Because I fucked her. >>24687659Not sure your mother shall ever get over how passionately I fucked her.
Catberg loves the junky cat food.
>>24687667keep 'em coming, I wanna hear more!
>>24687578I am an anesthesiologist and I routinely gas your house while everyone is sleeping and softly rape everyone inside.
The French .. Rats .. Gaol .. Cheffing .. Debois .. Calamity .. Bed Bugs .. Calamity ...
We are living in an epistemic apocalypse. A few years ago I read a post on this site which predicted that the future would be one in which individuals would turn to extreme or even deranged behavior over trivial matters. A time was coming, the writer claimed, when someone might decide to commit an act of random violence, not because of political or religious ideology, but because of an attachment to a particular fandom, or because people online said it would be based, or because the Discord server he was in had adopted a syncretist blend of accelerationist and Gnostic ideology through memes and he had no other touchpoint with reality. This would occur because individuals and the society they lived within would come unmoored from any means of grounding their beliefs, or rather, any means of providing opposition to their beliefs. The root of this change was twofold: first, the slow death of religion as the ground for morals and epistemology; second, the optimizing of the individual and collective worldview towards one which justifies behavior that best enables consumerism and hedonism. The fruit of these two vines was a society in which individuals would pursue the fulfillment of their appetites, holding this to be the highest freedom, while at the same time lacking the ability to understand the roots of their own worldviews, much less ground them. Adrift without this understanding, these individuals can come to be radicalized towards extreme action for causes which would have seemed trivial and even ridiculous in prior ages, as questions of the satisfaction of appetites come to be the only questions anyone would ask, and deadly, world-turning importance comes to be placed on matters of consumption and leisure - things which now stand as the only things with meaning, driftwood in an ocean with no land in sight. Anon was right. We do now live in such a world. In prior ages, one might have become a terrorist for a political cause or for one's faith, but now great belief systems have fractured into smaller and smaller bubbles of meaning, to the point that micro-meanings at odds with each other within the context of a greater system can turn to violence against each other just as easily as rivaling denominations of a religion did a thousand years ago. Purity spirals combined with the increasingly confusing information environment and ever-faster-paced AI-generated content firehose have created a world in which the concept of truth is ephemeral or even pointless, in which a vulnerable enough person can be convinced that committing arson because of a Discord rivalry or committing mass murder-suicide in the name of a niche syncretist Gnostic-accelerationist-Marxist community is reasonable, even good. Tragically, such things have already occurred and will continue to occur. In fact, I expect the pace of such events to only accelerate with the passage of time. In the end, only a few will be able to rise above the sea of micro-meaning to see land.
this chick i was texted said when we have sex she'll make sure i never forget it. that made me paranoid. how could heterosexual sex a woman be unforgettable? is she going to claim i got her pregnant? give me an std? some psycho ex-bf assaults me as i leave her apartment?
are you waiting for something that will never be?
No-one has ever hated another as much as I hate myself.
I want to have sex with cute girls, but I also want to get railed by cute boys.
>>24687832VVVVGH
>>24687832i want to goon by myself, but go out to party at gay clubs/bars.
Her whole friend group is white girls trying to be black and black girls trying to be white and both of them trying to disguise their chronic nausea.
I haven't really talked to ChatGPT before because it's cringe and I haven't seen the point. However I've gotten kinda desperate for content relating to my niche fetish, and I know fuckers use AI to write stories for them, so I tried it.It's really fucking weird, because I instantly got flagged for potentially violating their terms, and it said it couldn't help me, but I asked why and ended up going back and forth with it until I was able to elaborate enough to get it to write exactly what I asked it to write to begin with. Like it's a robot, but it's also a robot I was able to talk down and get to do something it said it wasn't allowed to do before. I have no idea what to think of that.
>video called my parents to talk to them>see how old they look>feel absolutely melancholic about how they're getting older and older
>>24687930What's the fetish
>>24687932Body part transformation. Particularly a woman's pussy or armpit, but armpit stuff is super rare.Quality pussy stuff is like these https://fictionbranches.net/fb/story/1080053https://www.deviantart.com/heavensshadow/art/In-Her-Pants-1135847179They're some of the only ones that don't end up with the chick/dude getting fucked by a third wheel dude. I fucking hate that shit so much. Just shlick.